Phantasy World

*warning* =( I think i am being paranoid here. Ever since the last advance material lesson on monday, i been feeling so uneasy. WHY? Because we had a lesson about THR (total hip replacement). It is about having a hip replacement due to osteoarthritic. ARGH~~~ just like this... zzz.. It still looks alright to me. well, QUITE, i mean. It was until the presentation when my classmates flashed pictures like this... AND... ZZZ~ It simply looks damn PAINFUL la.. alexis actually found another pic, showing the difference b/w a good bone and the one suffering from osteoarthritic. the good one, is... er... bloody i would say. OMG~~~ i dont even dare to move much of my leg or bend my knees or... OMG~~~~~ whenever i do that, i will begin to imagine one day i will undergo such surgery... OMG~~~~~ NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ *faint*

So CUTE!!!

Piano: FFX2 - Eternity (Memories of Light and Waves) *Deeply Mesmerized* Saw this from pinwen's blog. OMG~ look at how his fingers run on the keys!!! omg OMG~ Although there were a few faults, however, he is SUPERB! omg!!!!! If only guys do this infront of me, i think i will 'melt' manz... This song simply brought back many memories to me la. and.. and... .... it just reminds me of him . Final Fantasy X - To Zanarkand (Piano Collections) 1000 Words Piano Final Fantasy X-2 '1000 words' is also another which will make me cry. zzz however, those small faults at the back somehow spoils it. haha!!! but.. .NICE NICE!!! aww.... memories .. Hoping pinwen one day will be able to do the same thing, and yes, video it, i want to watch it. haha!! awww.. btw, those are played by different piantists.

This program is so COOL!!! =X It will automatic find the lyrics online and download it. Well, there are still some of the lyrics which they couldnt find la... but most of them, it does work out. i dont know what to say about this, but i really find it very COOL and NICE too! wahaha.. All thanks to sharon. anyway, this is a china program i think. So, basically, EVERYTHING is in chinese. =.=" 'Better' still, all in traditional chinese. =.=" oh yea, the empty space isnt supposed to be there. It is actually the Equalizering (dont know how to spell la) thingy. I know how to close, but i havent figure out how to put it back. Bleahz. haha! OH yea oh yea, i forgot to mention one good thing about this program. When i just stop the music and jump to the next song right, it doesnt stop abruptly lor... It is like DJ-style type. Hmm.. i mean, it will go softer, then the next song will slowly come in. NICE NICE! =X K la.. basically that's all about the program. Hmm.. going hse ...

This is the picture that i took last sat, i think. Actually, this isnt the angle that i want, but then, it is the better shot compared to the others. if only i learn photoshop (lazy to), then i can make it nicer. haha! i like the translucent of the drink plus the light. HEE~ dont steal, u idiots. haha! This is what wei2 sent me. Find it kinda interesting. haha.. Met up with huiyun just now to get money for the tix. Hmm... kinda looking forward to 22 dec, hopefully to have another fun day together. haha! let's get down and plan the schedule for that day =X oh yea, thanks for the chocolates, huiyun. =)

Going to bed after i finish this post. I just realised that he went to bed liao, as i go to the kitchen, i realised both my parents still awake. Yea, and the thing is, i am going to bed too. I just feel weird la. it just reminds me of the past when my mum always forced me to go to bed first and then, they will continue watching tv and stuff like this. So now, it just feels like, the children going to bed, and the adults continue staying awake. =.=" i dont know how to say... but it just feel weird when the OTHER person is him. =.=" oh well... i am sleepy.. going off now. The obedient children (me n him) are sleeping soundly while the adults are watching tv. =S *yawn*

I came across this in sgforum..referring to people whom are born in the 70s and 80s. However i think those early 90s also will experience it ba. 1. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too. 2. SBS buses used to be non-air conditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. 3. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day. 4. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50. 5. You longed to buy titbits called Kaka (20cents per pack),and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy init and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. 6. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word. 7. Water bottles were slinged ...

Just finished watching 'I guess' and there's one new singer in there who really caught my eyes. He's called cai min you (蔡旻佑). Got first in piano and violin, learning music currently (in a school which i think that accept students with very good results ba). Initially i dont see any special in it, until he managed to play those pieces that were randomly picked by the hosts (seems as though as he can play any pieces that is being asked by audiences). And it really sounds as though it was played from cd =.=""" The best part is when during the 'zhen de jia bu liao' section. There's one guy whom actually create the rock version of one classical song which i cant remember the title now =.=". so when that guy was playing the rock version right, cai min you (蔡旻佑) also played along (however he is playing the classical version using violin), and the speed is slowly increasing one lor. At that moment i really went.. 'WAHHHHHHHHHH' ... BOTH ...

UPDATE 林俊杰《会有那么一天》 一九四三世界大战 阿嬷年轻的时候 爷爷爱他那么多 他们感情很深 但是爷爷身负重任 就在离乡的那夜 给了阿嬷一个吻 轻声说到 我要离去别再哭泣 不要伤心请你相信我 要等待我的爱 陪你永不离开 因为会有那么一天 我们牵著手在草原 听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声我爱你 夕阳西下鸟儿回家 阿嬷躺在病床上 呼吸有一点散漫 眼神却很温柔 看著爷爷湿透的眼 握著他粗糙的手 阿嬷泪水开始流 轻声说道 我要离去别再哭泣 不要伤心请你相信我 要等待我的爱 陪你永不离开 因为会有那么一天 我们牵著手在草原 听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声我爱你 我要离去别再哭泣 不要伤心请你相信我 要等待我的爱 陪你永不离开 因为会有那么一天 我们牵著手在草原 听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声我爱你 damn touching song... haiz... ---- --- ---- -------------------------------------------------------- Well, i went kbox with wf today and we had fun, at least that's what i think. i thought that we are supposed to have jap cuisine for our klunch, but it turned out to be hainanese chicken rice. WAHAHA! but, the rice is nice... not the chicken =.=" You heard my blog music, ya? She sang this song today, and is really very touching!!!!! So, i decided to put up here. haha! Dont steal ah, want it, get from me la. let you choose, low quality OR high quality? haha! so after that right, we walked around la. I cant remember why, but i suddenly ha...

seriously, it is really a BAD INFLUENCE!!!! now i know the another reason to the statement, 'love make one blind'. haha!!! ----------------------------------------------------------------------- We had our first lab for this semester today! Quite fun la, but i dont really like it when they forced us to wear the goggle and that mask. The mask is so scary. We were so afraid that the rubber will snapped suddenly la. then, i was like learning how to stretch the rubber before wearing it. Suddenly fad help me hold the mask, den i hold the rubber side, suddenly he started stretching the rubber for me. OMG! i'm so scared la! Well, we get to make polyurethane today!!! YES! we MADE it by OURSELVES! so cute la. before we really look at the problem, i remembered theresa blurting out bout condom. =.=" she cant give another eg. of polyurethane one lor, straightaway mention 'condom' =.=" Then, my brain thought of sth else liao... (i am not thinking dirty at that pt of ti...

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME: - some ppl say i have weird thinkings - i am not someone whose character are like white paper (meaning, u wont know my character that easily) - Think of stuffs that other ppl dont do so - i hate people whom keep tinking that they noe me well when obviously they dont! - bad-tempered - very sensitive - hate VERY VERY weak people.. 7THINGS THAT SCARES ME: - Sudden shock from people - flying insects - fire - being alone - losing loved ones... - dont know - dont know 7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT: - Xia Xue by fahrenheit (OH PLS... not that BLOGGER FOR GOODNESS SAKE!) - zhi dui ni you gan jue by fahrenheit - ni feng by garden sister - gei wo ni de ai by Tank - Cry on my shoulder - Qi shi hen ai ni by zhang shao han - fei ni mo shu by ariel lin 7 PEOPLE I FANCY: - huiyun - peifen - weifen - michelle ba.. - char - those people.. - ..whom i couldnt squeeze into this short section =.=" 7THINGS I SAY MOST: - really? - wah - sianz - zzz - haha - dont know - vulgari...

《宫 野蛮王妃 电视原声带》 Perhaps Love这是爱吗 - HowL ＆ J 是不是昨天 我记不起 思绪开始因你而混乱 偶尔的想念不断递增 开始慌张的这颗心 也许没什么 只是我多虑 我不断提醒自己的模样多么勉强 是爱吗？如果你我一样就开始了吗？ 总是想要爱你 想要全世界都听见似的大喊 为什么我现在才听见 为了让彼此相遇 此刻才找到爱 如果我想要说明我心意 只能让你成为我来感受我的心 我已在你心里 就象我的心中已经有你 也许我们已经被彼此驯服 是爱吗？如果你我一样就开始了吗？ 心总是想要爱你 想要全世界都听见似的大喊 为什么我现在才听见 为了让彼此相遇 此刻才找到爱 想想看（想想看）这么多的瞬间里面（里面） 曾有那么多的心动 迟到的时间 用我更加爱你作补偿 让我们一起 把只能回忆的记忆当作礼物 不要再从我身边离开 哪怕只一瞬间 请在我身边停留 我是多么的（是如此深深的） 爱着你（只爱你） 已经 nice nice lehhh!

CRAPPING SESSION once again!!! wahaha~.. Now we know his identity =X next... oh, his DP (the monkey) is actually being editted by me. haha!!! yea lor.. maybe will have alot more ah? wahaha.. i LOVE this kinda of ending, when they just went speechless! haha!!! anyway, i wonder what day is today. seriously dont get what he is saying. basically we were on the different frequency LOR! well, he's just mad! HA! oh yea...! wednesday is here once again! so happy. lala.. nth to blog.

sad. i pulled my muscles this morning again. =.=" i feel it just now and.... er... well, i dont know how to describe the muscles. however, now it is back in its own place. wahaha! painful! anyway, i woke up just now at 130pm. and i studied all the way to now. argh.. chemistry is driving me nuts. MCB worst. i stopped doing notes on it because, there are alot of infos. =.=" just going to do some read-up first. encountered some problems, going to disturb my classmates next week. wahaha! haha.. i believed that no one will believe me if i say i am studying. well, i mean to those people whom REALLY know me. haha! Here is one example of SOMEONE whom cant believe her eyes. haha... well, this was my personal msg - i shall be a good girl and do my studying =) (charmaine said i am possessed. [my reply : YES I AM!]) haha.. charmaine, believe me, i am really STUDYING! =P

waH!! wAH!!! WAH!!!! Is today a special day? I am really shocked manz! Only 14 of us came to class today! we only had 3 groups sia! This is the first time our class have so little people present. wahaha! It seems so.... 'WOW' because yesterday the class were like so crowded with 5 teams, and suddenly today, WOW!!!!!!!!!! SO EMPTY! muahaha! Then when we went for break, is like.. suddenly so little people going to break together. Cant really get used to it. haha! Anyway, i think my thumbdrive might be infected with those damn virus. MIGHT be. i dont know. wahaha! dont really wanna give a damn to it. haha =X Siti told us one absurd news about one new Rule in RP. =.=" 'Students can wear slippers to school, BUT NO SHORT SKIRT and LONG HAIR MUST TIED UP!' =.=" freak... long hair must tied up? like... HELLO!???!?!?! BACK TO SECONDARY SCHOOL?!?!?!? pls lor.. RP is already a 'special' POLYTECHNIC compared to others because of PBL. Does it really want to be so ...

其实很爱你 - 张韶涵 离开不会太悲伤 有些心情该释放 直到眼泪它自己落下 才发现骗不了自己 其实很爱你 现在学着去遗忘 躲开有你的地方 回忆被谁放在书架上 把他从最高的地方落下 感动越是深刻 寂寞就越伤人喔 每个人的心里都 会有一段伤痕 像白纸的天真 仿佛被你伤得好深 相爱不需要理由 离开也没有理由挽留 ~~~ 新歌！！！ 哎~~~ 听着这首歌、读着它的词，还真的唤起了我的回忆。它的每一个字、每一句，就仿佛是在述说着我那时的感受。 哎~~~ 千言万语尽再不言中。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

i was walking under april's block this morning where i came to one section, i suddenly 'saw' images going through my mind. lately i had been dreaming of seeing people jumping off from the highest floor and landed on the ground. NOT ONCE, NOT TWICE, BUT THRICE! it will have different situation for each time. the first time i couldnt remember much, but the 2nd time, i remember i saw someone just fell off accidentally. then the 3rd time is one/two ppl wanted to commit suicide for fun, then i saw the head and the body were separate when it landed on the ground. Blood SPLASHING everywhere! Everything just happen in a swift. dont ask me why i dreamt such weird thing, because i, SIMPLY DONT EVEN KNOW IT MYSELF! dont give me the crap of 'thinking too much' OR ' you dream what you think'. because what i think for those days, or rather weeks, months, got ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with what i see in my dream. =.=" FREAK! why do i feel quite real in the dream, and ...

又停电了。。。 而我又享受了那短短半小时的幸福。。。 =)

我真得不懂。。。不懂我脑海里到底是在想些什么。。。也许，我并不是不懂，而是因为太复杂了。。。所以我真的、真得不懂我此刻在想些什么。 就像朋友所说的，我真的不善于用言语表达自己。内心的挣扎还真的不懂得如何对有心人表达。哈哈。。。你知道吗？就连现在当我在打这一些字时，我都时不时地停了下来，想着要用什么字来表达自己最贴切。 真糟糕！ 哎~ 此刻，我突然想起了某人在一年多前向我说的一句话。那时是因为我突然说了一句类似这样的话 - “说不定过了不久，我们就不会在一起聊天了。。。”那时的我是那么的坚信着，“天下无不散之宴席”这一句话。。。 而我到现在都还记得那个人的回应。 “不会发生的。。。” 哈哈。。。 原本我是那么坚信着我的想法，可是因为他的那一句话，给了我一种很想相信他的理由。也许是因为当时他的那一句话，令我怀抱着那个‘永远不会散’的希望吧。 可是呢？ 到头来，他还是给我开了一张空投支票。我们并不像以前了，我们之间的话也越来越少了，直到没有再交谈为止。 可是他的那句话，我一直以来都没忘。现在想起来，心里还真的有一点点的痛。哎~ 猪头！！！如果你正在读着这篇文章的话，你到底还记不记得你对我说过的话啊！！！你还真的言而无信耶！！！ 我没找你，你就不找我了。。什么意思嘛！！！ 下次如果我见到你，我一定会好好地把你给痛打一顿！！！ 哈哈。。。 （傻笑）你怎么还会记得呢？你怎么。。。还会呢？ 我没事啦！只是突然有一点点的感性而已。 虽然现在的我还是有和一些人保持着联络，所以没和一个人联络也没什么大不了。可是我难过的是，你好像真地把你说过的话给忘了。我真的不喜欢这样。人。。。为何总是轻易地把承诺的话说出来，可是一转身就把那句话给忘了一干二净呢？！ 哎。。。也许我真的是一个太重承诺的人了吧！ 你。。。真的忘了吗？ 如果此刻你想起来的话，请你让我知道。。。 好吗？

Well, let me do update on lantern festival. haha! ( actually it is 7oct now.) hmm.. after school, went library to study then, meet sj in the library. i waited for her just to finish all her quiz stuffs since 430pm. Firstly she complained that her leo is slow all and stuffs. then nvm. i finished my stuffs, and soon rui also finished her stuffs liao. at that time it was like 5pm+. Yet she still say her leo cannot work. BUT... the WORST thing is, she ISNT typing her RJ lor... she just chatting away!!! FOR GOODNESS SAKE, we were meeting wei2 at TAMPINES (mind you, we are still in RP, where is all the way to WOODLANDS) at 7pm! finally, not only me, even rui also pek chek liao. then, i just hit her la... asking her to hurry up. and just nice liwee and the others came by, and sj said sth which i didnt pay attention at first. she said that, ' u dont act infront of your friends hor.' =.=" i dont know to say her BRAINLESS (i really dont wish to say this about her, but.. i seriously ...

let's start with yesterday first. well.. went to kbox with them and we kinda haf fun. haha!! ping sen's so fake one lor...he purposely sing not-so-nice in class, however during kbox session, we found out the TRUTH =.=" sickening lor... haha! now i dont mind him singing in class, PROVIDED he sing in the more proper way. haha! after that, michelle and hweeling accompanied me to chinatown and we walked around la. i didnt know that chinatown got so many things. haha... after that we decided to go over to michelle's house la. hweeling left first and i stayed back for dinner. haha... they are great host la. i got to see the BABY + YOUNG YOUNG michelle wor.. muahaha!!! and.. some.. er... well.. forget about that. haha!! nahz.. kidding. but... not so in another way. =X lalala~ confused??? well... let it be. wahaha!!! so we were in her room and we chatted la. and.. we have fun making fun of someone =X that someone until now also dont know that i was around. WAHAHAH! and we play...

真多亏那一天又停电了。。。 不然我也不会静静的、在那渐渐变暗的房里、乖乖的坐在窗前。 那逐渐变黑的深蓝色天空把外头的事物都漆上了它的颜色。。。 看着对面那一间一间亮起灯光的房子和路灯、再吹着迎面而来的微微细风、四处都只是剩下一片宁静。。。而此刻的我也让我的大脑休息了一下。 这时。。。 我房里唯一的光芒，却是来至于对面组屋的那走廊上的灯。。。可是。。。房里还是蛮暗的。。 我。。。。。。还是在感受着那片宁静和享受着我眼前所看见的一切。 我居然。。。 没想到。。。这感觉还真得蛮不错的。 没想到。。。只有在停电的时候，我才能体会到这一切。 也没想到。。。我会因为复杂的心情。。。而因此忽略了这一些事物。 就因为这样。。。 我更没想到。。。 原来能够简简单单、乖乖的享受着四周围的事物也是一种 幸福 。。。。。。

YEA! i just change another song for my blog. well, is not a new song. recently i've been watching KO one once again and i am attracted to this song once more. wahaha!!! Tank - gei wo ni de ai. nice nice lehh.. wahaha... oh.. anyway, i just saw yan ya lun's blog ah. then went to the link over there and saw the notice about looking for fahrenhait's juniors =.=" that's fast. =.=" personally, i find that taiwan's media industry is really MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH better than singapore's =.=""" they have so many new people out there la... always have new faces. AND... THEY ARE VERY YOUNG ONE K!!! those people are like teenages or even YOUNGER!!! zzz... I find that their system not bad. as in, i know they got one media school, hua gang yi xiao... and most of the yan yuan come from there. actually not really la.. but... they have this particular school to train people lor!! actually they dont anyhow pick any tom, dick and harry outside to become a st...

EMO-ing Post zzz... i think that my memory is really failing. it seems like i couldnt remember much about what happen during my secondary band period. =.=" i have been asking, 'huh ? really??? u sure? very sure? i dont think so la... ' for tonight while having that conversation with wei2 =.=" one of the examples is that he showed me one picture and he mentioned to me that one of the guys in the pic once asked me to help advertise their webby =.=" i dont really remember this incident sia. =.=" furthermore, this took place when i was in sec2. then i asked myself, ' what on earth do i still remember about the past?' i think about the days when i spent in band, when i was sec1... how dumb of us to wait for the seniors to dismiss us, how hardworking (used to b) i used to be when come to sectional and those surprises we gave the seniors, etc. . Think back about the class... there were also many incidents which i am sure when some of them mentioned to me, i...