somehow, i find myself to truly understand what it means that the past cant be changed no matter how hard u try. actually, i had this thinking for quite long, yet i forgot to blog it. referring to the two same dream i had before. i believed that i had tried to make changes in the second dream for i was half-aslp and i know that i had the same dream before. i tried to change the ending, and this time i kept telling him not to go and do sorts of things. however, it's proven to be useless. it had always been the same ending and leaving me broken. haiz...
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bloody hell. initially i had told kelvin i am not goin to the gathering today because i had been spending alot lately. however, last night char asked me to go tampines with her today, though at first i told her i dont want, but in the end, i agree because she's alone. i din realise what's wrong with me, but i was damn tired last nite, went to bed really early la. then this morning i woke up, planning to get ready to go meet char, i just find that i couldnt even sit up. =.=" i tried to turn and sit up, also couldnt. i just felt aches all over my body =.=" then this time round, my throat got worst. great, i am down with fever now. =.=" i really wanted to cry just now, is so xin ku la. i told char about it, sry about tt. then, i tried to slp also couldnt. after sometime, then i fell aslp. i just woke up by the phone ringing la. weird, i tot the gathering is cancelled, but atikah still ask me who reach already? .... haiZ~ i dont know. *ache ache* i guess i am going ...
yesterday went yum cha with weifen and michelle again. however, this time round my throat felt weird, most prob getting a sore throat soon. maybe is because of that, i didnt have any good appetite for the whole day. after that, we went to cineleisure and played one round of pool. michelle started to request to go kbox. she seems so enthu la, because she is going to put braces soon. haha~ so in the end, we went. i sang. =.=" at first i was paiseh, but after awhile, i got used to it le. so we got two persons coming in to serve us at different time la. first is the ger, then is the guy. they say the guy gd-looking, but too bad, i find him short. wahaha!~ but that guy kinda cute when he's shy. haha! got once, the guy came in to serve us, then that michelle dont know say what la, so we said is so embarrassing to go out with her. then i saw that guy giggling. hahA! that michelle also keep disturbing him la. so when settling the bill, the ger came in. when she opened the door, michel...
hmm.. during the past few days, i wrote a chinese story and i showed it to some of my friends. thanx people for the comments, especially pingsen, because he pointed out the mistake i had made and show me how to improve on it. actually, there's alot of ideas in my mind now, but i am just lazy to start typing the first word to start the story. haIZ~ but also maybe, there's too many things going through my mind right now, bits and pieces. haiz... i had no idea where to start it. this holiday is hell for me. i am thinking about starting PP. i wanted to interview mrs shankar, but i am too shy to msg her. =.=" yea, SHY, u didnt read wrongly. This is so sucky because we cant even interview the facilitators, if i could, there's so many people i want to interview ; joy tan, liu li miin, mao de and mayb ting huiping? lolX~ PP SUX! yesterday while i was digging out of my stuff from the shelf, i came upon that Y-keychain. yup, if any of my secondary friends read this, they would k...
hmm.. i think this post came two days late (since now is consider 24 aug). lolX! 22 aug - last day of school~ aww, my long-waited holiday is here finally~ lolx! however, the baddie decided to skip school for pool, despite the fact that tue was the last day with the prob which interested me the most and of coz, UT after school. =X lolx~ Sky opened the door and he was saying so loud that we were pon-ing, and just nice, our course chair, joy tan came out frm 6D. LOL! weifen quickly hid behind the wall and they quickly closed the door, and most of us blurt into laughter in the class. LOLX! i guessed she heard our laughter and us saying we want to pon class, she came to peek into the class and she opened the door and asked us. she : 'where you guys going? pon-ten ah?' we : 'huh ? no la.. we going to makan, later coming back.' she : ' really ah? not pon-ten ah? later got UT u know?' we : 'yea.. we know...' she : ' must come back you know? last UT, must tak...
let me share this joke with you guys. i just find it quite funny lah. no other meaning. ~~~ Highschool Guy 1: You know my son? I'm so proud of him 'cause he was so successful. He became so rich that he gave one of his best friends a 2-million dollar Mansion for free! Highschool Guy 2: Really? My son's made me proud too. He's become so rich from acting and gave his closest friend 2 free Hummer H2's. Highschool Guy 3: Even my son got rich. He won the 8 million-dollar Lotto and he bought his friend a private yacht and jet. The fourth Highschool Guy comes back from the bathroom and overhears them talking about their sons. So he began to tell them about his son. Highschool Guy 4: Yeah, well, my son hasn't been as successful like your sons have. He's gay and works at a gay stripping joint for a living. Highschool Guy 1: What a shame. Highschool Guy 4: No, not really. He lives in a 2-million dollar mansion, owns his own jet and yacht, and owns 2 Hummer H2's whi...
ahh~ ahh! stupid charmaine, recently keep tempting me to play pool! *sobz* char, stop it la. dont tempt me, if not i cry let you see! anyway, weifen, michelle and i planned to go yum cha on nxt nxt mon (28). They having morning buffet! lolx! Tim said that he wants to tag along, he want to go. lolx! we shall see who else going too. after that, we are going to POOL!!! wahaha!!! oh, and tt's finally!~~ lolx! anyway, i am bored at home. lolx!
Met daphne and lina on 168 today. Went to school, at the lift saw ethan. frankly speaking, i still have to look around to look for my class. =.=" all the classrooms look identical!!! but! i learnt my lesson, let people walk first. LOL!!!! so i ended up showing ethan the direction. lolX! Today's problem about reproduction again. Class's fine today. Went over to 6C to look for weifen to get the book. I was shocked when it is so true when it come to the part which says about what i am actually looking for in this year. however, when comes to one part of it (telling of my future), i have no idea whether to believe or not, because the same thing had been repeating itself since the start of this year, yet no change has been done to it. haiz~ Anyway, weifen's great, she offered to help me type out the whole chunk of words. *touched* I met michelle and shihui in W4 today. Saw wanzhen when i was on the way back to class after getting my childhood tibits. heh! I shared it with t...
Last night i had a thought suddenly. What if i meet him again at somewhere and in some day? how will i react? walk up and talk to him? just smile and wave at him? or just pretend i dont know him? pretend i didnt see him? wahaha! Singapore's small, we might bump into each other that easily especially when we are living in the same town =.=" anyway, that's just a random thought. haha!
"Quarrelling online is like the special Olympics, even if you win, you're still retarded" adapted from someone's nick in my msn. There's still two sides to it, one is quarrelling over logical matter, and the other is over illogical matter. Take my tagboard for example, that's of course belong to the illogical matter. I find it damn childish since the start. But i didnt expect the reason is more childish than the action. haiz~ Pathetic soul trying to seek attention. haha, i find myself more childish to continue with it, and i woke up from it. Hence, i shall make my stand clear, comment whatever you want and i wont a give damn about it as i had said earlier on, i dont wish to be said childish-er for continuing with the argument and of course, i am trying to be a good person here, letting you be the center of attention. Isnt that what you wish for? No? haha, there's no point telling me as i dont even wish to know, that's just a casual question. Oh yea, ju...
Reached home at 12am. The class ended at 250pm today and vicky wu was not allowed to ask any question. LOL!!! Before the 3rd meeting start, we actually told her that we wanted to go home early and I think was grace whom told her, 'cher, then you dont ask any question la.' and she actually Agreed to it IMMEDIATELY! everyone of us were shocked. What's wrong with her being so good to us out of a sudden? lolX! HEnce, i added in one sentence, 'if you ask ONE question, we will proceed straight to 6th ppt OK?' and she agreed to it!! OMG!! whole class were shocked la. In the end, whole class were also banned from asking any question. lolX! So my team went up first and i had to present first. So i was just presenting until halfway, she suddenly said, 'hey.. if i dont ask any question, how would i know if you all understand or not?' LOL!! too bad la. whole class collaborated and made her left with no choice. Someone and I were telling her, 'ORH... 6p NOW!!!' h...
this is actually a test which i came upon last night. i really find it very true for my case. click on the pictures to get a bigger view if you want. http://bassavg.com/platform/game.php?id=62877110 i am not feeling very well now... both physically and mentally. let's see if i will be going school tml not. the NDP just now were so nice, better than those in the past. I DIDNT KNOW THAT THEY ARE CLOSING DOWN NATIONAL STADIUM!!! wth! HOW COULD THEY DO THAT!! *sobz* i had memories there before too. Just now those people whom holding the flag right, got one scene, i saw one indian guy's arm shaked so much. LOL!!! the flag pole is so thick and of coz heavy!! i seriously pitied the contingents! I really bu shuang the govt in this way. What's so special about them (they are still human beings) to make hundreds plus people standing there and wait for them?! wTH! We should get them and stand there for half an hour or so and let them know the suffering! =.=" Anyway, guys in unifo...
hmm, let me start with ytd. We ended lesson at 250+pm and slacked in class, saying all the dirty stuffs. OMG! dirty week i should say =.=" So, michelle and I went to the empty block at around 4+pm. it is actually blk 852. We tried to go upstairs, but the stairs were locked. i kind of shocked because i thought i saw someone in one of the unit. gradually, i just dont feel good la. I wanted to ask the residents what happen, but i did not dare to ask, hence michelle helped me ask one of e resident, then i asked another. Explanation : Last time the block is for the foreigners to stay in. After the foreigners moved out (some go home, some move to other place), the government decided to keep the flat empty in case of any emergency, so as the block can serve as a shelter for those whom lost their home or wad-so-eva. I wasnt actually satisfied with the explanation given to me for i expect some paranormal stories!!! argH~ michelle was raising a question like, 'why they lock the whole bl...
crazy! it had been so long i ever stand all the way from woodland to tampines, or rather to school. i missed one single deck bus deliberately, hoping that it will be a double-decked next. However it turned out to be single decked and more packed than the previous one. =.=" due to lack of sleep and having to stand throughout the journey, i am damn........ no mood =.=" got to class, whole class damn quiet. went for break, jo and daniel came and share table with us. turned out that is the whole 6C peeps. lolx! my class is horny today, too horny i would say. =.=" all because of alex. no matter what class he go to, the class become horny! He's the horny guy. loLX! we were supposed to be discussing about the problem, however we turned out to be discussing about breasts =.=" . even our faci also cant stand us and said, 'why are you guys discussing about all this ah? aint you all suppose to be discussing about the problem?' her meaning is there. her tone sound a...
catch 'lake house' today with my bandmates and their friend. the show not bad, i like the storyline. Waiting... The fantasy of it is 'polluting' my mind. Guess what, in the middle of the show, i heard peifen said 'i feel lik sleeping'. LOL!! actually, me too. It is too draggy. however it got excited at the back. awww.. that's so sweet. *fantasizing* look at the time now! I still can see the moon outside my window while i was sitting on my chair right now. It considered seldom that i will get to see the moon from my room window, even if i see, it will generally be in the earlier time, definitely not now. It is cloudy outside. The moonlight is immersing behind the clouds. however, sometime i can see the light trying to force its way out from the cover. lolX~ just imagine those type of cloudy day with the moon... oh yea.. it is something like, you put one rundown castle with witches flying around with their broom. HEHE! it fits well! i am listening to two instr...
Two of my UT grades came out today. Physics and Chem =.=" Yea, basically All my UTs grade (UT 1 - 3) all came out except for Anatomy =.=" We waited so long for our UT 2 grade to come out, and.... our faci just finish marking our paper around last weekend. LOLX! we been pressurizing her lately too .. so.. LOL!!! we could see her marking our papers in those empty classrooms during our break. LOLX! A & P : UT 1: A UT 2: C UT 3 : =.=" wait longer ba... Applied Physics : UT 1: C UT 2: C+ ( i forgot.. i told weifen i got D+ =.=" ) UT 3 : B Material Sci : UT 1: C+ UT 2: C UT 3 : C+ Applied Chemistry I : UT 1: D+ UT 2: C UT 3 : D So basically, A & P i can heck care, until i got a E for my UT 3. LOL! The rest too, perhaps except for my Applied Chemistry. I got the worst result for it. LOL!! But looking at all my results, well.. i can pass and go for Sem 2.. so.. i dont think i will do much about the UT 4. LOL!!! The results are considered alright to me considerin...
HOHOHOHOHOHO!!! It is so fun to be with them la. 5K and 5L to me make no difference between half of the class were the same group of people. loLX ! I shall just say out those stuffs that i remembered ba. hmm.. we talked alot of pervertic stuff in class la... i mean carney, alex, michelle, usha, me also (i listen more than i say), while nic mostly is listen. loLX! some of the rest also listening too la. And we were laughing quite hard at that time. you see, we do not even have any restriction in our conversation lor. lolX! and suddenly one question came into my mind. I asked alex, " when/where will you get steamed ah? " then, nic actually laughed n stood up and walked to another side. while e rest all laughed damn loudly until like tears coming out. carney then pointed out, 'see alex laugh until face red again'. LOL!!! wasnt on purpose or deliberately la. i am just curious. but i didnt expect that big reaction from the rest. LOL!!! eventually i laughed too, not because...
I am going to live w/o music on the way to and back from school!!! OH NO!! kill me manz!!! well... a earphone that i used for 7yrs, perhaps is time for it to be spoiled =.="""" anyway, recently had fun in class with those people, if only we knew each other earlier ah, then we will be one big material sci family by now. loL! Yesterday went to the CSI talk with the 5L peeps. Forsenic Science is one of the aspect that i want to go into in the future too, however..... *sigh* Nevermind, at least i found my dream!! michelle, sokfeng and alex wanted to be in the police force in the future. So i was telling the gers that, IF in the future i am specialized in that aspect AND we happen to work together, they have to take care of me. loLX! however, i guessed i am only suitable for the assistant post. LOL!! So today's at 6C!!! that fun class. loLX! You know, i am getting that sort of 'family' feeling. I find that i am always saying how good it is to have many class...