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i noe i noe. sum ppl had been asking me e same qns 'u din update ur blog already?' yaya.. i din. actually i type one post already, nt finished yet. but.. i am back today.. becoz... argh. i juz wan to say sth... OLD KLASS BETTER DEN NEW KLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET IT?! GET TIS STUPID POINT!? i noe sum of my new klassmates will read my blog.. BUT.. i dun gif a damn anymore! i dun care! i am juz.. too pissed off! i juz need to get it out... come approach me FACE-TO-FACE if u haf any unhappiness, dun be COWARD! on monday, some of them agree to pon... so yea~ is kinda of on liao. so until ytd, which is tue, sum of them lik c first.. for some of them. we understand, so.. nvm!~ after presentation ytd, i am pek chek already.. so after skool.. i gt MORE pek chek la! alrite, i agree my tone NT GOOD! but.. tis is ME! gt it?! THIS IS ME!~ but den.. HIS tone also pissed me off when i have e 2nd thought. he : ' you pon la' ...
hmm.. took bus to skool as usual la. n met li wee n her fren at bus stop. ... board e bus le.. den rui n hweeming went upstair. so yea.. i stayed downstair lor.. li wee juz nxt2 to me nia. so is lik.. we were standing, n kenny was sitting ma.. n li wee juz stood RIGHT infront of him nia. so i told her 'hey... kenny leh..' den dunno how she see one sia... she still dare to look outside to search for kenny n say ' kenny? where gt?' lolx!!! buay tahan... so i told her again .. ' juz infront of u..' den she tot outside =.=" after awhile... she den realised.. DIAOZ! wee ah.. y u so blur one!~ so yea.. gt back klass.. n ya ya ya.. everything as normal lor.. but today our team gt 7 ppl. loLX!!! but in e end onli left 5 ppl. lolx! den breakfast rite... SIANZ LA! i was tokin to zizi they all ma.. den when i was tokin to hanisha, suddenly i saw .... joseph tan. =.=" he saw me also.. den he stared la.. (lik shocked to see US there liddat) =.=" den i juz pret...
4th post. lolx! i went to took e second last test again.. n i gt different result. lolx! Quote:Take this match and start a fire. Melt the shards of my broken desire You hide pain. You have probably had a bad past and are constantly reminded of it. You have been hurt your whole life and it just keeps building, it never goes away. You've tried and tried to be happy but you just fall farther down. You wonder now if its worth even trying to get up. All it does is cause you pain. You wonder why people can't help you. Do they care? You don't let anyone in you are afraid to let people get close to you so that they can hurt you . People may label you as goth or emo because you give off the vibe becuase you are constatly sad or quiet. People stay away from you because you are different. You may be artistic taking your pain and making beatiful poems, stories, songs, paintings, drawings, ect. You just want someone to melt the ice around the broken pieces of your heart and bring it ...
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You are a Light Faerie! You are a very kind person and have many friends because of it. When anyone is upset, you can always cheer them up with your happiness and joy. You love the sun and wish it were never nighttime. You are also very wise and everyone comes to you for your good advice. Element:Light Wing Color:Yellow sometimes with Silver or White Powers:Healing and can Illuminate Darkness Gemstone:Topaz Flower:Daffodil What Kind of Faerie Are You?(Beautiful Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla hmm.. nt tt true? Your Hair Should Be Pink Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow. What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color? Quote:In the end my heart won't mend, I won't let it in the end You hide an alternate personality. You maybe were born like this or have develovped it through your life. You may have mood swings. People wonder why you suddenly change. They think that you aren't showing them the real you but you are...
the freaky weather is damn hot now. isnt it supposed to be raining season now?? argH! hot hot hot! *fanning* juz now went surfing ard and found some websites with witchcraft? =.=" kinda of interested. but den... after hearing wad char encounter.. hmm.. perhaps nt gonna try la. n went to check up for aura.. if i nt wrong.. i saw mine.. interestinG! perhaps my curiosity for those unexplainable matters and supernaturals is coming back! lolX!!! den juz now chionging maple. lolx! realli that weird when i play ah? lolx! wee let me leech her. lolx! gd gd =X lolx! den helped waikeong transfer items. lolx! den i blur.. i am suppose to pass item to him.. i go press 'trade' w/o putting any items.. lolx! he also 'diaoz' lolx!!! or else is.. i transfer wrong items back to him.. den he haf to transfer to me again. lolx!!! well.. i kinda sianz now.. becoz tml gt skool. haiz!! i am looking forward to friday liao =X lolx!!!
WEIRD LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!! last nite i slept at 3am lor.. den tis morning, i woke up myself at 1055am. WAH !!! first time lor.. normally i will slp until AT LEAST 1pm one lor. but tis time.. i felt as if i slp beri long liao. haha~ anyway.. last nite kelvin told me they need 10 more helpers for tt ghost-hunting event at blk A. YEA!!! i onli need to ask my mum if i can go la... if can.. gd la! den kelvin also said, he wont go home unless 6... lolx!~ so gd.. later at nite den i cfm wif him liao. last nite also did half of e computing.. worksheet i onli left e prob statement one lor. sianz.. muz get e first few equations den can continue lor. i felt damn stupid la, i see those things, i noe i SHLD noe how to do one.. but.. i juz couldnt gt e solution. ARGH~ stupid me la! i wonder how i gt tt B4 sia...=.=" also chatted wif char bout those 'things' la... realli lor.. whenever i tot of tt dream i had yrs ago.. my hair still stand sia. is damn real la =.=" and hor!!!!!!!!! SHE G...
here to update bout PS0102 gathering at zizi hse ytd!!! becoz SUMONE juz asked me for e link.. juz to see tis post. xD!!! BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let me do a 'summary' of e wk! heee~ well... basically... e wk for me is still ok la. first few days of e wks, i showed attitude to rach they all.. lolx!~!~ becoz.. i am juz nt happy tt they lik to jump to conclusion (rach, u shld noe.. i told u).. lolx~ well.. u might say, u arent, but is frm e tone yea... n u said i am angry, but e fact is, i am nt... i onli SIANZ diao~ oh well... i tok to serene, she knew all those things la... i also lazy to tell anyone else le.. so, is nt i dun wan to say... but is.. i lazy to repeat. HAHAHA! anyway... for u guys info, i also tk responsibility in my words... if i tok bad bout u... n tt person go tell u, n u come n confront me.. i say sry lor!~ hu doesnt tok bad bout u? oh pls lor... n hor.. if i say i DIN say .. tt means i realli din say lor. so dun malign me. if u did, haha.. sry lor... i gonna b...
well.. had another dream, which is supposed to be sad. duno la... i am juz thankfully tt tt isnt true. but i noe, tt day will come one day. anyway, had a good time chat wif sinyee la... n we tok bout sth la which leads me to ponder for sometime. juz simply dun wish to think bout those bu ke neng de shi lor.... so.. yea.. but cant help tinkin bout wad she told me la. haiz.. i dunno... i am simply living in a grey world now, mixture of black n white. confusion + lost i guessed. but still, i am glad tt i had frens ard me, may it be my old skoolmates, sec skool, pri skool, my ex-klassmates, my new klassmates n nt forgetting, my bandmates. sometime i still tink to myself la, they treat me as frens rite? will backstab me ma? but most imptly, do they hate me? do they treat me TRULY as their frens? haiya.. lost confidence still nt found yet la. haiz~ how.. wad shld i do... grey.. greY.. GREY! *aitai*
is so nice outside now. i mean.. opp my room window is blk of flat.. den on top... i saw crescent.. yea.. e moon. n above it.. if i nt wrong, shld be venus le ba. or else satellite. damn nice. lOLX! frm my room window leh!! haha!~ too bad la... if onli singapore nt bright, i can enjoy e sky filled wif stars le. anyway... i had weird dream last nite. guess, i tink too much of my date wif vampire 3 le. =.=" cant rmb exactly wad happened but... i rmb.. one scene tt took place at my uncle's hse. we were forced to play e 'games' . we were all seated in e living room in one big circle lor. den, i rmb, me wif my younger cousins n dunno hu la. but in my dream, all my frens lai de. we used tennis balls, n those hu gt it, muz throw it to other ppl immediately, if nt ghosts or demons will appear n tk u away or wad la. sound stupid ya? i rmb.. i missed e ball... in fact two balls... but i shunned away. den my cousins also missed.. den 2 ghosts appeared... den.. i tot i gt those po...
so pathetic. onli 11 ppl came. zai was e last one. initally can gt sia come over to my side de.. but faci dun let =.=" idiot him, den gt KC in e end. so yea.. i did some le.. so i passed to them lor. kenny so blur... he still wan to separate e task for us (lik wad he usually do).. den he told me to find out tis n tt, den i stared at him... n told him, i practically did most of it le. HAHAHA! den he saw le, den he said, er.. i also dunno wad to do liao. HAHA! POA.. omg.. i hate POA la. loLX! until now i still dun understand sia. initially is me n duno hu go up n present de.. but faci pt out kenny n li wee. HAHAHA! too bad. lol....but beri shiok.. 11 ppl onli = 2 teams. SO BIG klassroom, so little ppl, gt a feeling lik at home. HAHA! so-so la. lolx!~ so we onli depend on wee to do e excel lor. but gt error... so gt frm mak to compare. loLX! k la..we onli see which part we missed , den we add in lor. finally found our errors.. den we carroted *corrected* it. so yea.. i told wee tt we...
told char tt i wanna go slp at 9pm de. well.. as u can see, it is 943pm now. =X no la.. i wanna go slp le.. but suddenly rmb i need to gt money frm my mum. HAHAHA~ i used up my money le.. poor ppl lik me, wad u expect? lolx~ *pondering* .. haiz.. guess i had to cut down e expense for fun le. =X anyway, i did e ppt for enterprise le.. well.. nt completed, becoz simply i DUN haf POA background. i did e ppt wif e aid of those 'resources' loLX!! spent bout 1hr to do tt, summore, nt completed. haha~ i also sent things to mak le.. so boring. tinkin back, e past 3days.. whoa.. so fast sia, liddat pass liao... anyway.. juz know frm lyn tt, tml meeting cancelled by jessica ang. tt resentful name. =.=" now i dunno whether to bring e cds tml nt liao lehhh... haiz~ meet him after skool? haiz.. i dunno la.. i wan go out wif them after skool tml!!!! haha~ anyway... for e past 3 days, i witnessed those conflicts b/w people la. frm there, i also learnt n understand sth which i may not no...
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juz gt e enterprise prob statement frm mak. haiz.. seems easy leh.. becoz i agar agar noe wad went wrong.. but e thing is, i dunno how to put it down as i dun take POA. zzz!~ sianz lor.. i wan to do leh. lolx.. i sent wee le.. lolx... but she watching show now. zz~ haha.. fri.. i realli wanna slack e whole day sia. if possible, i wished to finish EVERYTHING before fri sia. haha!!~!~ becoz .. i juz feel so sianz. lolx.. now break hor.. den fri go back skool, e nxt day also break.. becoz wkend. e feeling so gd. lolX! let me DREAM, IF i finish everything le, including ppt... den fri, we juz explain to e rest... den can slack e whole day. den go presentation.. after tt, go meeting. WAHAHA!~ anyway.. was listening to my blog music.. lolx.. tt feeling.. tt feeling i gt during holiday, on e 969... on e way to admiralty mrt station.. tt feeling came back. beri nice.. haiz... but i also tink. TT also coming back la.. haiz.. more sianz.. haiz..
wad's band politics - conflicts bout band issues? ha... was goin blog-hopping nowadays.. saw all e verbal diaheorra in their tagboards. tell u.. it juz TOTALLY SUX to e core. there are passerbys whom juz tag in their tagboard... well... i am one of them too, but i onli do it in my junior's. AT LEAST, i dun try to make things worst... at least.. i dun try to pin-pt hu's at fault.. i AM juz sitting on e fence n see wad they had done wrong. but... those passerby, they juz simply sux. W-H-Y? ha.. simply becoz they tried to make things worst. they dun tink (i din say i tink alot bout tt.. but at least i gave everything a THOUGHT).. they juz followed blindly. A scold B, den they go scold B also. tt's so stupid la. i dun understand y every band will have probs within them.... 'jia jia you ben nan lian de jing' i guess. haiz!~ FRIENDSHIP - can be classified into two categories, Strong n Weak ones. let me ask... is the friendship b/w them r realli tt strong, will they al...
wahaha.. so shiok.. woke up at 5pm. loLX!!! last nite slp late la.. was tokin wif hoow... lolx! anyway... was having weird dream seh.. fish.. i HATE fish now. yes.. those fish.. alive.. lively fish on land. OMG!~ DUN throw fish at me... i tell u... nono.. i WARN u. seems lik, jelly fish n squids, is still ok wif me, EXCEPT for FISH! omg!~ anyway.. asked mak bout e retake thing... den he lame la.. =.=" anyhow think onli... now.. i onli cfm lyn, daphne n him goin for e event. i also juz signed up lor.. loLX!~ actually i dun wanna go for e meeting on tis fri.. beri sianz ma.. but lyn said is beri impt.. den i told her 'ok'. loLX! anyway.. i am bored at home!~ but i dun wanna go out. lolx! bored.. bored to death le la.. haha! i also juz change e blog music.. dunno whether u all can hear nt.. juz now beginning is ok.. but now.. lik gt error.. cannot play.. sianz!!!