zzz kena woken up by calls last nite.. wasnt realli in a nice tone to faezah. lolx~ paiseh la.. i realli hate to be woken up... morning liao. found out tt she din tell rui change of time.. so sianz.. so we two waited for her..reach bugis at bout 130+ n meet hanisha n atikah. went to library.. go ard lookin for e person to do e survey lor.. saw guixiang there. den we saw ah heng n maode. maode was lik... asking us to look at e things la. aiyo.. i called him 'cher' thrice.. n he responded. lOLX! n yea.. he's e one we were supposed to look for. lolx.. i luv e library manz.. is so nice.. i told rui, if only my hse in e future is designed liddat. lolx~ n she told me, will cost me a bomb. lolx~
when we goin off rite, we did a survey n gt sth la. sianz.. they all gt blue.. i gt yellow.. den rui saw her klassmates, suddenly she pass me one blue one.. so happy. lolx~ den becoz i lazy to tk two.. summore y shld i tk two.. diaoz.. so i gave one to guixiang. he look at me blur blur one sia. lolx! after tt, we went LJS n makan lor. we go home after tt.. zzz so sianz. but, e 3 of us still loiter at TM la. lolx!
saw huiyun n gang under peifen blk.. studying.. lolx.. i miss those times manz.. oh yea.. i saw thianleng..n his fren if i nt wrong..
hmm.. juz now we mention bout one name.. suddenly e past came back to me. only den i realise, i couldnt let go of e past.. yea.. tt's e reason y i keep tinkin back. e saying of 'dun ever mention their names infront of me' .. well.. tt's e reason. i noe tt i wan to let it go.. but in my sub-conscious mind.. it juz wouldnt let it happen. y izzit tt i cant let it go.. it's long over.. but i still can feel e pain. y? - couldnt stop asking myself tt. stubborn - mayb. well.. taurus's stubborn, everyone knows bout tt. xD ! e past is still fresh in my mind now.. seems lik it happen ytd. haiz.. i noe tt tis cant b done manz.. past shld be left behind... shld look ahead. but i juz cant help it. i will tink back bout wad happen occasionally. well.. perhaps when u notice me staring blankly in e air, frowning, i may b tinkin bout tt incident. hu knows. lolx!
zzz.. i seriously tink i need sumone to tok to... haiz.. jie isnt ard. sad.. kena chased by her bro. haiz.. now, i haf no idea hu to turn to. e onli person i can tink of NOW is actually jie.. haiz.. nvm.. may gt better tml. haiz~ sad.. can sumone juz brainwash me for goodness sake!!!!!!!! -.-" e impact is juz too huge on me le. dun play wif my heart, my feeling, my emotions, my trust towards friendship... it is damn fragile now. e same incident seriously cannot happen again... if not.. i dun tink i can hold on manz. ha!
- the names, the email adds had been erased frm msn list.. but e faces, e memories of happiness (perhaps) and pains will still remained.. cant n nv be erased.- can anyone ...... prove me wrong?? can U?
when we goin off rite, we did a survey n gt sth la. sianz.. they all gt blue.. i gt yellow.. den rui saw her klassmates, suddenly she pass me one blue one.. so happy. lolx~ den becoz i lazy to tk two.. summore y shld i tk two.. diaoz.. so i gave one to guixiang. he look at me blur blur one sia. lolx! after tt, we went LJS n makan lor. we go home after tt.. zzz so sianz. but, e 3 of us still loiter at TM la. lolx!
saw huiyun n gang under peifen blk.. studying.. lolx.. i miss those times manz.. oh yea.. i saw thianleng..n his fren if i nt wrong..
hmm.. juz now we mention bout one name.. suddenly e past came back to me. only den i realise, i couldnt let go of e past.. yea.. tt's e reason y i keep tinkin back. e saying of 'dun ever mention their names infront of me' .. well.. tt's e reason. i noe tt i wan to let it go.. but in my sub-conscious mind.. it juz wouldnt let it happen. y izzit tt i cant let it go.. it's long over.. but i still can feel e pain. y? - couldnt stop asking myself tt. stubborn - mayb. well.. taurus's stubborn, everyone knows bout tt. xD ! e past is still fresh in my mind now.. seems lik it happen ytd. haiz.. i noe tt tis cant b done manz.. past shld be left behind... shld look ahead. but i juz cant help it. i will tink back bout wad happen occasionally. well.. perhaps when u notice me staring blankly in e air, frowning, i may b tinkin bout tt incident. hu knows. lolx!
zzz.. i seriously tink i need sumone to tok to... haiz.. jie isnt ard. sad.. kena chased by her bro. haiz.. now, i haf no idea hu to turn to. e onli person i can tink of NOW is actually jie.. haiz.. nvm.. may gt better tml. haiz~ sad.. can sumone juz brainwash me for goodness sake!!!!!!!! -.-" e impact is juz too huge on me le. dun play wif my heart, my feeling, my emotions, my trust towards friendship... it is damn fragile now. e same incident seriously cannot happen again... if not.. i dun tink i can hold on manz. ha!
- the names, the email adds had been erased frm msn list.. but e faces, e memories of happiness (perhaps) and pains will still remained.. cant n nv be erased.- can anyone ...... prove me wrong?? can U?
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