ARGH!!! i am in e vulgarity-mood now! *warning* juz saw KC's personal msg bout RP's biotech COP tis yr! ... damn it! tt's realli a JOKE of e month.. YES! A BIG LOUSY JOKE! i went to clarify wif him, n yes! e cop for biotech tis yr is 26! yes!! 26!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! frm last yr 18/19 to 26!!!! wad a senseless joke! if i were to relax one yr, n use my o lvl r4 to get into rp's biotech, it muz b damn easy! ARGH!!! biotech is my 2nd choice for poly course, tt's for sure!! i mention tt to rui, n yes.. she said tt's true. n she told me... BMS... BIOMEDICAL SCI!!!! e cop is... 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT!! frm 17 to 20! ok... at least tt's not a big jump afterall, but.. i gt a 20 for my r4!!! BMS is my FIRST.. yes.. FIRST poly course oF ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lik i said to rui, if bms cop is 18/19, is still alrite wif me!! ok... 20, i doesnt stand a BIG BIG chance, but at least i stand A CHANCE compare to 05/06. =.="""" ok... i am more frustrate...
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yes! today is e day out wif ps0102 peeps. 9 ppl in total... whoa.. tt's much lesser den e past, but well, at least there's more den 4/5 ppl. i was e 3rd to reach, tinking tt i am e last, as i was late. but e rest were later =.=" so yup... e 5 of us (syam, atikah, serene, rach n me) went to cineleisure first lor.. it was drizzling outside, n SOME OF THEM were moaning bout it w/o realising 3 of us actually brought umbrella. WAHAHA! rach was so bad, serene seems to gt splashed abit by e puddle of water at e road side when e car drove past. haha... we reached, den nvm... we ordered e food n waited for e rest to come... we did help sum of them to order too. weiqiang came first, den dean, den farhana. we gt e food, n we were kinda of hungry la... all along i din noe tt we wereNT waiting for kelvin to come, we WERE waitin for rach's fried chicken set to b ready. (i noe rach gonna laugh when she see tis, if u r wondering y, haha... tt's onli b/w us. =X ) e background music...
tis wk gonna be quite a bz wk for me le ba. i goin to meet ps0102 peeps out later... den tml, goin over to jason hse for bbq preparation, wed - fri, pl0204 chalet. haha... hopefully can enjoy myself ba... juz now online, ask hoow bout my comp prob, he gt his fren for help. whoa.. his fren is pro in tis area. haha!! he found out e prob for me... yea yea... n they coming down to my hse n help me fix. nice ah. haha! hoow, thanx seh... ur fren too. haha!!!! well... i also dunno wad else to say, but when i was surfing e friendster, looking frens list. i realised alot of ppl changed ah. haha... tt was lik how yrs ago when i last spoke to anyone of them. haha.. k la... dun wish to say anymore.. byebye
argh... i am seriously not in a gd mood now. my desktop kept shutting down by itself ytd, n now... it juz couldnt be switched on. ZZZ!!! i gt alot of show in it lehhhhhh.. i gonna lose all of it. not onli tt, i also gt alot of songs!! AHHH! nightmare!!! i shld haf listen to rui, go n get a harddrive n transfer everything inside. ='( now everything's too late le la. haiz... i am so worried that the same thing will happen to my laptop. NO NO NO NO NO!!!! not my laptop!! if not, my world will collapse!!! i was tinking bout everything e whole nite. thinking bout all of my frens frm k2 onwards. but e first person whom came into my mind is yanching le, whom we knew each other since e age of 6, n keeping in contact till now. well, tt great buddy of mine had juz turned 18 today. whoa... 12 years of friendship... i realli luv her to bits. den tink until pri skool, those frens that realli made much impact on me, will b those 4 ppl, jingjie n gang. i still rmb benjamin, nicholas... haha....
whoa...finally uploaded two songs online =.=" took me so long =.=" yes yes.. i changed my blogskin n e backgrd music le. nth better to do, n i sick of e old blogskin, so i was surfing online tis evening n found tis skin. dark magic, nice anime ... haha~~ hope tt it will gif ppl e impression tt i have e dark side of me. haha~~~ basically, nth else change already. haha~~ nxt wed is chalet le... so fast... i dunno if i am looking forward to it or not. but i am so used to e comfort at home... abit... ya noe. haha! but nvm, i am sure there gonna b fun at e chalet. YEA! haha.. i gonna b home sick soon again. haha!~!~ btw, today finish watching 'wars of in-laws'. is a hk drama, it is nice manz, so funny. haha!!!! i used 3 days to chiong finish it. to me, is considered fast enuff le. haha~~~ i dun chiong shows lik mad one. haha~~~ well, juz nice, i finish watching tis show, i gt another hk drama to watch, 'a taste of love' . haha~~~ dunno y, i prefer hk drama, taiwan ...
monday, wee jio me go out. initially i rejected her, but upon hearing tt she wan to watch dorm, so i agree. haha~ well.. nt realli agree la.. but still gt e chance tt i will b goin. but den, ytd i feel so lazy to go out sia, i even go online n search for e movie, if i found it, den i juz dl n nt go for it. n juz nice, i found out tt rui also will b at cineleisure's kbox. haha~ juz nxt to each other also. so i hesitate beri long ytd lor, den i made up my mind when i bath. so ok lor.. i went. initially we plan to watch e 3pm slot one, but wee say ethan cannot, so make it at 5pm slot. so ok lor... i reached slightly later den 430pm... den found out tt jim n ethan couldnt make it at 5pm slot, so.... we watched e 7pm slot. =.=" pro rite =.=" so me, liwee n her fren (wan ling) went to yoshinoya n slack there. den i went to meet rui to pass her e rhapsody 1 n 2 vcd plus rhapsody 1 cd lor. den went to buy e tix first. haha~ den...i told e gers tt, we collect $7 each frm them, den...
i always had dream at nite, i realli enjoy tt. but.... i juz find it weird.... for tis wk till now, i had been dreaming bout skool. well, is kinda of lik, secondary school mix wif poly??? i dunno how to explain... n... for e 3 nites (did not count in tonite), i had dreamt of him. haha~ presently there's no one le... e 'him' onli i noe hu, n i noe sumone will tink is 'tt' him, but i announce IS NOT! haha~ so u can no need to worry. i forgt wad i dreamt on mon n tue. but i rmb last nite, i dream of i was in a klass, wif my secondary klassmates sia. but weird to say tt, i noe is poly life. e klassroom is abit lik e yr2 yr3 klass liddat, e tanglin campus there, one open-spaced, n one room de klassroom. mine is room de, den.. weird to say... inside is lik my secondary skool klassroom de design. gt one whole column of e special klassroom. why i say special, is becoz, the two doors of e klass is both nxt to e white board. but in my dream, it is at e back of e klass. n it ...
i had juz change e blog music to 'ting jian' frm e taiwanese idol drama, e zuo ju zhi wen. initially i heard e song frm online webby, i find it, erm... not my type. but while watching e show, i realise that e lyrics is realli beri meaningful. feel... kinda of 'close to me'. i nt sure if u all can hear nt, becoz my desktop cant hear. i also update abit of my profile le. well.. realli abit. juz now while playing maple, suddenly downstair gt two beri old couple arguing. they both staying at my blk one. yup, as u noe, i beri kpo, so i kept looking lor. eh.. i stay 9 storey still can hear clearly wad they say, but.. sad to say, i dun understand dialect. =X becoz, below my blk is one big open space for RC activity one, den they argue frm one end to another end. =.=" worst still, they argue until e blk nxt to me, i still can hear abit... den frm there argue back. everyone down there keep looking at them. =.=" initially i find it such a nuisiance sia.... but i looked...
last nite went to JCIG bbq. so sad.. it rained. we went to e chalet, n e first two persons i notice were actually kenny's frens. dotx. now den i noe tt he was referring to them. den lyn told me, they actually booked 1 day chalet... juz for e sake of bbq, since gt someone pay for them, y not even bk a chalet. haha~ so yea.. we all slack in e room la, den i found out gt one more ger same course as me. but she chose microbiology, upon hearing microbiology, lyn said ' HEY.. TT ONE BERI FUN ' . dotx. i regret. when i told lyn i chose anatomy, she said ' WAH.. TT ONE BERI HARD' ... .kao.. i regret more. zzz. den mostly, lyn, me n haru slacked in e room, we kept beri quiet, listening to song. den daphne came wif her fren... den we all start chatting to e rest also. daphne went to buy poker card. wahha~ n tis time round, i first time try daidee... as in real life. virtual i tried before le. haha~~~ den gt once, i partner wif daphne, she helped me sort out e card n told me h...
i realised sth after i see wad my frens had been goin thru. and tt realli brings me qns to ponder over for tis past few days. tinking back e past.... 1) why can they be so 'xiao sa' when come to tis matter? being able to walk in n out easily? 2) why some ppl choose their partner instead of their frens? 3) why? why? why? there are many WHY to tis issue... i ponder almost every moment when my mind isnt occupied. some ppl might tink that i am so bo liao, but tis kinda of ppl, juz shut up. haha~ these ppl are e one whom haf shallow mindset, they did not actually go deeper n consider bout some matter in life. life is so such a complex thing yet can bring us many lessons if one sit down n tink bout issues in their lives. oh well, i tink is their loss when they did not tink carefully bout something in their life. haha~ their prob.. nvm. back to topic..... after pondering for some time, i realised tt i am not tt strong-minded afterall. i haf no courage to even lik a person anymore. one...
today is e FIRST day of me being OFFICIALLY no longer a member of PL0204, instead, being EX-PL0204. haha! words are not enuff for me to use to describe e feeling now... haha... went to leo juz now... saw e page. den i rmb e first time when i checked my klass wif presence of waikeong n atikah. den i saw PL0204. see e klass list, no one i noe, except for clara. at tt moment, i realli devastated. well.... TT DAY is still beri fresh in my mind as if it juz happened ytd... but.. well... PL0204 had gone into history le. e leo... no more timetable for tis klass..... haiz... e klass list once made me feel so lost... e list where i onli recognise e name of clara.. e rest WERE strangers to me. BUT now.... they are my frens!. haiz~~~
i purposely woke up at 7am tis morning. too tired becoz of ytd le. haiz... so i dragged myself up.. n yup.. off to skool. i din expect tt i still can meet wif hweeming lor.. so all e way frm tamp to redhill, she was telling me bout final destination 3. dotx.. sound so gruesome... HA! i nt goin to watch it ever! wahaha. n so... i told her bout zai's fren's clip. so i saw kenny upstair at e front again... den walked to e back, i felt so weird lik sumone is lik staring at me... so i looked. EH! is zai at e back. one infront, one behind. haha!! so hweeming also tok to him. haha! becoz of e clip. when reaching e skool rite, tt's only when she realised e one sitting nxt to zai (his fren) is actually her klassmate also. wahaha!!! omg.. she so gong. haha! so we alighted le, zai n me saw shruthi, so frm e behind, we started calling her. haha!! shitty~ yea! wahahaha... den we went back klass together n juz nice met kenny at e back. haha! so.. 4 of us went back klass together at 9am. ...
=XTHE FIRST TIME SINCE SO LONG THE THREE OF US (RUI, HWEEMING N ME) WENT TO SKOOL TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha! beri nan de k! wahaha. so on e train, i was trying to explain matrices to hweeming lor. den rui mostly also understand le. so yup... suddenly at dunno raffles or city hall ah, e train dun wan to move =.=" gt prob lor. so we look at e time.. OH NO! we gonna b late lor.. so nvm... it moved. but it stopped at e nxt stop for quite some time also. zzz~ den hweeming say mayb infront gt train. AHHHH!! we gonna b late!! den finally it moved... we tot it will gonna be fine. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when frm tanjong pagar to outram park rite, it stop in e middle. move abit, den stop, move abit, den stop. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ den ended up, i reached e klass at 8.40... start my UT at 8.41am. =.=" 5mins gone lor ZZZZ den i rushed to do it. 18 qns =.=" realli lik those emath 2marks qns liddat. haha! i mean, e format, nt e difficultiness. so after tt, sia n shru...