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RJ Question : How do you feel in completing the last lesson for the module? My RJ [pardon my english] : Well, I didn’t realized that we actually learnt quite a number of things about nanotechnology since the first problem. I am somewhat amazed by that. Everytime at the end of each last lesson of each modules, I will have a mixture of feelings. I felt accomplishment as I had finally complete the whole course of that module and a bit of relieved as I can finally get away from the same topic that I had been studying for 16 weeks. However, these feelings were mixed together with tingling bit of sadness. As last lesson means that this is the last time I am studying this module with this same class of people and with the same facilitator. But this time round, the sadness overpowered the other feelings that I used to have. Another new meaning has been added to when I complete the last lesson for the module this time round. This means that I am going to graduate from RP, away from the familiar...

Had DMTS informal farewell gathering yesterday at W4. Majority of us turned up for it. Many people in the canteen were looking as us as if we were some kind of animals. =.=" It was fun to see all your coursemates sitting at the same place at the same time, eating together. Although it was jus nasi lemak, but this gathering was great. All thanks to the DMTS facis. LOL. Had a big group photoshoot at the grass patch just outside the canteen. And guessed what? Someone knocked on the glass panel at around 3rd or 4th floor. We looked up and saw someone showing his/her butt to us. LOL! Those who saw, were laughing madly. LOL. I stood there and looked at the rest of my coursemates and that made me realised that ahh.. I am finally graduating . It just seemed as though I just knew them yesterday and it was even more fun when you realised that you knew all of them except for 2 or 3. Looking at them, I thought to myself; So these are the people whom I spent my whole 2 years with. LOL.. I was ...

Please do take note. Dont bother calling my HP but you can drop me SMS if the matter you are looking for me is urgent. I will get back to you soon. This will carry on till next wed. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It feels weird to wake up on a Wednesday morning and staying at home the whole day. It seemed that since FYP's down, my life isnt complete. I just feel like I should be in school now, doing labwork and being reprimanded by Dr kam. =.="""" Had my LAST UT today. Ya, Last ever UT in RP in my whole life. I guessed I am going to miss UT so much like how I missed going to school on a Wednesday for FYP. =( With all these missing parts in my life now, it really feels like I am graduating real soon. Contradicting enough, I dont wish to be graduate yet. It's like, I have not spend enough time with my coursemates yet although I have known most of them for 2 years which is much better compared to other courses people. When I asked ...

LOL!~ Only 12 people came to class today. There was a jam at the SLE this morning and that really made all of us late. I was supposed to reach school at 810am but I reached at 820++am. The moment I stepped into the class, Mich (chin) was telling me how glad she was to see me coming into the class. All because she was unusually the first to reach the class (instead of susan because she pon-ed) today and she thought that there was lab session. LOL! I am so glad that my teammates (at least, they meant what they said) came except for Susan. At the time of 845am, there were only 5 people in class. LOL~!!!!!!!!!! We wanted to lock the door, preventing any more people coming in, so that we can end class early. LOL! In the end, 12 people forming 2 teams of 6. Got to know that weifen's class (W55K) also had 2 teams, and heard from alexis that they got about 11 students in her class (W55J). LOL!!~ Power! Alexis came to my class to get one deck of poker cards back to class for dai dee session...

Crazy day yesterday. Had a so-called 'family' in my class now. Alvin (neo) is my Pa [father] Susan is my Da Ma [Big Mum] Huangyun, my Xiao Ma [Little Mum] Angerline, my Xiao Gu [aunt from father's side] Me, daughter of Alvin and Huangyun. The complicated family matters.... Angerline was Alvin's Adopted Sister. However, they have a love affair with each other. After which, it was found out that I wasn't Alvin's and Huangyun's daughter, but Alvin's and Susan's. When asked about the status of Gireen, Alvin said, "Mistress". LOL~~~~ Not sure if Karin and Ze rong are included not. lolx! Kinda of dragged them in somehow. Not only that, we have our Mushroom family too. Susan, the Mo Gu Angerline, the Dong Gu Alvin, cant remember Karin, the Shitake Mushroom Huangyun, the Hou Tou Gu [ not Bao yu gu~~] Me, the Enoki Mushroom. Before UT start, our stem cell module chair came to our class. Not sure what Susan whispered to Angerline that made her laugh...

BOO! hahaha.. There was a education fair held today in RP. Went down to look at some of the Universities and got some of the brochures. Many of the universities admission requirement kinda made my heart sank until JCU. Auntie Huangyun see that as ICU, faint. Susan told me that the best course they offered in JCU is actually Psychology. Oops, JCU is James Cook University. They have a branch in Singapore. They seemed to be linked to Singapore Psychological Society. Weee~ I thought it would be very hard for me to get with a GPA below 3.5. However, the guy told me that as long as you have a Polytechnic Diploma cert, you are qualify. Not only huangyun got so elated, me too. lolx!!!! Well, come to think about it, this is a Australia University. LOL! I was really very tempted as I didnt want to waste any time in applying any course that I wont get in. And this is where the money comes into place. =.=""" It cost about $38 520 for studying Bachelors in Psychology. However, $12 0...

I want these phone!!! Sony Ericsson K850i and K660i. Lol. I shall wait till I got a job, then I will get it for myself. blah. LOL~~~

Blahz... FYP had just ended! It felt kinda weird, like something is missing from my life. Well, that's definitely because we dealed with this project for almost a year. =.=""" Lately, we had been receiving letters from NTU about the open house etc. Just received another yesterday and I think I wanna go down for the talk on 2 feb. That's a good chance to hear about the courses and the admission stuff. Last night, my mum wanna talk to me about the admission to NTU. I kept repeating myself that I HAVE NOT apply to NTU, but she wont understand it and repeatly asking me the same question CONSECUTIVELY. *argh* And the history is simply repeating itself. She asked me using the tone that its-the-matter-of-fact-that-you-should-know-how, "how to apply? Need to go here and register this is it? And then do what? " She assumed that I knew all the procedures to go about registering, fees and when to register and when to get result. What am I? Genius? I dont need to d...

Here to share one song with you guys. Very touching song in my opinion, enough to make me go teary. LOL! Top song on my list, cannot-pick-and-sing during K session. Dont wanna embarrass myself in front of people with all my tears. LOL!!! P.S I have off my BGM. So click on the player below to listen to this song if you want. I have provide you with the lyrics too. =) 04.妹妹要快乐 作词：邬裕康　作曲：曹格 一个人在公园的大树下 她看着别人妈妈带着宝贝回家 背起了脏脏的布娃娃 她小小声的问　谁来带我回家 天黑了　风大了　要下雨了 妈妈呀　知不知道　娃娃会害怕 妹妹背着洋娃娃　哭了　她哭了 有谁愿意牵着她　陪她过心慌 妹妹的心愿很小　长大　快长大 眼泪就能自己擦　跌倒也能勇敢回家 长大后　她还是到处飘飘荡 鞋子箱子在哪里　哪里就会是家 每当她想起那布娃娃 也会想念妈妈和常梦到的家 你好吗　健康吗　天气凉了 妈妈你知不知道　我想有个家 妹妹背着洋娃娃　哭了　她哭了 有谁知道她的伤　带着她流浪 妹妹的心愿很小　快乐　要快乐 而那孤单的眼泪　只想流往家的方向 妹妹背着洋娃娃　走到花园来看花 娃娃哭了叫妈妈　没有人回答 妹妹背着洋娃娃　哭了　她哭了 有谁知道她的伤　带着她流浪 妹妹的心愿很小　快乐　要快乐 妹妹要快乐

9.5 hours from now --> Wake up 10.5 hours from now --> Rushing to school, having breakfast on bus and reading up on FYP 12 hours from now --> Reach school 13 hours from now --> Real nightmare begin [FYP poster presentation] 14 hours from now --> Panicking and struggling to answer questions raised by monstrous assessors 15 hours from now --> OH YEA.... I AM ENTERING PARADISE!!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~ [end of FYP] Now........... Time to sleep. Goodnight.

Boo~ The fact that you see this entry now really goes out to show that I have 0% of determination. =.=" I was telling people that I will not be online till the coming wkend so that I can spend time reading my novel. But this shows that I cant fight the temptation of coming online. HA. =( ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, yesterday's lesson was kinda... omg-i-wanna-go-home. Learning objectives are nothing else but technical and more TECHNICAL stuffs. =( Angiogenesis, inflammation etc... I dont even want to remember any of it now, at least . =( To make things worst, my laptop was failing me yesterday with all the errors popping out; I couldnt even double click to open my C drive, have to log in to leo everytime by keying in and I couldnt find the files at the location where I saved it. =( And worst problem of all lies with the school internet. Loadings were slow and we had to turn to BOOKS for resources. Reading up those technical words and processes, digesting...

*Yawn* Warning, this will be a very random post. =X This is gonna be the first blog for my year 2008. =( This means that I am turning 20 in another 4 months time. =((( No more TEEN. =((((( *Show Horrified face* =(((((((((((((( When I was young, I always wanted to grow up ASAP. ya right, as if I can shot up and become an adult within a day, how naive of me in the past. =.=" Mum always nagged at me when I dont sleep at 10pm, dont let me watch tv, forbidding me from eating snacks. =( However, the main reason that I wanna grow up is because I think that being adults were a carefree thing. They dont have any schoolwork to deal with at home, and they could stay up late to watch TV in the living while I mugging in my room. But now I am sort-of grown up, I wish to turn the clock back, being a kid. 2007 had just passed. Many things happened, either good or bad, or very bad . *shake head and sigh* Past few days, I was looking through my blogspot archive and somehow realised that I've c...