Phantasy World

sianz sia! dunno to happy anot. had a chat online wif qiumin before goin to skool.. n i challenge her wif e bet of $2 haha! den went skool, on e way, saw sj, den stop gif her present.. den saw huiyun in skool. haha.. complaining to me how long she had waited. haha.. den we headed to e hall straight. sat there...listening to e briefing.. damn boring.. took at least 30mins. i dun gif a damn bout those.. all i wan is e result! when sitting there, ppl already sms me n ask me to tell them my result already *pENGZ! finally my turn. oh manz... e first thing i told mrs shankar was 'juz tell me whether i pass or fail...haha' den i saw e smile on her face n she told me.. 'nono.. haf a seat first... ah.. shuyi... let's see' wah.. den she so calmed sia.. i damn scared already! but see e smile on her face.. okok la. haha.. den she gif me see e result.. i kena shocked. e first thing i saw is e D... ok.. nvm.. at least onli one fail lor.. i pass my eng! ... den saw my amath result...

haiz..ytd dreamt of sth. i actually dreamt bout my old hse... n my colleagues. haha.. n one of them juz stay at e flat opp mine. hahAha~ so funny...n sum amusing incidents also b/w ... haha! damn funny. haiz.. if onli e dream is real. haiz.. tml tking results liao... damn nervous, scared n worried.. nt at least abit of excited. at nite, jinhan also msg me ask me whether excited nt. haiz! wad will i do tml sia. wad will my result be? haiz... i dun wanna go ite... i dun wanna retake.. suicide? ha.. stupid tinkin... A -> (go ite) OR B -> (retake n waste money + 1yr) OR C -> (suicide?????) ? haha.... or go into depression? hmm... haiz... dun pin any hope for tml result is e best, lik wad chris say... later e bigger e disappointment. den tml meet huiyun first, pass her sj present, after tt, meet her again... go home together. skali i realli did beri badly hor, at least, gt sumone accompany me home, nt so ke lian.. haiz!!!!

onli gt bout 4 or 5hrs of slp today. wake up.. saw rena's sms... telling me she cant make it today, becoz she gt to start work today. i sian half liao. den tinkin tt, nvm .. still gt ken, chris n keong... den i rush n met wendy lor. den wendy called keong, telling him tt we meet early to write card for chris.. odd, i sms him liao... but he lik dunno.. den he juz say he come right now. ok lor.. we waited for him while i write it first. den after sumtime, wendy saw keong's sms saying tt, ken nt goin liao.. so he also nt goin. at tt time, i onli sianz.. kinda din pinned too much hope on e gathering lor.. but wendy is so angry lor. den she called ken n find out wad happen n everything. den we get him to persuade keong to come. den wendy told me, she feel lik killing ken tt time. haha.. while i feel lik killing keong, y he so glued to ken one sia~~ lik little boy boy liddat. haizz. den chris told us to go enjoy ourselves (wendy n me) first, she go da bao lunch for ah wah auntie n bb...

wake up late again.. den sms tell rena to tk her time. haizz.. die die.. gt tis habit frm one of my frenz liao. den we meet late lor. head to challenger first... bought sims2 liao.. yea.. haha! but cost me $64.90... heartache sia.. tis money is supposed to save for poly fees.. now i actually spend it. so now.. no more treat! haha! den we went to mei zhen xiang. haha.. onli chris n auntie pauline there nia. ken, ah bin n ah sang uncle go eat steamboat. haha.. chris lik surprised y rena n me came together.. den she keep asking. haha! den she say, if onli we came earlier, den can join them for lunch. den she even ask us to go up n look for those 'shuai ge'S n ask them to treat us. haha~ today their D & D which is , Dinner & Dance. haha~ so they closing at 4pm. heng sia.. we make it in time. haha~ den suai lor.. kena teased by chris they all. i say rena n jinhan, they say me n keong. -.-" den we ask them when they free lor. chris say tml best. den ken also came back li...

today...woke up at 6pm. haha! shiok. din go for any open hse. haha! now listening to zhan shen ost.. ling (instrumental)... den dunno y... tink back to those days when working at mzx. miss those colleagues there. seems to me tt i could rmb every scenario...haha~ movie flashback. hahahaha! well.. perhaps lik wad jinhan say, is fate tt brought all of us to work together... n mayb in my past i accumulate credit, tt's y i gt a bunch of fun colleagues n a gd supervisor working wif me, in my FIRST job. hahaha....well.. a way of saying nia. it had already been 11 days ever since we stop working together, 5 days after our last gathering. but still i miss them. since working there, they had added two more persons to tease me wif. jinhan n keong. -.-""""" well.... realli realli missing those days. haizz... ytd ask rena when she free, to go out, den she tot i wan another gathering. haha~ den say monday go out lor. yea~~go back mzx awhile... hahaha~~~ now e weather so...

wah seh.. today finally rain. haha! so nice to slp in raining day. supposed to meet hoow at 345 de.. den becoz wake up late la, so sms tell him liao. den when waiting for 291, saw kc, wk, vincent n eugene at e opp.. goin to buy bubble tea. haha! den i went to Dhoby Gaut there. den wait for hoow n benson. they onli reach at 430 liddat. haha. den we go plaza sing lor. hoow go repair his hp, i go find gifts lor. den after i bought liao.. i walk ard. den suddenly hp ring, sianz lor.. hoow call me, den i realise.. they r juz right behind me nia. -.-" den they gif me sum suggestion wad to buy lor. den we went lucky plaza to play pool. when we gt out, hoow lead way ma.. den he forgt where liao.. den he called n ask. haha. den, finally found e place. benson n hoow played first lor.. but ended beri fast. i keep missing.. haizz.... sianz lor. den becoz hoow after tt also keep missing, den gif me chances to win him alot of times. den when playin wif benson, is becoz he go in black ball.. if...

post for 14 feb 2005! today.. meet wendy they all late. ha... waited 291 for beri long lor.. den e bus came at 1pm! duhz. den when alighting, i saw yanling.. so i chased after her lor. den reach mrt station.. couldnt find them leh.. den yanling saw them, den she told me. den we went back to mzx lor.. miss tt route sia. den gt back, onli gt ah wah auntie n pauline auntie.. n ah bin. haha! den e aunties gave us hongbao sia..haha.. den i heard tt ken actually working full today one.. but he ask ah bin help him lor.. den gif him less money sia.. den ah bin dunno.. he willing to tk it on. HAHAHAHA! den we lik keep playing ard there.. those golden coin one hor.. all change to heart-shaped sia.. i din realise even when ah wah auntie offer us. loLZ.. den they say i slow.. aiyo.. juz wake up ma. loLZ... den we told them we goin out together lor.. den pauline auntie tell jinhan tt, he is e korkor among us lor... he muz treat us one leh.. loLZ.. den we all join in.. make until he speechless. hahh...

haiz.. monday is coming le. is e day when all e part-timers r meeting together out for movie n steamboat. actually gt 6 of us one. but ye en opt out due to sth liao. den keong.. juz called him.. he told me, he had to go see madam, mayb at 1++pm lor.. den dunno how long...he said he will call when he is done lor. haizz... so mayb onli left e 4 of us. 4 ppl eating steamboat... kinda a pathetic sight ar?! haizz... was actually very looking forward to tis day one.. but now .. feel kinda disappointed sia. dunno y also. ken also cannot come. haizz...den juz now ask rena help me msg keong tell him try to come for steamboat lor... becoz i scared he cant receive my msg. hopefully tml he can come lor.. realli lor.. n hopefully tml no one opting out liao. becoz nxt time dunno when den gt chance to meet up together again liao.. haizzzzzzzzzzzz

haiz.. today is e 3rd day since e last day at mei zhen xiang..i still miss them alot.. realli alot! now i listening to 'ran wo ai ni' by da S n zai zai.. den remind me of ah keong. last time he used to keep telling me to sing tis song n 'shou ai wo' to jinhan.. trying to make fun of us. den gt one time.. he sing it.. when bbq-ing. haha! his rabbit teeth... he always lik to show it.. den he lik to gif those stupid face expression. he lik to sing along wif e music. i realli miss his nonsense. i also miss rena alot... realli.. damn lots. haizzz~ i realli miss those days working wif them. today went out wif jinhan..he say he wan go buy things ma..den go wif him walk alot of places. nv see a big guy lik him.. so picky bout things.. haha.. nvm la.. virgo.. haha~ even he also admit. den he keep meeting his frenz today lor.. even meet his sec skool tcher -.-" almost all wear black one. den also saw yong huat.. another part time bbq one, hu is bout 22 tis yr. haiz... den he...

haiz..today is e last day of work at mei zhen xiang le. feel kinda sad la.. i will sure miss e ppl there. today suai la... sick.. but still go work lor.. den uncle gif me strong panadol. haha.. today time lik pass slow yet fast. haizz.. although my working hrs is as usual.. 7am to 6pm, but i feel lik.. my time gt shortened too. haiz.. den jinhan realli help me burn cds n brew tea. hahaha! damn funny. i gonna miss tis partner sia.. he always kena bullied by me recently.. keep teasing him wif one of e gers there.. i will definitely rmb his 'life lecture'..by a 23yr old guy..haha!~ n his madness.. haha! always danced one.. haha.. damn funny. i will always rmb rena too...she is so fun.. when i first saw her, i felt a distance frm her.. but tok to her a few times.. she is realli beri nice.. den i lik to stick ard her one.. haha! she also beri funny too.. haha! i will also rmb ah keong.. well.. hu is onli a few mths older den me nia.. but insisted tt he is still korkor ever since...