tOdAy~ haiz... the grp of guys in my klass and sum gers including me r planning to go for a swim (me dunno how) + cycling.. and i suggested of goin to red hse! Bk even suggested goin inside -.-" quite exciting.. cant wait for sunday... but during recess.. lc suddenly reminded us tt, there is sth special goin on tt day~!! so.. still nt sure whether goin wif the guys tt day nt... haiz~!!! after skool, i tot ms sia come sia... make me so scared hahah!!! den finally realised tt it was Ms tAn pHeW~ hahah!!! den today.. play marching songs.. sibei paiseh~!! i cant hear the bass drum, and i din noe tt she was stopping ( tinkin wad notes to play nxt becoz nt lookin at scores)... den... suddenly... me alone play tt stupid xtra note out!!! so loud!!!! almost all laughed.. i cant wait to dig a hole~!!! hahaha!!! juz finish a bath after tuition.. so relaxing... but.. now listening to 'first love'... things started to flood my mind~!!! wad happen last wk... wad happen today.. i ask mar...
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HA! tOdaY...bOriNg daY, doIn hWk lOr!!! anD kEeP tHinKinG waD mY freNz saY during lessons tis few days... cant stop thinking! study until halfway... tt matter flooded my mind! almost all tell me the same thing... but cannot let u all noe wad thing! haha.. haiz.. tt is juz their feeling, but i dunno whether wan to believe anot leh! becoz the feeling given to me by dan shi ren is different leh... but they always say... outsiders see the clearer side! i dun feel anything lor... but pg told me tt actually i DID feel sth... juz i dunno. haiz!!! i dunno la... but i can feel tt, there is sum repulsion b/w us lor.. i seems to haf built a defence wall in b/w us... and i haf more restriction now compared to last yr... haiz... now everything happen last yr and tis yr.. flooded my mind!!~ haiz.. cant stop thinkin bout it!! u all la!!! :'(
~*!* Y liDdAt.. wAnnA gO baCk to tHe pAst wHEn i DuN rEaLLy nOe ta *!*~
UpDatEs foR thE pAsT fEw DaYS:
FRIDAY (26 MARCH):
today ar... another sian day lor.. look toward to releasing of skooL~ haha!!! after skool... lc and i go canteen for lunch... wah.. wq siao de!!! after finishing a plate of rice hor.. he go buy noodles!!! siaO! haha.. den.. i went back klass.. they were havin ORAL exercise.. hahaha!!! den the guys in my klass, lik purposely (or rather PURPOSELY) trying to escape the ex, by staying inside the klass and chatting! haha! den.. i was arranging my file when yh tok to me..den he came and tok to me lor.. say wad, nobody to disturb beri sian -.-|l| haha!!! we tok bout 'special' power! hehe!! after tt, we stay for amath LESSON for AWHILE la... when come band.. wq bluff us, say wad ms sia was inside the music rm!!! wah.. nearly cry sia!! haha.. when combined!!! THUNDERSTORM!!! haha.. still rmb.. we playin the 5 bars before e end of 'the seventies' den juz nice sia.. when we play until the 2nd last bar, BOOM!!! HERE CAME THE ...
TUESDAY (23 MARCH):
today.. sianz la... keep tinkin wad i see yesterday.. scary lor!!!! den.. at least dun wan to tok to sumone de... den dunno y... keep tokin bout those kinda of thing to ta.. hahahhaha!!! today also sianz la... after skool gt tt stupid teng klass... almost all i dunno how to do lor.. do until flared up~
MONDAY (22 MARCH):
another tired day.. sianz!!! today... my attitude beri bad to sum ppl lor... whenever tt ppl come near me.. i always ask tt person go away.. hahahaha!!! pg beri the puzzled lor... haha.. i also dunno y i liddat.. den...during recess, i lik suddenly haf breathing difficulties, keep gasping for air..den after skool, same thing - scared ms sia come!! den... during sectional.. i suddenly no breath again... den lik i goin to cry liddat lor.. den rui and farlina lik worrying.. haha!! den when i ok, i was takin my section and hearing rui playing her solo... i din notice marianne haf stand beside me for dunno how long liao.. suddenly i stop....
haiZ!!! tml skool reopen liao.. today haf been rushing my hwk!!! regretted for taking break in between during the so-called one wk holiday!
ReCaPpInG tIs hOliDaY~: many things seems to take place... firstly, i started tis blog, secondly, heard sth bout my frenz, thirdly, a small argument, forthly, i feel a gap b/w me and ta liao!~ haiz...in simple words, my emotion went up and down during tis holiday!! dunno y .... hahah!!! stupid bk and ww, keep copying my nick...cant stand them.. hahah!! and tt bk..feel lik smacking his face!!! hahaha!!! hahha!!! they keep disturbing me until i cant do my work.. regretted for coming online!! haha... haiz... tonite is another silent nite.. feel lik, everything is gonna change after tonite.. haiz
tOdAy suAi~ haf a headache juz after i woke up~ den.. the movie trip is cancelled! bo bian~ keep watching tv den suddenly rmb my hwk.. haha!!! juz took out my emath hwk and do.. do until halfway, i fell aslp.. hahah!! dunno y sia, i tink becoz see hwk see until sianz liao... hahaha!!!! now still haf other to complete..
tonite seems quiet.. after tml nite, everything will be back to their former spd (study study study)... the tot of tt, makes me feel uncomfortable!!! k la.. me gtg to do my work liao.. tata~
*~!^ SeC 4s R gOiN oN aCceLeRatiOn... tIs Wk of hWk Is jUz A UnIfOrM sPeEd ^!~*
tOdaY... tIriNg~ morning marching, keep marching on the spot, summore timing so fast.. march until my leg stiff!!! iskandar was there!! OMG!!! we break into sectionals and march. after the break, i count down for the juniors to fall in! din noe tt, tis will attract iskandar attention!! wah.. they all kena pumpings >. during band prac, we finally complete the whole song YEAH~ haha!! but beri tiring... summore i accidentally bit my lips haha!! wonder how i did tt sIA! luckily ms sia din come.. wahlao~ ppl juz lik to spread rumours!
after band, we decided to go for movie tml.. BUT!!! suddenly sumone ask for postpone... becoz sum ppl cannot make.. WAD SIa!!! i hate it lor!!! already set liao... juz becoz tis kinda of stupid reason, den ask for postpone... kao... juz tis ONE wk of holiday.. tis is the 2nd time i encounter liao lor!!! sumone juz dun care bout how i feel lor...
*~*!*!*~ selfish is juz selfless... selfless is juz selfish ~*!*!*~*
hehe.. 1st time here leh! haiz... today is tired + happy + ANGER + sad day!
TIRED :
stupid lor... since monday i haf to wake up early go skool either for cca or else is for tt stupid boring course... every morning ppl see me wearing skool uniform, tot i siao siao liddat... keep staring at me!
fall in so early.. go straightaway go marching... wah.. today weather damn hot, juz stand under the sun awhile nia, den gt sweat liao! too bad, ncc today also use parade sq, den cannot try to march forward sia.. sianZ! den keep marching on the spot, wah.. beri tired leh... summore timing so fast, wanna to kill us ar! haiz.. luckily.. soon we go sectional liao... wah.. damn sticky lor!
HAPPY :
during sectional, horn, tbone, bassoon and oboe were in the band room.. haha.. tt cheeky qi, i wanna take my section warm up nia, he go suggest all play together.. wah seh, make me so panicked, becoz quek and jinghua were there lookin lor... haha.. but luckily, they went on by themselves..ha...