Searching in my mind for REASONS for why I chose to hand up the report on SUNDAY! Dumb me! Regretting now. I am feeling so lazy to even just edit my report. K la.. I finished editing, but the result section... ZZZ there's alot more to add in and, I need to get the idea flow in there, if not.... Dr kam will kill me! =.=" Seriously cant concentrate now especially I am going to meet rui and wei2 for kbox tml. =( I am all excited over the outing tml, how to concentrate?!?!?!?! =(((((((( What's more, I am now AGAIN, confused whether I should write in 3rd person in my report. This also means that I will need to change everything!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH~ I am feeling lazy again. I guessed weifen also gave up on me le as last night she mentioned something that I am feeling very sian now over all these FYP stuffs. Indeed, I hate those words that I have to write, but I still LOVE the experiments. LOL! Die la... The FT lady said there is always something that is preventing me from studyi...
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Vicky : Actually ah, I can see that everyone of you have improved since the past. People like Carney and zi xian, whom I taught them since yr 1 until now ah... Carney : Huh.. Ya.. Dont like that say lehh.. I will shy (sth liddat) Vicky : I am not ONLY refering to you, I am refering to everybody.. Carney : I know la.. I know la... (The kinda of i-know-u-r-praising-me-and-pls-dont-be-shy-bout-it reaction) I was laughing at that just now. lolx! Anyway, Fang da tong's concert was ok. He's really talented though that his music genre isnt really my type. LOL. However, not too bad le la. And hor.. for those people who kept saying he looked ugly in the pics and MV, please dont say that anymore. He DOES look better in there. =XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Waited for rui in school, together with wei2, until about 1015pm. YAWN~ They were buying the beancurb when I hurried them as our bus was here. LOL. The scene was funny. I was given the choice to sit between them. And poor me, both of them d...
It has been a week plus after my ah ma moved out. I missed her, but one thing I am fearing now is that, I finding myself to becoming more and more comfortable without her around. Even my mum too. And this most probably will means that we are NOT going to move out!!! NO~!!!!!!!! =( 我已经慢慢习惯当我开门时，她已经不再厨房里炒菜。 慢慢的习惯独自一人在房里等着妈妈回来。 在一旁的电视机也变得有点寂寞。。。 这种‘习惯’我还真的有一点不能适应。 I went to bath just now, and when I came back to my room, I found one extra metal plate on my study table. I took a closer look and saw one piece of fried chicken meat in it. And that reminds me of my ah ma, who always like to cook that as one of my dishes for my dinner. That used to be so 'black', but the one right infront of me is so.... nice, as in.. well-fried. I stared at it for quite some time.... then I stepped forward. I took it, walked to the kitchen, and placed it on the stove. YEs, I didnt eat it. Why? Because is fried by HIM! I would rather stick to the curry puff I bought from the ma ma shop for my dinner, t...
Perhaps I should say that lady luck is beside me right now ever since I stepped up to Yr3. OR rather, 2007 should be a lucky year for me (except the family part) till this moment. Once, I had free chicken rice in school (because the auntie forget to charge me), second time, is the roti prata incident when the uncle actually gave me back $10 (when I gave him a $10 note) with extra 50 cents. And YESTERDAY, guess what?? LOL! I was out from my classroom, going to head to the lift when I saw two $2 notes on the floor just outside the fire lift. LOL!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~ Lina ran there and picked it up. Initially I didnt want to take that money, but dontknow is angerline or lina who stuffed it into my pocket. =.="""" So.... we ended up sharing the money yesterday. LOL~! Ya.. I know is kinda bad and dishonest. LOL!~!~!~ But well, the main thing here is my luck. LOL!!!~ The FT lady said I have many opportunity to earn money, I guessed this incident is al...
Should I said that I've regretted going to have my fortune told or... should I said that, I am still trying to get used to the type of life I am leading in this lifetime? She is just too accurate till the state that I cant find any reason to convince myself to treat her words just as a reference. It feels as if, she had already summarize the plot of my life drama to me. You know, the no-kick feeling? There isnt really anything for me to look forward to now, except that the fact whether I can really start my desired career. Oh my gosh... her words just keep running through my mind every single moment, EVEN NOW!!! =.=" Her words about me having many money earning opportunities are damn true (refer to my previous post dated dont-know-when). And this morning, hweeming offered me another one. !!!!!!!!!!!!! =.="""""" Seriously, it makes me wonder if this luck of mine will last me for my whole life or just a period of time. I asked weifen and she told me...
"2050 The Chinese Straits Times The last living original Singaporean has just been put on exhibition at the Singapore History & Heritage Museum after Singapore came to be part of China this year. Singapore, since the start of the 20th century, has been experiencing a declining birth rate as many couples are reluctant to give birth due to the rising cost of living. Over the past 50 years, GST has increased 50 times, there are taxes on almost everything, and people are expected to work until they die before they can retrieve their CPF. Stress has become almost a part of everyday life, with more and more people committing suicide because they cannot cope in various aspects of their lives. Others just starved to death since a plate of chicken rice, which in 2007 cost $3, now costs $200. Apparently the government's response to this problems was to bring in more and more people from other countries such China while Singaporeans slowly faced the threat of extinction. "It...
Yesterday went to meet up with weifen at 1pm at tampines mrt station to accompany her go to Giant/ikea/court Tampines. We had our lunch at Court. We order Fish & Chip and it really fill our stomach. =.=" We were surrounded by BABIES (yes... I think only 3mth - 6mth). Took the train at bedok mrt station and OMG... the cabin and the place we stood was really such a coincidence la. Weifen was like staring at someone sitting just beside me ( I was standing), and when she was trying to ask to me look, someone hit me. And then.. I saw rui sitting there. LOL!!!!!!! SO QIAO! Then, rui told me that trixie was just the standing at the space b/w two cabins. LOL. Reached lavender and waited for weiwei. I was surprised when I saw him wearing red (he wore two shirts) as I thought red isnt allowed during wake. Well.. after that he brought us to the fortune teller. She was really very accurate and she did hit on my spot. Like stuffs about me not having affinity with my father and the type of ...
This is just another random post. Some incidents happened in class, nothing much about it, but... just something that I think is so much like a class-like-type of memory which I will never get it once I graduated ba. Well, as someone you might know, I tend to have muscle cramp, since the director of the Sport injury and science [think so, but is 100% sth to do with sport injury] of CGH (oh.. is just Dr Chang.. LOL..) was around yesterday, hence I asked him for the reason. =) LOL! Then he said that I might need to take in more salt and potassium (K). If I remembered correctly from what I learnt last time, there is a necessary balance of Na and K in our body. Perhaps I take too little salt? But one thing I know, I dont eat banana, which means that I lack of K. lOL!! So I asked lina this qns today... Me : eh.. ask you ah, what drink contain Potassium??? (in the serious mood lor) Lina : urine lor... Me : WTH~~~~~ True la.. urine DO contain certain amount of it, but.. PLEASE LOR.. YOU WANT ...
Lab session on wednesday was fun but waking up early is enough to kill me. Got more familiarize with the saw machine after today and... I hope I will not make any more mistake so that Dr Kam will not scold me. =.=" Oh.. that's just random. Anyway.... I think my team was rather slack. For two lab sessions, after we finished our lab, we actually went to 'play' with our Plaster of Paris. Borrowed the mould from Dr Kam, and the colouring dye from dawn and off we go to play with our Plaster of Paris, mixing it with colour dye. yaya.. lame ah. Nothing better to do, and... it was kinda fun. LOL! And that's Cass's idea. LOL!!! Other groups were still doing their experiment but we are there playing. Duhz. Finally my mum is cooking dinner tonight. I guess it will only be for wednesday night. I rather eat her cooking than... eat that bastard's. Ta ma de! Fuck la. Oh yea... cant be late for school tml, so that I can video down someone's surprised look. Aww... I wis...
ZZ.. I feel so tired, mentally. It feels so weird when the moment before I wasnt in any mood to entertain anyone beside me, but the next moment I will be there disturbing people. What the hell is going on? It just feel.. so... undescribable . Been slacking since thursday with no mood to finish my report despite the fact that I have to hand it in by this coming wednesday and the report is officially due in wk 10. And yes, my friends are all panicking. =.=" Trying to rush it now... but.. I just hate writing report especially this is the 3rd time I am writing the SAME thing. =.=" I gonna have 3 singapore ghost story books to finish reading by next monday and I am going to get more from angerline on this thursday. I guessed these will be enough to keep me occupied for this week or so. Sat gonna be out for huiyun's concert, and going FT with weiwei before that. Hopefully that dumb dumb (you-know-who) will be going for the FT as well. =.=" Oh.. in case that dumb dumb dont...
很难受。。。真的很难受。我真的从来没试过这样，就连三年前也没惨过现在。 我真得以为我够坚强，真的。。。可是现在我才发现原来我一直都在自欺欺人。四天过去了，我依然在我的周围看见我婆婆的影子。很难受。。。我真得佩服在‘我和僵尸有个约会’里的‘马小玲’。就算她有多么想哭，她都有能力控制。虽然那只是戏里的一个角色，可是也反映了一个人竟能坚强到这种地步。我真得很想像她那样。。。 我那两个表妹这几天来都一直要我到他们的家去。虽然目的是要我和她们在一起和担心我，可是也是要让我有一点时间和我婆婆在一起。我真得很想去。。。。 非常地想去。。。。可是我知道，要是我去了。。。我一定离不开，也一定不能控制我自己了。是的，我狠下心回了一句，‘我不去’。 从星期三到现在，我唯一的正餐是昨天在学校的午餐，其余的时间我都没吃， 除了昨天晚上和今早所吃的面包。我真得没有什么胃口。。。虽然我真得有点饿了。。。可是。。。 可是。。。。 我就是不想要吃他煮的东西。昨晚我妈发现了我这几天都没吃什么东西，倒有点吓倒。她还说要我小心将来会有胃病。胃病吗？我真得没想太多。。。不想想，没法想，也没那个心情去想。 没胃口就是没胃口。尤其是像刚才，他拿了一些食物问我要不要他煮给我。我看了那一幕，我就想起了每一次我婆婆拿着食物，在厨房问我意见时的那一瞬间。那时的我，都会很不耐烦地说了一句‘随便啦。。。’回想起来。。。在这个时候(6.19pm)，我婆婆通常在这个时候已经准备好晚餐了。可是。。。可是。。。那个映像也不再出现了。 我真得恨他拿着我婆婆所卖的食物，就好像那些他动过得都有毒！我不要他用我婆婆每一次的炒菜锅菜煮他的饭！我宁愿冰箱里的食物坏掉也不愿意让他吃！！！恨一个人真的很辛苦。。。我是彻底的明白这一点。可是我宁愿自己辛苦来恨他也不愿意原谅他！ 现在的我真得就算有多么的不舍得住在附近的朋友，我还是恨不得马上搬走！这样一来，我又可以和我的婆婆一起住，我也相信我妈妈也不会在神经兮兮了，而我呢。。。也不用因为每一次因为基本礼貌而回答他一句‘不要’而感到极度恶心。 我宁愿因为三餐不定而得胃病，我都不吃他煮的东西。我就当成是减肥吧！ 怎么办？就算三年前也发现个一些真得恨不愉快的事，就算到现在偶尔我会因为我妈的行为而担心我会和她阴阳相隔，我依然能恢复回自己，至少不会失去自我。可是现在，我真得再也没有把握了。我仿佛已经变得更加的...
A more indirectly way of scolding a person : Here it goes.... there are 3 little pigs. The 3rd pig is called 3-pig, the 1st pig is called 1-pig. What about the second one??? 2-pig. (keep reciting)...And you will get... STUPID~ Oh.. I dont blame her for not getting it, because such thing only clever people will get it (she's classified as 'stupid' people). On a side note, I am feeling a bit better. But still, do not pick any fight with me, dont throw me your problems at this period of time, if you dont want to get any harsh remarks from me. For this, I can guarantee that the remarks will be... very... very.. very... harsh.
Although I am still sitting on the same chair, typing this post using the same desktop in the same room, but the feeling is totally different. In the past, I felt that.. well.. at least I am at home doing all these thing. But no more the same thing now. I feel like I am staying under someone else's flat. Ever since he driven my ah ma out, things are never the same. My mum actually left wif my ah ma that night, but she came back after that. We are planning to move out, once we moved out, my ah ma will come back and stay with us, and I think I will get the previous comfortable feeling back. Looking around the room, the bathroom, the kitchen, I thought I still see my ah ma's presence. Though I always very rude to her and didnt talk to her, but.. I just cant stop myself feeling sad. To tell the truth, I really miss her very much.. very very. Ever since that night, my mum sleep in my room. Really feel very awkward. I felt so suffocated at home, ya.. till the state that I thought I a...
It might not be a bad thing if one is an orphan. I wonder if he is brainless or what. What he know is to use his mouth and complain and complain how bad we are to him. Somehow I agreed with him in some parts, but......... cant he just reflect on himself first before asking me to. Whatever he is doing now is what I am doing to him. Imbecile. I called him 'bastard' once, and now he is cursing me to die. Great!~ Now we are even.... AND I MEAN IT!
天空纜車測你是怎樣的人 Q : 一對情侶正乘坐吊纜車玩。當纜車走到中途高空，女的好像突然大聲向男說話。你認為她向他說什麼？ 1.「今天讓我們在那家白色旅店過夜」 2.「哇！你看，那灘湖水多美！」 3.「呀！我好怕，快救我」 4.「糟了，速度怎麼慢下來，是不是發生什麼事？」 5.「我肚子好餓，還是先來吃點什麼」 解析：你是一個怎樣的人？ 1.「今天讓我們在那家白色旅店過夜」：朝著目標勇往直前的人。有旺盛的企圖心，不想依賴他人，不畏艱困，敗而不餒，有堅持到底的毅力。因為嚴於律己，搏得周圍的信賴，尤為部屬及後輩所敬仰 。 2.「哇！你看，那灘湖水多美！」：我行我素的人。深諳中庸之道，緩急得當，既能配合群體，又能慢慢伸展自己的實力。慢工出細活型，表面上雖不善交際，但無形中大家都成為你的朋友 。 3.「呀！我好怕，快救我」：獨立獨行的人。缺乏恆心與堅持，常因小挫折或不如意，就半途而癈。交友不必勉強，選擇亦師亦友，志同道合的夥伴互助合作，當可發揮潛力，邁向目標。 4.「糟了，速度怎麼慢下來，是不是發生什麼事？」：躊躇不前的人。雖有企圖心，總是舉棋不定。考慮過多，再三躊躇，致使自陷迷津，無法發揮自己才能。該鼓起勇氣，身體力行，才能把路子打開。 5.「我肚子好餓，還是先來吃點什麼」：任性善變的人。常因一時興起或衝動而改變方向，恆以一己的情緒為處事準則，所以有興致時，表現得有聲有色，否則就草草了事。看似成熟卻不成熟，所以難於自強自立，到頭來還得依賴他人才能成事。 http://www.twbbs.net.tw/1802647.html ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 十 條 問 題 看 出 你 的 專 長！ １.一看到對方的臉就知道他(她)對你有沒有好感 ＹＥＳ→ ２. ＮＯ→ ３. ２.休閒的時候與其看電視，你比較喜歡看書 ＹＥＳ→ ６. ＮＯ→ ５. ３.不論是游泳或一般球類等運動，都可以達到一般的水準 ＹＥＳ→ ４. ＮＯ→ ５. ４.對讀書或工作以外的事情，興趣缺缺 ＹＥＳ→ ８. ＮＯ→ ７. ５.你對電腦、網路、Ｅ－ｍａｉｌ什麼的都蠻有概念的 ＹＥＳ→ ６. ＮＯ→ ７. ６.在準備充分的話，你極有把握說服對方 ＹＥＳ→１０. ＮＯ→ ９. ７.初次相見...
Someone is desperate enough to keep trying to prove to me that he doesnt look gay at all. LOL~~~ Because of that comment, he kept asking those friends around him about his appearance. LOL!~!~!~ Well... I'm feeling a little bit better now... Hmm.. hopefully I will be able to recover fully tml. LOL!~!~ I had another weird dream just now. I dont know how to describe it. But well..the main thing is that I dreamt of someone being chased by cat and he/she suddenly gave me that pathetic look telling me he/she is afraid of cats. (Well.. I asked that someone le... *ahem* you should know who le). Very weird. I AM the one who is afraid of it, but I wasnt when I was in the dream. EEE~ Then the place was like..... hmm.. like holding some kind of celebrations. I like it. LOL~!!~!~~! And the weird thing is... the moment I woke up, sitting on my bed, I saw 3 cats the moment I looked out of the window. LOL!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~ Hmm... I dont know how to explain in more details, but I feel t...
Due to my PM (is Personal Message, in case some kuku people who up till today also dont know what's that..) saying that, "I am officially labelled as 'BIOHAZARD'. ", this is such response I get. =( ... She is being evil on me despite the fact that I was down with cough and flu (that's the reason why I am biohazard) now. Haiz... *cough cough* *snifffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*
自我型（與別不同，自成一格） 您樂於活在邊緣，而且在人生的所有層面追求不尋常、藝術性且富含意義的事物。您具有美感的洞察力，以穿著和環境來表達自我的獨特性。 您把焦點放在關係和感覺，所以儘管對工作抱持理想，找到理想伴侶卻是第一優先。當一份新的關係出現，或是既有的關係出問題時，工作很快的就會被暫放在一旁。 優點： 您對別人的受苦具有深層且天賦的同理心，會立刻拋開自己的麻煩，去支持並幫助在痛苦中的人。 缺點： 您會主動追求「負面」情緒。當生命過得越來越平淡時，您會產生出一個情緒危機，如果任何人試圖跟您講道理，都只會令您變得更憤怒不悅。 愛情： 您傾向以「若即若離」的方式面對愛情。距離越遠，對方看起來就越完美。 您情緒變化範圍太廣，太強烈，再加上若即若離的習性，對於伴侶而言很難確切知道如何和您建立關係。 您只要在交往過程中碰到一丁點難題，或是預見自己會被拒絕，您便會推開自己的伴侶。 「我寧可當那個先離開的人，也不要當被遺棄的人。如果我失去了掌控權，那是相當可怕的事。」 安定方位： 改革型 在安定的狀態下您會開始有完美主義傾向，去批判自己和別人。 壓力方位： 付出型 當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得痴纏，失落，抑鬱和行為反復無常。很需要吸引別人，以獲得讚許。 建意： 每天找些正向的事情，並加以慶賀 享受世俗面，去看看平凡中的不平凡 覺得自己特殊而正確時，在行動前先花時間考慮清楚 最渴望： 能更深入的了解自己，看透人生 最恐懼： 自我身份的模糊，感情世界的缺陷 最難達到的美德： 平衡 (Equanimity) 最難克服的執念： 憂鬱 (Melancholy) http://www.parttimelove.com/PartTimeLove/Assessories/NineType/_Paper1.aspx I feel that it is rather zhun for me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 你最怕在夢中見到誰呢？（滿準的） Ｑ：你最怕在夢中見到誰呢？ ａ.嚴厲苛刻的老師 ｂ.長相兇惡的警察 ｃ.不歡而散的舊情人 ｄ.對之有愧的債主 選ａ的～當你遇到挫折的時候，會想快點找到傾訴的對象，而你的身邊也有幾個值得信賴的好朋友，可以分享你的悲喜與所有心事。所...
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That two cousins of mine are really driving me crazy. Kept forcing me to go find them during the holiday and everytime giving me lies. As for now, I'm not sure if what they are saying is true or not. They made me having to avoid talking to them in msn or even avoiding their phones. I really hate that, but I HAVE to do that so as to save my ears. The usual old tactics of their is using the fact that they are Younger than me so that I must give in to them. So what they are younger than me? They are not in any P1 or P2 kids who are that insensible! Worst still, one of them is even in secondary school. Such things are really getting on my nerves till one day I foresee myself scolding them vulgaritIES. The reason for not meeting them is very simple. I just want the rest of my holiday for MYSELF. I dont wish to be bothered by anyone unless I take the initiative to go find them (so people, you must feel HONOURED k!). Just the pathetics 2 weeks of holiday and 4 days were taken away for my ...
