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这些年经历过了好多事。家里的问题,社会上的问题,我都算一步步走过了。我相信我经历了比其他人多,就算没有,但至少我比他们坚强。 很多人就算遇到问题,总是有人在旁协助。譬如,家人、朋友、兄弟姐妹。我呢? 什么都没有。我会这样说,是因为在我受折磨时,我都是一个人走过。一些事毕竟不该把外人拉进来。 我什么都不说,并不代表我过得还好。就算说,也只不过是不完整的文字。只有身在其中才会完完全全的体会到那份'苦'。我体验过难受到哭不出来的时候。这也许叫'欲哭无泪'吧! 当然每个人都有问题。但我只想说,我已经比好多人来的坚强。曾经有人对我说过这句话。我差点就要哭了。是不知觉的。 但是就算再坚强,人心还是肉做的。 再坚强,也会累。 再坚强,也有会放弃的那一天。 如果可以,我希望我不要这么坚强。如果一开始,我没有像现在坚强,说不定,世上早就没有我了。 Kor, 我好想你在身边。
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What makes you think that you have grown up? Your looks, your thinkings, whether you are still studying or working now.  What I have just realised was, other than those factors mentioned, there is another way to tell; Death is always around you.  Death of your loved ones, death of your fellow friends/acquaintance, etc.  Have you ever so frequently heard of your friends/acquaintance passing away when you are just in Primary school/secondary school? Probably I should count myself lucky that none of this has happened to anyone directly related to me. However it kinda of upset me each and every time when I read those saddening fb status or blog entry. Since Poly times, I have been receiving news that friends of my friends have passed away due to many reasons -  accidents or unknown reasons which probably could be hidden health problems.  Most of the news did appear in the papers or news spread via FB. I felt as though I feel part of my friends' emotions each ti...