ahem.. e last post for year 2005. ok...let start frm e beginning den. frm e start of e year, i am damn slack la, becoz after o lvl exam. went ard looking for job and start working.....my first job ever , bee cheng hiang. my first taste of working, my first salary, my first ever colleagues. lolx! the aunties, e supervisor - chris, ken, uncle, rena, ye en, WENDY and ah keong. haha! will nv forgt them la. lolx! really wonder how the rest is doing now. lolx. i miss those fun la. den... stop working during e eve of CNY.. rather sad bout tt, becoz after tt, i start to slack at home again... feeling so odd la. soon.. is time to tk our o lvl result. lolx! e shocking day of mine.. lolx! nervous day, and i will nv forgt tt day.. lolx! after which, i gt another job thru e aid of farlina n e rest.... we started working at chaks. haha.. majority jyss-ians... gt to noe sharon better, and YUP.. hidayani too! lolx! frm there also noe tt kelvin (e 87' batch prefect) can b damn crappy =.=" den ...
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i am so boring... bored of playing maple liao =.=" ytd... i suddenly rmb bout ROSE online, den i went surfing. WHOA! i luv e graphic there la.... is 3D compared to ms's 2D nia. lolx! tot of switching until i saw e 2nd job advancement is at lvl 100... erm... forgt it den =.=" i shall stick to my maple. =.=" my sec skool klass is having bbq right now, yea.. RIGHT NOW... but i din go. lolx! they wont mind anyway.. so yea! shall enjoy staying at home den, better den goin there.. see someone... den make me unhappy. haha! well.. dun guess. u will NV gt it right. lolx! anyway... went over to huiyun's hse juz now at bout 220 =.=" fried one packet of carrot cake there.. lOLX! den yup.. ate at her hse n we chat la. when sj here.. both of us even hide n kept laughing until her bro asked 'ur fren ah?' lolx! soooooooooooooooooooooo.... we went to her room n i set up my laptop. we watched chicken little n corpse bride. lolx! after tt, show them some funny clip, ...
i shall blog bout ytd. HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO SHEERUI!!! HAHA... at least i put 18, instead of 19 lik sumone out there =X! so yup.. meet huiyun n sj first lor. at least i am nt late le. lOLX! so waited.. hmm.. e weather is so stupid.. rain.. den drizzle.. den stop, den start again =.=" so we waited for rui for quite long la =.=" nvm... her bday.. let her b. lolx! so meet le.. den we go white sand's ntuc n bought e stuffs. loLX! den we went to wait for 403.... while on e bus, weiwei called.... erm... we were supposed to meet at 315 liddat, but turn out we were still on e bus at 4.05 =.=" . so yea... finally reach there.. n saw two figures... n yea.. is them. so e first thing is, e CURRY PUFF by weiwei's mum. lolx! he said tt, bk deep-fried for us... n burnt those puff =.=" so i ask him... 'how many left liao?' den he looked at me.. n said ' erm.. 16.' LOLX!!!! he said wad.. at home, each of them try one puff each for TESTING. den e 2nd round is th...
Balance Ability: Balance is usually shown by the old way of holding a pendulum over a flame. You then ask a question that can be answered with yes or no and then spin the pendulum. If it keeps rotating, it means no. If it goes back and forth, it means yes. This method is not only used by professional gypsies but also by normal teenagers and children in parties since the path is so simple. Balance is used in the belief that for one thing to be there has to be the opposite of it too. For there to be heat, there is cold. For there to be love, there is pain. For there to be life, there is death. There's also the belief in life choosing your path. Whatever happens is chosen by life. The conclusion to all of it is unknown but when you wish for something the world usually always tries its hardest to make it true. Personality: Like the abilities say, you believe in the balance and opposites. Also in life choosing what is going to happen. This moral could leave you empty handed though and...
Lately, I am obsessed wif the ost, especially 3 of it, which one of it is e bgm for tis blog. Dunno y, whenever I listen to that, it juz gif a beri special feeling....as if I am lying on e grass, looking at e clouds above me, ‘flying’ across e vast sky. of coz not forgetting e sunshine...there’s a gentle breeze...haha.. perhaps tt’s wad I need now. But e one in my blog now doesn’t really gif me tt feeling. In fact, it gave out a sense of helplessness...Departure...and perhaps hope. Some ppl listen to music juz becoz of leisure. Some might think ‘aiya.. juz a piece of song or music, y u go tink so much’. Haha.. I would say tis kinda of ppl r ignorant den, but...well.. who cares bout them. Haha! I stand by my thinking of music...Haha.. but I tink the songs were such a waste if they r being ‘appreciated’ by those kinda of ppl. Haha... At least now I found some songs which can ease me so much .. really glad bout tt.. hahaha... Lately, I juz feel so weird.. no mood to play maple.. no mood t...
finally finish dling kakyuusei 2 ost. 270+ mb. =.=" i am so glad tt there's a ost for tt anime.. e songs are realli beri nice and it is realli filled wif feeling. i luv it la. heard frm pinwen ytd tt, tp onli having 1wk break. !!!!!! sianz lor.. tt guy shld b coming over on 1 jan liao.. nvm.. later let him witness e war.. see if he is strong enuff to say 'NVM'. ha! so sianz. one more wk to skool reopen liao... haiz.. i wan to watch wallace and gromit.. hopefully sumone in my klass dl tt? i dunno.. hopefully sumone did. tml is rui bday le.. hopefully things will nt screwed up last min.. if nt... i guess.. erm.. i will walk off? i duno la... i HATE beri last min thing n last min screw up =.=" at tis moment.. i juz cant tk any obstacle in life la. i juz wan things to go my way now.. n tt's it! wadeva la.. dun feel lik typing anymore. tt's all. BYE!
*slience* she went crazy again. juz becoz he suddenly shouted at her.. n there she goes again.. crazy once again... overturning everything.. threaten to commit suicide. ah ma tried to jump in n help but i ask her to go away... nt wanting her to get hurt. i used all my force.. to grab her nt letting her break free at all. n he... over there... trying to use violence on her n damn it.. i scolded him.. n i ask him go away. n ONCE AGAIN, she uttered out all her unhappiness... tis time round saying bout ah ma. she said she noe tt he isnt happy wif ah ma.. n she goin to ask her move out immediately. NO! i will definitely stop her. he denied all e facts... he deny tt he throw temper or make idiotic buay song noise when ah ma was in e kitchen handling e utensils. he complained tt she's too noisy when come to handling utensils. he said tt she wasnt noisy at all in e past. NO! he is bullshitting.. n tt's realli bullshitting! i admit tt ah ma's voice is irritating n noisy at time when...
last nite i came across one simple math qns in my mind : 1/4 greater OR 2/5 greater? LOLX! and... at tt moment.. i tot shld b 1/4.... suddenly.. i forgt how to calculate it sia. lOLX! n .... after awhile.. i tink bout it. AHH.. ans is 2/5. LOLX! so i decided to pull my frens' leg... wanna see if they rmb how to solve tis kinda of prob nt. *** PERSON no. 1. LOLX! Person 1: 1/4 me: how u do it person 1: nono person 1: 2/5 more person 1: hehe me: HAHAHAHA!!!!!!! me: kena tricked liao person 1: coz 1/4= 0.25 than 2/5 = 0.4 person 1: so 2/5 bigger me: WAHAHA!!! *** Farhana : * you my dear are the one i fear tonight* says: hmm.. wai tah * you my dear are the one i fear tonight* says: *ah * you my dear are the one i fear tonight* says: *wait ah I says: HAHA * you my dear are the one i fear tonight* says: 2/5 is more * you my dear are the one i fear tonight* says: cos when convert to /20 is more *** den the last person i asked is mr professor. LOLX! i tink su...
din slp well i guess......... woke up miraclously at 1240pm today =.=" actually.. i was being woken up by NOISE =.=" oh well.. nvm bout tt.. n it started raining heavily shortly after. lolx. so yea.. waited =.=" tt stupid father of mine keep 'playing' wif e door n made me tot tt guy came already =.=" idiot. but nvm... soon he realli came =.=" initially i told myself already.. he muz b a beri old guy although he is still in poly. muz b at least 20. ha! n i am starting to imagine how old he might look. lOLX! den when i heard e voice. OMG ... is so damn old la. =.=" is nt lik wk or kelvin tt kinda of voice la. is... realli beri old la =.=" so at tt moment i tot.. HA! i am rite! lolx! becoz come to tink bout it... those who moved in most likely to b yr1... who would wan to move in when ur goin to b yr3 soon =.=" so ok.. yr1.. e youngest will b 17.... but den... at tis age.. the parents seldom let their children to rent room outside. so.. i t...
beri sianz jiu shi beri sianz... things changed... i haf lost my first home... erm.. becoz we moved... n now!!!!!!!!!!!! zzzzzzzzzz... idiot! i juz had my privacy taken away.. erm.. oh well.. is tml.. =.=" becoz... i juz had a new tenant ! =.="" sianz la.... i din noe tt sumone is goin to move in to e room opp mine until juz now when my mum told me bout tt. zzzzzzzzzzzzzz sianz K! she told me is a TP student =.=" n is a guy =.=" sianz.... i rather is sumone whom is much older =.=" y a poly student =.=" kns! tp summore.. wad if he is yr1... n happen tt.. he noe my frens also. SIANZ LA! no more privacy!!!! i hate him! zzzz~ he's moving in tml le zz tt's fast lor. =.=" hopefully nt tt qiao... happen to b sumone i noe can le. haha! which i dun tink it will happen la. but sianz leh.. i dun lik it.. i hate it!!!!!! i wan go out tml! i dun wan to stay at home la! zzzz anyone wan to go out tml!???!??!?!
went to meet wk at redhill.. while at 1230.. he called n said he reach already =.=" so.. ok lor... i reach redhill at 106pm... 6mins late. haha! so we went to redhill market n makan... haha.. he treat me sugarcane drink. n hor... he damn idiot... hahaa... i told him i wan carrot cake ma.. den i walked e whole market.. cant find.. den when i came back to e seat.. he pt to me e stall which he ordered his food. den i look... fried carrot cake =.=" den i say him la.. but tio shoot back.. ' i tot u will look for it here first ma' =.=" tok bout maple lor. lOLX! den go skool n meet syam I. we went into e library n stayed there. ahhh.. so nice e air con. haha! so we took out wk's present n tk a look. haha! den saw shihui, mich n their fren. waved to them... lolx.. den... saw ethan and his fren. but tis time i din waved. haha! den syam they all asked me.. 'ur klassmate ah?' so i say yes la.. den they say he gt saw me.haha.. den ever since den.. they keep call...
was shocked that bert was out of e compeition. i find tt, his performance last wk was great .. but sadly.. he's out. hope he is fine liao. today.. i told wee bout tt also. hope now she understand le. well.. actually today nth much ba.. haiz! onli tt i did not pick up one phone call frm my hp nia. i din expect is frm e skool calling to double cfm if i goin for e ce activity tml. =.=" sianz....i told wk bout tt.. tt i dun pick up pte no. and unknown no. den he say me. =.=" shortly after tt... i picked up one unknown caller.. which after clarifying, found out is ms RACHEL.. telling us tml thingy nt cfm. ZZZZ dunno liao.. waiting for confirmation tml morning lor. i feel lik goin to e beach or esplanade.... sitting there enjoying e sea breeze? drinking away??? perhaps... argh... e pain i brought back to myself. i regretted. but.. confusion is all i had now. haiz!~ why? why do i always feel so unsure and so... nt-myself every sem? haiz.. - xun zhao yi shi de gan jue (looking ...
rush down to meet serene at bugis den.. walk ard... n tok bout. met zhanyuan n kc at bugis junction (surprisingly)... haha... den... told her everything.. well.. almost i guess. and den i realised... whenever i come to tink bout it.. it still hurts tt much. e urge to cry is tt strong and the tears juz dun obey me at all. i am still glad tt serene din realise tt. i realise.. i said everything out.. but i dun feel much better.. well.. perhaps abit.. but i realise.. it brought more pain to me. plus.. there's another new issue for me.. i am still tinking whether i shld be tt brave (or am i realli tt brave) to jump into tt endless black hole which is dug right infront of me. frankly speaking.. i wasnt tt happy or in e mood for shopping after tt. my mind kept thinking e past n everything. so anyway.. we went to meet wk, syam i and kelvin at city hall. they juz couldnt decide wad they wan... in e end, onli syam bought e gift =.=" after tt.. we went to Jr. carl n looked for desmond. h...
was supposed to meet zy at 1215 today.. but i tot i late... so i rushed.. n guess wad.. i reached at 1215!!!!! so happy. but i din see him ard.. so nvm.. i waited. i kept receiving msg bout reminding tt my credit is $0... den i gt e idea.. perhaps he called me. but i gt no coin or phonecard... so.. forgt it.. i waited until 1230+ (but he insist is onli 1225) =.=" .. n finally he appear. n indeed.. i am rite.. he called. so nvm.. we headed marina. lao da working.. but he might be coming... but sad.. in e end he nv come. so we reached marina n is so... quiet. finally found e 4 of them (clara, zhen, jimmy n ethan).. they were sitting there... n we sat there while waitin for shihui. lolX! they told me sth which realli amused me. lOLX! zhen la =.=" lolX! jimmy offered us e foxes sweet... den he said tt... zhen ask him for purple.. so yea.. he gave her purple. BUT... when zhen saw e sweet.. she SCOLDED him, 'tis is e colour tt i detested MOST' lolX! so jimmy was lik O.O ???...
met rui first den go esplanade le. reach liao.. din see e rest so.. yea.. we juz went in n we gt to sit at e back of e band =.=" e first song.. lOLX! is so cute la. gt one small kid... bout 5 - 7? nt sure.. but beri young nia. he played e small ver xylophone (nt sure wad name is it.. i nt percussionist =X) wif e song... guess wad.. TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR. so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg.. i goin crazy over him. lOLX! joey also played solo.. nice. loLX! den looked down.. saw e jysb-ians and ihsan waved to us. lolx! after everything.. we saw alfri, yuzil and safiah too. loLX! alfri's hair gave me a shock. loLX! well.. met e rest of e members too.. n finally! found weiwei.. n he is wif his cousin, terong. we found out he din go watch (despite he is e on whom ask us to go) -.-" so nvm... we slacked there tinking where to go. i told them chinatown... but we ended up goin to bugis. lOLX! we met bout 14 jyss ppl including ppl we noe. ...
alrite.. jimmy's bday also coming and zhen came to jio us all out to go celebrate for him.. hmm.. most prob on e actual day ba. nt sure whether goin nt (ahh.. wee sure slaughter me if i din go lolx!). den on 20 dec.. will be goin rach's hse for christmas celebration. lolx~! looking forward to it! loLX!~ our first ever christmas together manz!!! anyway... tis afternoon.. i woke up feeling sick =.=" *cough*... i am down wif flu n cough. =.=" tt cough is definitely getting up my nerves.. i rather haf fever as it will stay for a few days =.=" nahz... i din go see doc anyway. loLX! i juz dun lik it. so yea.. during e afternoon.. i lied on e floor and looked out of e window. clouds.. really.. is.... very nice... i juz feel so relax juz by looking at it being blow away. feel so... free... so relax.. so... erm.. i juz wanna go beach. go cycling... it will definitely be nice. loLX! so yea.. one thing happened. =.=" was in maple juz now n tokin to wk... sumone (u noe ...
let tok abit bout fri den. during e nite ... i kena fever liao... but den... i still insist of goin to skool becoz of UT. so yea.. i am.... suffering =.=" although no more fever... but feel damn weak and all i could tink of, is slp.. so gt a taxi and shared wif rui, hweeming n clara. but we r so SUAI!~ e taxi driver accidentally hit one of e private car at e PP gate... n no choice.. we had to stop at there... we told e driver tt we r in e rush... useless adults =.=" they care bout something so 'material' =.=" pls lor.. in RP, we r e biggest lor.. seriously lor.. =.=" so wad if u r one of e student parent, on e taxi, there's 4 RP clients leh~ =.=" lik shit la. so no choice.. we have to climb up n rushed back to klass. n juz nice.. e ut juz started. wee came late la... n sianz.. i see those qns.. i seriously wan to cry liao le. i realli mean CRY. firstly, i dunno how to do.. i dun understand wad e qns trying to ask, secondly, i feel damn unwell - head...
ok. let's blog bout today. this is a beri bz day for me la! firstly gt back to klass.. e first thing i did is.. i dun wan to sit in e middle of wee n lao da... =.=" den wee asked me y i so fierce.. den i juz told her i tired la.. den she ask me go n sit b/w them.. so... i did =.=" in e end, we gt a chinese team. becoz of today prob ma. lolx! so yea, lao da, wee, sia n me went down to chinatown lor. lolx~ at e hawker centre there... lolx!! wee n i lost our way!!!! lolx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we walked ard e centre... n we even tot of goin back to e original area lor. we even said 'ahhh... lao da jiu ming' lolx!!!!! n hor.. we even said , call lao da n ask for help. den wee said ' siao... later sure become laughingstock' lolx!!! finally li wee found e table le!! yea.. n i saw sia. den saw one guy infront of wee lor.. den i realised .. =.=" lao da =.=""' i told li wee.. she AGAIN, SECOND TIME, blur blur.. ask me.. lao da? where? =....
i noe i noe. sum ppl had been asking me e same qns 'u din update ur blog already?' yaya.. i din. actually i type one post already, nt finished yet. but.. i am back today.. becoz... argh. i juz wan to say sth... OLD KLASS BETTER DEN NEW KLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET IT?! GET TIS STUPID POINT!? i noe sum of my new klassmates will read my blog.. BUT.. i dun gif a damn anymore! i dun care! i am juz.. too pissed off! i juz need to get it out... come approach me FACE-TO-FACE if u haf any unhappiness, dun be COWARD! on monday, some of them agree to pon... so yea~ is kinda of on liao. so until ytd, which is tue, sum of them lik c first.. for some of them. we understand, so.. nvm!~ after presentation ytd, i am pek chek already.. so after skool.. i gt MORE pek chek la! alrite, i agree my tone NT GOOD! but.. tis is ME! gt it?! THIS IS ME!~ but den.. HIS tone also pissed me off when i have e 2nd thought. he : ' you pon la' ...
hmm.. took bus to skool as usual la. n met li wee n her fren at bus stop. ... board e bus le.. den rui n hweeming went upstair. so yea.. i stayed downstair lor.. li wee juz nxt2 to me nia. so is lik.. we were standing, n kenny was sitting ma.. n li wee juz stood RIGHT infront of him nia. so i told her 'hey... kenny leh..' den dunno how she see one sia... she still dare to look outside to search for kenny n say ' kenny? where gt?' lolx!!! buay tahan... so i told her again .. ' juz infront of u..' den she tot outside =.=" after awhile... she den realised.. DIAOZ! wee ah.. y u so blur one!~ so yea.. gt back klass.. n ya ya ya.. everything as normal lor.. but today our team gt 7 ppl. loLX!!! but in e end onli left 5 ppl. lolx! den breakfast rite... SIANZ LA! i was tokin to zizi they all ma.. den when i was tokin to hanisha, suddenly i saw .... joseph tan. =.=" he saw me also.. den he stared la.. (lik shocked to see US there liddat) =.=" den i juz pret...
4th post. lolx! i went to took e second last test again.. n i gt different result. lolx! Quote:Take this match and start a fire. Melt the shards of my broken desire You hide pain. You have probably had a bad past and are constantly reminded of it. You have been hurt your whole life and it just keeps building, it never goes away. You've tried and tried to be happy but you just fall farther down. You wonder now if its worth even trying to get up. All it does is cause you pain. You wonder why people can't help you. Do they care? You don't let anyone in you are afraid to let people get close to you so that they can hurt you . People may label you as goth or emo because you give off the vibe becuase you are constatly sad or quiet. People stay away from you because you are different. You may be artistic taking your pain and making beatiful poems, stories, songs, paintings, drawings, ect. You just want someone to melt the ice around the broken pieces of your heart and bring it ...
You are a Light Faerie! You are a very kind person and have many friends because of it. When anyone is upset, you can always cheer them up with your happiness and joy. You love the sun and wish it were never nighttime. You are also very wise and everyone comes to you for your good advice. Element:Light Wing Color:Yellow sometimes with Silver or White Powers:Healing and can Illuminate Darkness Gemstone:Topaz Flower:Daffodil What Kind of Faerie Are You?(Beautiful Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla hmm.. nt tt true? Your Hair Should Be Pink Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow. What's" Your Funky Inner Hair Color? Quote:In the end my heart won't mend, I won't let it in the end You hide an alternate personality. You maybe were born like this or have develovped it through your life. You may have mood swings. People wonder why you suddenly change. They think that you aren't showing them the real you but you are...
the freaky weather is damn hot now. isnt it supposed to be raining season now?? argH! hot hot hot! *fanning* juz now went surfing ard and found some websites with witchcraft? =.=" kinda of interested. but den... after hearing wad char encounter.. hmm.. perhaps nt gonna try la. n went to check up for aura.. if i nt wrong.. i saw mine.. interestinG! perhaps my curiosity for those unexplainable matters and supernaturals is coming back! lolX!!! den juz now chionging maple. lolx! realli that weird when i play ah? lolx! wee let me leech her. lolx! gd gd =X lolx! den helped waikeong transfer items. lolx! den i blur.. i am suppose to pass item to him.. i go press 'trade' w/o putting any items.. lolx! he also 'diaoz' lolx!!! or else is.. i transfer wrong items back to him.. den he haf to transfer to me again. lolx!!! well.. i kinda sianz now.. becoz tml gt skool. haiz!! i am looking forward to friday liao =X lolx!!!
WEIRD LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!! last nite i slept at 3am lor.. den tis morning, i woke up myself at 1055am. WAH !!! first time lor.. normally i will slp until AT LEAST 1pm one lor. but tis time.. i felt as if i slp beri long liao. haha~ anyway.. last nite kelvin told me they need 10 more helpers for tt ghost-hunting event at blk A. YEA!!! i onli need to ask my mum if i can go la... if can.. gd la! den kelvin also said, he wont go home unless 6... lolx!~ so gd.. later at nite den i cfm wif him liao. last nite also did half of e computing.. worksheet i onli left e prob statement one lor. sianz.. muz get e first few equations den can continue lor. i felt damn stupid la, i see those things, i noe i SHLD noe how to do one.. but.. i juz couldnt gt e solution. ARGH~ stupid me la! i wonder how i gt tt B4 sia...=.=" also chatted wif char bout those 'things' la... realli lor.. whenever i tot of tt dream i had yrs ago.. my hair still stand sia. is damn real la =.=" and hor!!!!!!!!! SHE G...
here to update bout PS0102 gathering at zizi hse ytd!!! becoz SUMONE juz asked me for e link.. juz to see tis post. xD!!! BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let me do a 'summary' of e wk! heee~ well... basically... e wk for me is still ok la. first few days of e wks, i showed attitude to rach they all.. lolx!~!~ becoz.. i am juz nt happy tt they lik to jump to conclusion (rach, u shld noe.. i told u).. lolx~ well.. u might say, u arent, but is frm e tone yea... n u said i am angry, but e fact is, i am nt... i onli SIANZ diao~ oh well... i tok to serene, she knew all those things la... i also lazy to tell anyone else le.. so, is nt i dun wan to say... but is.. i lazy to repeat. HAHAHA! anyway... for u guys info, i also tk responsibility in my words... if i tok bad bout u... n tt person go tell u, n u come n confront me.. i say sry lor!~ hu doesnt tok bad bout u? oh pls lor... n hor.. if i say i DIN say .. tt means i realli din say lor. so dun malign me. if u did, haha.. sry lor... i gonna b...
well.. had another dream, which is supposed to be sad. duno la... i am juz thankfully tt tt isnt true. but i noe, tt day will come one day. anyway, had a good time chat wif sinyee la... n we tok bout sth la which leads me to ponder for sometime. juz simply dun wish to think bout those bu ke neng de shi lor.... so.. yea.. but cant help tinkin bout wad she told me la. haiz.. i dunno... i am simply living in a grey world now, mixture of black n white. confusion + lost i guessed. but still, i am glad tt i had frens ard me, may it be my old skoolmates, sec skool, pri skool, my ex-klassmates, my new klassmates n nt forgetting, my bandmates. sometime i still tink to myself la, they treat me as frens rite? will backstab me ma? but most imptly, do they hate me? do they treat me TRULY as their frens? haiya.. lost confidence still nt found yet la. haiz~ how.. wad shld i do... grey.. greY.. GREY! *aitai*
is so nice outside now. i mean.. opp my room window is blk of flat.. den on top... i saw crescent.. yea.. e moon. n above it.. if i nt wrong, shld be venus le ba. or else satellite. damn nice. lOLX! frm my room window leh!! haha!~ too bad la... if onli singapore nt bright, i can enjoy e sky filled wif stars le. anyway... i had weird dream last nite. guess, i tink too much of my date wif vampire 3 le. =.=" cant rmb exactly wad happened but... i rmb.. one scene tt took place at my uncle's hse. we were forced to play e 'games' . we were all seated in e living room in one big circle lor. den, i rmb, me wif my younger cousins n dunno hu la. but in my dream, all my frens lai de. we used tennis balls, n those hu gt it, muz throw it to other ppl immediately, if nt ghosts or demons will appear n tk u away or wad la. sound stupid ya? i rmb.. i missed e ball... in fact two balls... but i shunned away. den my cousins also missed.. den 2 ghosts appeared... den.. i tot i gt those po...
so pathetic. onli 11 ppl came. zai was e last one. initally can gt sia come over to my side de.. but faci dun let =.=" idiot him, den gt KC in e end. so yea.. i did some le.. so i passed to them lor. kenny so blur... he still wan to separate e task for us (lik wad he usually do).. den he told me to find out tis n tt, den i stared at him... n told him, i practically did most of it le. HAHAHA! den he saw le, den he said, er.. i also dunno wad to do liao. HAHA! POA.. omg.. i hate POA la. loLX! until now i still dun understand sia. initially is me n duno hu go up n present de.. but faci pt out kenny n li wee. HAHAHA! too bad. lol....but beri shiok.. 11 ppl onli = 2 teams. SO BIG klassroom, so little ppl, gt a feeling lik at home. HAHA! so-so la. lolx!~ so we onli depend on wee to do e excel lor. but gt error... so gt frm mak to compare. loLX! k la..we onli see which part we missed , den we add in lor. finally found our errors.. den we carroted *corrected* it. so yea.. i told wee tt we...