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10/6 Yasuko Kyoda - Aqua

Yasuko Kyoda - Aqua After so many years, we finally had the class gathering. Everything feels so right and everyone are catching up with each other. 扫过每个人都没见他的踪影,所以我问:“他呢?没来?” 这一刻全场鸦雀无声。大家就用一种奇怪的眼光看着我,回答的人的声音也好像提高了八度,狐疑的似问似答:“他在几年前已经死了,难道。。。你不知道?” 那一刻,我僵住了。开玩笑的吧?我听错了吧? “...Huh...? 真的?。。。假的?” 开玩笑的。一定是。骗人的。 “真的。” 好残酷的回答。 一股气涌上来。“为什么没人告诉我?!为什么不通知我?!!” 我觉得好难过,好像呼吸不过来。好气。到底是怎么一回事? 大家你看我,我看你。“我们以为你不来他的丧礼,是因为还在生他的气。” 有病! 根本就没人告诉我!!! 忽然觉得好‘空’,好突然,脑子里一片空白。没办法接受。僵住了。 我感觉到时间好像在这一刻停住了。 在我还没来得及发现自己在干嘛时,我已经哭了。痛哭的那种。觉得好痛哦。 我知道我是在做梦。可是,还是好痛。 醒来后第一件对自己说的就是:“幸好,是梦。” I dont know why. But I have been dreaming of people around me died. Sigh. I wonder if it really happens in real life...... how would it be. I didnt expect myself to feel this way. It is like a 演习. From here, I know how I will feel and react. But Pls... pls... pls dont let it happen. Pls dont.

15/8 Ashe Watson - Milk Carton

Ashe Watson - Milk Carton Ashe Watson - Milk Carton Ghost festival is finally here! Ever since the first day, I have been having weird dreams. It was all about killing; either I was being killed, or others being killed. The first night was the weirdest of all. I dreamt that my whole family (they were all strangers in real life) had planned to commit suicide together, with one who will do the killing and commit suicide after that. When there were only two of us left, I backed off. I dont know why, but I felt the fear. Therefore, I ran away with her chasing after me. When she found and called my name, as I turned, she shot me at my chest. Ya, with gun. =.=" And I dont know where have gone wrong, but another guy joined in. He killed her and wanted to finish me off too. Apparantly, he seemed to be someone known to my whole family (in fact, I know him in real life too. =.="). In the end, it was like... I betrayed my family. I survived and lived with him in the private house wher...

31/7 失戀圓舞曲 配樂 (淚光美眉版)

失戀圓舞曲 配樂 (淚光美眉版) 當心儀的對象勾引你時的反應? 當心儀的對象勾引你時的反應? 1.你覺得接吻,是最能向對方表達愛意的一種方式? YES→2 NO→3 2.你覺得接吻的感覺很噁心嗎? YES→10 NO→4 3.法國式深吻讓你感覺非常浪漫? YES→4 NO→5 4.看到電視、電影,或是圖片裡有接吻的畫面時,就會刺激你的性愛慾望? YES→10 NO→7 5.當你正要經過一座橋,而這座橋的寬度只夠兩個人並肩行走,這時有一對情侶正在熱情的擁吻,你會有什麼樣的反應? 等他們停下來,再借過→7 直接打斷他們→6 6.你覺得接吻技巧好的人,表示那是一個花心的人? YES→13 NO→9 7.你喜歡蜻蜓點水式的輕吻,甚過於法國式的深吻? YES→8 NO→13 8.心儀的人因為和別人以「能不能吻到你?」作為輸贏的標準,要求與你一吻,你會答應對方嗎? YES→12 NO→14 9.如果氣氛很美好,你敢在大街上和情人接吻? YES→15 NO→D型 10.你覺得對方會和你親吻,就是一種性暗示,表示希望有進一步親密關係的發展? YES→11 NO→8 11.你認為接吻有助於兩人情感的發展? YES→A型 NO→B型 12.如果有人跟你說經常和情人法式深吻,容易得到傳染病,你會因為在意,而從此拒絕和情人法式深吻嗎? YES→A型 NO→11 13.當你想和情人接吻,卻遭對方拒絕,你會有什麼反應? 掉頭就走→15 問清楚為什麼→14 14.你和情人接吻時,因為太過激烈而受傷,當別人問起你時,你會承認嗎? YES→B型 NO→C型 15.你覺得如果能在看流星雨的時候和情人接吻,就此生無憾了? YES→C型 NO→D型 ◎A型 你對愛情有極高的主導意識,當你喜歡對方,會大膽地告白;當你不喜歡對方,死纏爛打只會讓你更覺得討厭,所以如果有心儀的對象向你示好,你也會快速地以善意回應。 ◎B型 你一生都活在愛情世界裡,一沒有了愛情就覺得人生無趣,為了怕失去愛的感覺,同時間擁有一個以上的情人,會讓你有安全感,你隨時都在放電,對於自動上門的也來者不拒。 ◎C型 在感情上你顯得十分被動,愛情觀念也很保守,遇到自己喜歡的人,不可能勇敢地表達,若有人主動向你示好或勾引你,你又會因為對自己沒自信,所以無法感受到心動的電波。 ◎D型 你不容易信任別人,在愛情方面更是如此,對於情人的選擇非常挑剔,不...

8/6 林峯 - 直到你不找我 (TVB電視劇「談情說案」主題曲) & other songs

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林峯 - 直到你不找我 (TVB電視劇「談情說案」主題曲) Met up with Sj, Rui and Wei2 on last tue to 'celebrate' Wei2's last dinner as civilian before he went in army. Had zi char again and after that, we went to the park and continue chit-chatting. We should have another session when Huiyun's back. Went cycling with Fang on last sat at pasir ris park. She fell when she was going down the slope because of a couple who blocked the way in the middle of the road. Apparantly, the girl was learning how to rollerblade with her bf's coach. The girl was rollerblading backwards when Fang cut in between the couple due to shock. Fang told me she was screaming. Er, I screamed too because I saw how Fang fell. =X My screaming caught that girl's attention and she thought I was going to knock her down as I was coming down the slope. Of course, I will not, in fact, I planned to stop immediately once I reached the level ground. Even if I continued to cycle, I definitely will be able to avoid her with no pr...

25/5 David Lanz - Lost in Paradise

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David Lanz - Lost in Paradise The last ice-cream chocolate that I got from Taiwan. =( The star candy from Taiwan too... Been having weird dreams lately. Previously I dreamt that I was back to JYSB as alumni. However, I couldnt find my own trombone. Everyone helped me to look for it, but slowly everyone gave up, except for me. Then I dreamt of those old classmates of mine last night. It was as if I was back to my primary school days when my ah ma still pick me up from school, though I know for sure I'm still full-time student as an adult. And a guy came to join us at the interchange. Then we were queuing for the bus 291 which had a super duper long queue, which also have my old classmates in there. While queuing, I thought of getting lunch back, so I 'ordered' the guy to get it for us. LOL!!!!!!!! After receiving the order, he started to mess with my hair and I kicked him, 'scolding' him, 'stupid korkor..' And I woke up. Sigh.... Been re-watching those HK d...

15/5 楊丞琳 - 黑色月亮

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楊丞琳 - 黑色月亮 Nice right? But I bet you guys dont know exactly what is that. I only came across such thing one or two yrs ago when I read one novel. The novelist actually made use of this as its main storyline. Lol! Cool eh? I do have to agree that reading does help enhancing knowledge in one way or another. Ok. It is called 'Memorial Diamonds', which are made from chemically altered cremation ashes and come with a certificate documenting the production process to ensure the techs don’t try anything funny. ( ref .) They extract the carbon from the hair or ashes and after some processing, you will get the memorial diamonds (which is also known as 'synthetic diamond') . You may get around 100 memorial diamonds from one adult. It's nice... but two words, damn expensive. The meaning behind it, however, is definitely worth it. Another thing to share.... Look at the pictures below. Whoa.. got mahjong set! SUSHI!!! What a nice bathroom that let you get so near to the gre...

4/4 Spirited Away - Ano Natsu He (music box version)

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Spirited Away - Ano Natsu He (music box version) Daily updates: 1) Went to Egypt Civilisation exhibit at National museum with Weifen . 2) Went out alone, travel to Queenstown to help Fang borrow her books and to Chinatown, and back to Pasir Ris to pass her that. 3) Some meet-ups for taiwan trip. 4) Had some weird dreams and other things. I love it when the clouds are red and the HDB was painted red by the sky. I love music box version of songs. " KatetsuROX I listen to this music box all the time because it reminds me of the times my brother and I would camp out in the backyard at night and play with the fireflies in the summer. He left our world 2 years ago and now I can't even stand to look out the window anymore. " ~Taken from the list of comments in this video page. Ever heard of 'Healing dreams'? It does happens and works miracle.

17/1 崔岩&东燕 -飞羽 MV 【网游《梦幻诛仙》开幕曲】

崔岩&东燕 -飞羽 MV 【网游《梦幻诛仙》开幕曲】 崔岩&东燕 -飞羽 MV 【网游《梦幻诛仙》开幕曲】 A few days back, I dreamt of the days back in secondary school. Everyone is the same as before, as if the time was freezed. But I came to realise that it was all just a dream when I woke up. In reality, everyone has changed; May it be appearance or .. characters. It came as a shock to me, knowing that this particular person has changed. For once, I thought that this person will b an exceptional in this world, but time has proven me wrong. However, it does show me that I'm right in my belief that ' nothing ' lasts. ( P.S. I'm not going to specify what exactly my 'nothing' stands for .). Period, on this matter . I've been realising that many things are changing around me. That change is so close to me that I kept deceiving myself that I'm just hallucinating. Maybe they have not realise, but... I remembered things werent like this in the past. It's the slight changes occurring, but it's e...

6/11 藏经阁之秋 (藏经阁古典吉他演奏曲)

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藏经阁之秋 (藏经阁古典吉他演奏曲) Pictures taken from here . Credits given to him/her. Taken from another website. Click Here . Credits given to him/her. Find more pictures from this album. For more detailed description, go to this blog . Can you believe this? This is a primary school in TW. Not just that, it is also one of the tourist attractions too. Aww.. I think the students there are bunch of fortunate kids. =( I've been deleting shows from my hard disk and burning those that I want to keep, as my hard disk is running out of space. As usual, I will re-watch those dramas that are in my to-be-delete list. That's to make sure that I will not regret for deleting a drama that I want to keep eh. So, I was re-watching 黑糖群侠传 with the intention of deleting it as I do find the plot kinda crappy. However, hmm.. I'm having second thought now. Mainly because of the shooting location they used. Yes, they used that primary school as their main shooting location. Oh My GOSH~ People always say, ...

22/10 何晶晶 - 重生 (我和殭屍有個約會III插曲)

何晶晶 - 重生 (我和殭屍有個約會III插曲) Tired! I'm so glad that tml is friday. If not, pls do visit me for one last time at Mandai. Not the zoo though. Btw, I doubt anyone remember any of the dreams that I mentioned before in this blog. But, that doesnt matter. It's the fact that you cant really associate every objects you dreamt about with the reality. The only one thing that's 'real' from the dream itself, are the feelings and emotions you've experienced in it. Something surprised me this week. One of the places I went to, was Sengkang. And the neighbourhood reminds me of that dream. It gave me almost the same feelings I've got in that dream. (P.S. I found the link to that post. Hover your mouse over this two sentences to look for the link. HA). Whoa.. whoa... I like it. I didnt expect myself to experience it in real life. What's lacking was the dark clouds with strong winds. Not forgetting the smell of RAIN~!~~ Er... Last thing is this. IN 50 ye...

17/10 青鸟飞鱼 - 此生不換 (仙劍奇俠傳三)

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青鸟飞鱼 - 此生不換 (仙劍奇俠傳三) I miss the snowskin mooncakes.. especially the chocolate flavour and lotus seed paste with banana-flavoured skin one. =( Oh, and this song is one of the theme songs of the drama I'm currently watching. Ok. Last friday was a rush day! I rushed to the locations given, rushed back home, rushed through the surveys and rushed to meet up with the 3 of them (except huiyun) for dinner. In the end, I left w/o finishing my work. =.=" Finally stop rushing when I met up with them eh. =.=" As usual, we went to the park after dinner. Chit-chat till about 12am?? Then Rui and SJ went home, while wei2 and I went to CC mac. Saw bert and his friends, but eh eh... =X That's somehow sum up that day. As for this week or so, there have been some freaky moments. Once, I dreamt of Kaihoow (for no good reason, definitely not because I miss him) putting himself into danger despite our strong objections. And that was life-and-death matter. The next morning, he suddenly sent...

5/10 潘裕文 - 近在眼前 (那一年的幸福時光 Theme Song)

潘裕文 - 近在眼前 (那一年的幸福時光 Theme Song) Looking at the sky outside, it was pre-dawn hour. Sky was still dark. Alarm clock rang and I woke up, getting ready to brush up. Sky was still dark when I finished my shower. Excitement overwhelmed me because I'm going out with the usual gang today. Something unusual for this time round as we are staying together in a flat now. The rest were still sleeping soundly though I heard alarm rang, but somebody off it and dozed off. The fact was, we were supposed to wake up at the same time! So there I was, taking my own sweet time with my stuffs while waiting for them to wake up. When the sky start to break, I was fed up. Why? Because, we were supposed to be outside by then! I went into their room and realised that Wei2 was sleeping with his mouth open and Rui covered her face with blanket. Mood dampened, I decided to go back to sleep, cancelling today's outing. I was shouting that they were wasting my time and SJ was still sleeping dead like log. =X A...

30/9 鄭元暢 - 王子复仇记

鄭元暢 - 王子复仇记 1) Bishan Lib bears slight resemblance to the lib I once dreamt about. And the thing was, I've NEVER been to Bishan Lib before. 2) I went down to Bugis on monday after finished work. Thinking about the possibility of bumping into SJ there, but brushed off the idea when I realised that it was 1hr+ past lunch hour. Who knows, I really met her and her sister. =.=" 3) Having off day today. 4) Off day tml too. But going down to NEA. =( 5) I'm so NOT looking forward to friday because the locations gonna be at the WEST again. And this spells that I'm going to reach home late! =( 6) Last but not least, I think this song is the best in his album.

22/4 有你真好(默默演奏曲) - 愛就宅一起 OST

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有你真好(默默演奏曲)- 愛就宅一起OST I witnessed the lightning on that night too! Though the sudden struck of lightning tends to shock me more often, but I still love it. It's pretty in my opinion. Aww.. that's the doing of mother nature. Hmm.. Recently I had another weird dream. Guess what? Two moons appeared in my dream and one of it was super near the earth! I think it is rather cool to have two moons instead of one. =X Oh ya.. I read somewhere that there was an ancient planet, Theia, but it had already disappeared. It appeared that collision with the Earth was the reason why it ceased to exist. Debris from the collision, a mixture of material from both bodies, spun out into Earth orbit and coalesced into the Moon. Though it was still under the hypothetical stage, but it could be true hur. There could be many ancient planets in the universe and you could have lived on either one of it before (in terms of past lives) . I believe that there will always be a form of living things on the all...

2/4 无尽的思念 - 林俊杰

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无尽的思念 - 林俊杰 墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰 忘了为何要凋谢 散在地上撕落的岁月 又一天又一年没感觉 伤痕在心田 滚烫的蔓延 烟绕过发间你敷衍着抱歉 断了的琴弦 弹奏着从前 一起走过的路线没有终点 昏黄的光线 照射陈旧的水面 映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面 墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰 忘了为何要凋谢 散在地上撕落的岁月 又一天又一年没感觉 风吹破欺骗你无法兑现 那年的夏天你许下的誓言 ho... 断了的琴弦 弹奏着从前 一起走过的路线没有终点 昏黄的光线 照射陈旧的水面 映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面 断了的琴弦 弹奏着从前 一起走过的路线没有终点 昏黄的光线 照射陈旧的水面 映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面 你走的那天我决定不掉泪 Sigh~~~ Years ago, I didnt understand why ___ appear in my dream. Years later, ___ appeared again. 是‘日有所思、也有所梦’吧?我想也是。不过,这也使我对这件事的好奇心越来越强,无法自拔。

30/3 A Silent Tear - Joe Yamada

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A Silent Tear - Joe Yamada Open the picture in new tab. This was what happened when I am in the dreamy state. LOL!!! Alright. Ignore me when you find me blabbering nonsense at such hour. Haha! Hmm.. how should I start this post? Hmm.. Hmm.. I doubt anyone of you know that there is a new service provided by NLB now; Digitised Strait Times from 1845 to 1982 is available on their online database now. I've search for something on their database and found some informations. However, you can only view the full articles at their multimedia stations. Even so, I prefer to read the article via the microfilms, as the accuracy might not be 100% when they were transfering the info to their database. That's why I have been thinking of visiting the library on either one of the days. Lol. This task has yet to be accomplished. Perhaps I've been thinking a lot about visiting the library for that purpose that it caused me to have dreams about visiting library for two consecutive days. The li...

27/3 许愿树 [一切完美 2 插曲] - 郭美美

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许愿树 [一切完美 2 插曲] - 郭美美 Click on the picture to divert to the quiz. Sigh. Been dreaming about the same issue during this few months. And the ending is always bad. Bad outcome. =( I'm worrying too much over it that I've got even more white hairs now. I know for sure that as long as this matter is not resolved, I will be tormenting by the dream every now and then. It's something amusing and I will even laugh at myself when I think of it. I hypnotized myself every day not to think about it, and I succeeded! But it will continue haunting me when I am dreaming at night. =((( Sigh. Either that, or else the dream served as a premonition for me. ................SIGH! 我觉得我自己一直都在自欺欺人。就让我一直沉醉在这美梦中,直到残酷的现实把我抽离吧!