I wonder how long more I can cling onto this life; This could possibly be the last post during my life
For the past few days, I have been checking out on HDB and property website for hours and only to realise that it is approaching evening when I finally look away from my screen. And the search continue into late nights. All these take place when I am supposed to be studying for my exams in another few weeks' time. My mum, my teammate and my cousin told me to focus on my exams at this time. But.... it is always easier said than to be done. I wish that I could focus. But.. the truth is, I cant. There is no one I could really speak to. About my emotions, my thoughts, my fears, my anxiousness, about my insecurity, my misery, my pain, about those tears that I tried to stop it from rolling down. They said that I was really stressed out. Indeed. However, that two words aren't sufficient to cover everything I felt and undergoing right now. "Be strong." "Jia you". "don't worry, things will be over". "talk...