well.. had another dream, which is supposed to be sad. duno la... i am juz thankfully tt tt isnt true. but i noe, tt day will come one day.
anyway, had a good time chat wif sinyee la... n we tok bout sth la which leads me to ponder for sometime. juz simply dun wish to think bout those bu ke neng de shi lor.... so.. yea.. but cant help tinkin bout wad she told me la. haiz.. i dunno...
i am simply living in a grey world now, mixture of black n white. confusion + lost i guessed. but still, i am glad tt i had frens ard me, may it be my old skoolmates, sec skool, pri skool, my ex-klassmates, my new klassmates n nt forgetting, my bandmates. sometime i still tink to myself la, they treat me as frens rite? will backstab me ma? but most imptly, do they hate me? do they treat me TRULY as their frens? haiya.. lost confidence still nt found yet la.
haiz~ how.. wad shld i do... grey.. greY.. GREY!
*aitai*
anyway, had a good time chat wif sinyee la... n we tok bout sth la which leads me to ponder for sometime. juz simply dun wish to think bout those bu ke neng de shi lor.... so.. yea.. but cant help tinkin bout wad she told me la. haiz.. i dunno...
i am simply living in a grey world now, mixture of black n white. confusion + lost i guessed. but still, i am glad tt i had frens ard me, may it be my old skoolmates, sec skool, pri skool, my ex-klassmates, my new klassmates n nt forgetting, my bandmates. sometime i still tink to myself la, they treat me as frens rite? will backstab me ma? but most imptly, do they hate me? do they treat me TRULY as their frens? haiya.. lost confidence still nt found yet la.
haiz~ how.. wad shld i do... grey.. greY.. GREY!
*aitai*
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