Phantasy World

Click on the picture to enlarge it. Haha.. It was taken in my class. Geneviene (theresa's friend) wrote it in our class quite some time ago. I didnt expect that they will upload to the 'secret' blog. LOLX!!! funny la.. Just here to share this with you guys. Frankly speaking, i think that those people who lose weight using this method, is actually experiencing water retention in their body. LOLX!!! Dedox might help too. Give it a try... if you want to.

LONG POST Again, it is the period of the time when i can actually view the moon from my room's window. Listening to music at the same time double the feeling i am having right now; so.. peacefully. Been having lab lately since thur. Been having it straight for 4 days - thur, fri, nxt mon and tue. Shiok! Skipped school on tue just because i am unhappy with vicky wu. It was my fault too for being late for the previous lesson that resulted in the downgrading. However, that's my third C!!!! i just couldnt get over with it, hence i made the choice. In the meantime, i could even use the time to study for UT. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! The issue that i feared most took place. =.=" Vicky wu didnt came to take our class on tue, in fact, elyna wee took over. ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! *gritting teeth* Oh well.. gotten over with it now. Someone had been giving me attitude lately whenever i see her just because i gave EXCUSES (well.. i said it this way because they SEE it THIS way.. so what you want ...

It has been almost a week by now. Comparing to the first few days which is hell to me. I couldnt bend and had problems standing up after i sat on the floor, at least it is slightly better when i sat on the chair. Couldnt sleep well too. asshole! It should be just ordinary sprain, but... after feeling the pain around my spine, i couldnt help but to worry about it. Hweeling told me to visit chinese physician. zzz.. i HATE needles!!! If only they use MICRONEEDLES right now. sianz~! Hopefully the pain will lessen after a few more days... Doesnt feel good about it at all. Gonna send my desktop to 'hospital' soon too, i guess. zz.. it broke down again after 7 mths due to my over-usage. WAHAHA!! nahz.. same problem, hence i wasnt that worried. BUT... i dont think i can bring it down to repair because of my injury. haiz... I dont wish to worsen it and i CANT AFFORD to as at least i feel the pain is lessening and it may have something to do with my spine...? I am right now praying har...

在巴士上时，我看见坐在我前方的人的背影。。。脑里却闪过某个人； 一位我想也没想过的人。。。 我就这样，一直盯着他的背影。。。 一些画面也在脑海里闪过。 突然空中弥漫着一股谈谈熟悉的味道。。。是洗发剂还是香水呢？？？ 我不知道。。。 就这样，我发现我已经呆滞的凝视着前方。。。 ‘不可能吧！我不相信这回是真的。。。对，是错觉而已。’

'Often it takes some sudden and sad turn of events to awaken us to the beauty of a special presence in our lives.' Anyway, we actually had fun in class today basically because joy tan took over geneviene's lesson. hmm... i've been wanting to be taught by her since last semester, and finally i HAD the chance. haha!!! She's so cute la, hopefully her grading's fair too (though michelle said it is). well, basically we had fun 'teasing' her most of the time. muahaha~~ evil us! i could tell her, she simply had no idea how to deal with our nonsense anymore. One incident is that, she was asking elyna and geneviene something using messenger and both of them didnt reply her. At that time, she was flashing all this on the screen, so the whole class saw everything. Then, when she was asking elyna, thereas said that, 'she wont reply you because she collaborate with geneviene as they are best friends'. Then Joy kept laughing and say, 'no la.. dont anyhow s...

SAD! Rui, u want to blog THAT, go ahead la, since i am doing that also. Reason being is that, i really find it so... amusing and... well... =.=" Was with rui just now and we went to cut our hair together. So we were outside the barber shop just now, waiting for our turns. Then, she met two of her secondary school friends who also happened to come here for a hair cut. rui, who is that guy's name ah? let's just take that guy's name as 'A' ba. A : your jie jie (elder sister) ah? (pointing to me while asking rui) Rui and me stared at each other. Me : WHAT!!!!!!! DO I LOOK OLD TO YOU? Rui couldnt stop laughing. A : orhh.... friend ah???? (laughing also?) Me : =.="""" ARGH~~~~ DOTX LOR!!!!!! Then i was like telling rui not to let someone know about it, if not, he/she will keep biting this chance to 'suan' me la. QI SI REN! Rui : aiya... i only older than you 4 mths.. Me : (think awhile) Yea lor.. ok then, i accept that! So after we got in...

Let me start with my thinkings first. Firstly , the MCB UT grade and daily grades. =.=" Well, just checked my UT grade and it was as expected. i DIDNT get a 'C', instead i got a D+. kAO AH!!! Then, my polymer prob 7, she gave me my 2nd 'C' for all my modules. KAO AHH!!! And the worst part is, she stated that i gave up on the phase diagram just because she didnt see me helping fadz in explaining the phase diagram. hur.... i am so sorry for not helping fadz, however i really had no idea how to help him because, what i will be saying, will definitely contradict with his. WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT ME TO DO!?!?!? omg!!! like... fuck la. kind of pissed when she said that about me. really~ Is not majority about the grade, is the COMMENT! However, there's still something for me to be happy about, because i finally got my 1st two As for my daily grades for two prob 7. haiz... If only my MCB UT got a 'C' and my polymer isnt so...@*(#&&*@^# , i might be cheer...

i was 56% bad in Junyuan sec school [ ] you have gotten F9 grades for math many times [X] you always do last min hmks in class [X] you use ur handphone to text ur friends in class [ ] you phone got confiscated before [X] you listen to ur mp3, cd player in class [X] you sleep in class [X] you curse teachers [ ] you are always late for extra classes [X] you doodle on tables [ ] you make out in class [X] you are rebbellious with some teachers [X] you always hand up work late [ ] you make fun of the nerds and geeks. [X] you have broken school rules [ ] you always dun have the correct books (sometimes) [ ] you dun take notes [ ] recess is your favourite part of school [X] you hang out after school (often?) [X] you lie to ur teachers about hmks [X] you tell ur parents that u dont have hmks, whenu actually do [ ] you have made someone cry in school [X] you copied hmks before [ ] you threw away hmks before and lie that u didntrecieve it first of all [ ] you laugh at the way some teachers wal...

I just realised that a new version of window XP is going to be released in nov. It is actually window vista. FINALLY~ a new look for the desktop and stuffs. aww... everything there seems so 'crystal-fied' to me. MY FAVOURITE! BUT.. sad... only newer products will be able to upgrade to it if i am not wrong. zzz... How seh.. i want to upgrade to that!!! If anyone have the installation by then, LEND ME~~~ =X arigatou gouzaimasu-shita in advance. =)

虽然收敛了许多的情感 还是泄露了我的不安 于是你开始冷淡 我也开始问自己该怎么办 如果你知道我的遗憾 千万不要再不以为然 我的生活已经混乱 到处漂流却始终靠不了岸 这是我最后 最美 最真 最心碎的留言 **Oh 爱我 好吗 我愿意让伤心再来一遍 只要你留一个位置给我 哪怕是在你心中 最容易被忽略的角落 Nice song lyrics... hmm.. hmm.. haha...

我不喜欢 你霸着洗衣机和洗手间的时候。。。 我不喜欢 当我出房门去厨房、心想着‘他会不会在那里？’的时候。。。 我不喜欢 当我看见你在那里时，就掉头就走的时候。。。 我不喜欢 当我知道你回来后，就关上房门的时候。。。 我不喜欢 那像似躲避你的感觉和时候。。。 我不喜欢 对你不友善的时候。。。 我不喜欢 老是想着你以为我讨厌你的时候。。。 但。。。我 并 不讨厌你 。。。真的。 我只是还不能习惯突然有个人在我不留意的时候闯入了我的生活。 我不会、也不知道要如何去面对你，就因为这样，我选择了逃避。 听过你从前不愉快的经历，想着我也用了一样的态度对你，我真的有点惭愧。 我后悔当初你对我笑时，我却对你面无表情。。。也就是因为那时，如今我还是无法面对你。 那晚在那一瞬间看见了你的背影，想起了对你的不友善和你那离乡背井的孤独。。。 我真得很抱歉。 我倒是蛮后悔当初放弃和你唯一一次对话的机会。。。 这一些话，我相信你这一辈子是看不见、也听不见的。但是。。。我还是想把这一些属于你的话，写在一个地方，而不是自私的保留在我心里。 在这里，最后我想说的是。。。 ‘ 对不起 ’是我想对那深深刻在我脑海里的‘背影’说的话。。。 但是我还是始终都开不了口。

Finally finished studying for the 4 upcoming UTs. Just left those parts which i am unsure of, gonna irritate my classmates during lessons (provided i rmb =.="). 3 UTs for next week. Nice ah =.=" haiz... i just dont know why. I am having headache now. Recently also feel dizzy in class... i guess is due to insufficient hours of sleep. haha!!! i dont know to touch on the N14 and N15 for DNA one... NOno.. i dont want. haiZ.. i want to faint liao la. anyway.. saw this link to a clip from one of coursemates' msn personal msg... take a look. Similiar to the quadrants one. But... still very cute!!! aww... i wished to go back to those days when all i do were just eat, play, sleep. I WISHED! =.=" back to reality...... OH NO, i am reminded of UTs again. zzzz~~~ I watched one of the ghost variety show which i dl-ed this afternoon. For this time, it kinda of ... not really freak me out, but... i just go 'wow.. omg!' . haha! They were doing a test beside a well where it wa...

This is a clip of a Welsh Corgi puppy which i got from char's blog. (heh... u took kitten from me, i took puppy frm u.. kk? fair fair.. haha) DUPER-SUPER-EXTRA CUTIE PIE! haha... Refering to the puppy of course. haha! CUTE RIGHT!??!?!?! somehow it reminds of me sausage dog also. (not hot dog...) Aww... it just make me wanna make a trip down to the pet shop at east point. haha!!! anyone??? haha... OH... btw.. shahid said i've changed. Initially i thought he meant by personalities or what-so-ever. However, he dropped this sentence to me; 'ur eng lang got better a little bit'. *bish* Oh well... haha!!! Somehow it reminds me of my previous nick -> 与其说我变了，倒不如说你从来都不了解我. (Maybe i did not changed, is just that you dont really know me well) Is really true. People always assumed that i am A-type when i am actually B-type. And the funnIER thing is, when they were making such statement to me, they sound so confident like.. 'See... i know ur pattern one la... i noe u too well...

*slpy* Well, our faci today told us that the head said that, no one is allowed to leave school before 4pm and the time slot must be strictly followed. how dumb is it =.=" HOWEVER, our KIND faci gave us early breakout today at 9am. All thanks to those people having UT early in the morning. WAHAHA~ This is the first time we went to break together as a class. YES, after like 6weeks being stuck in the same classroom (well, most to me were like... 22wks, excluding holidays). So yea. The canteen was empty, HOW NICE! =X So we sat together la and chatted. hmm... I have no idea who start the topic on science. i only rmb me asking about human spontaneous combustion. Then, we discuss about science stuffs. Theresa made the comment that scientists are boring people. Quite true. haha! Is like, suddenly dont-know-who mentioned that 'hey... why are we talking about science again?' haha! cant help it. haha! So we didnt have any presentation today, instead, we have quiz. you know... the typ...

Just simply LOVE the feeling i've got when watching 'Tokyo Juliet'.......

I think i detest people whom are born in July and fall under cancer as their horoscope (or either one =X). 1 person, i hate, 2.5 people, i dislike. Well, i mean in general. =.=" But, there will still be exceptionS. It is actually 3 cases (doesnt include the 0.5 one) which result in me having such thought, or rather, feelings towards them. argh~ So, if you fall under such cateogary, and you feel like asking me questions like, 'am i included?' or 'do u detest me?'. Well, dont bother, let me answer you here. ' I dont know? *shrug*' This is the answer i will give to those people who have such doubts no matter who you are, or i detest you or not. Haha... However, i think i will answer to one person here first. I shall list this 0.5 person whom i dislike. Charmaine! (at times... only during the times when we were arguing, and i will be having those images of biting off her head, breaking her bones. =X hehe*)