was listening to sad song. n i was tinking e past.. everything everything... yup.. my mood is affected by e song again. suddenly rmb tt i realli had a hard time in sec skool.. well.. perhaps during sec4 nia. u guys could nv imagine tt.. haiz.. being betrayed.. being maligned.. n wtf things zzz~ forgt it.. if anyone of u read tis post happen to b my klassmates last yr.. well.. dun bother asking me wad happen.. becoz i noe wadeva i say, u guys wont believe me. so forgt it. at least now i am enjoying my poly life.

suddenly tinkin back bout e 4 smoking cases. ha! i rmb tt time when i told bingkun to smoke less or rather quit.. he told me is gd for health. and he even said smokers will always be smokers. even if they quit, one day they sure smoke back. at tt time.. i dun believe him.. we even went into arguement. is lik... da si wo dou bu yuan yi xiang xin ta de hua lor. meaning, i rather die den believe in wad he said. but after wad happen today... i feel lik.. i am admitting e fate now... but in sumwhere in my mind.. i realli dun wan to admit it AT ALL lor.. i wan to believe tt there will be AT LEAST ONE PATHETIC EXCEPTION! but damn.. i juz feel so demoralised manz...

actualy... rui noe bout tis.. i mean.. y i nt in a gd mood la.. she tok to me bout it.. lolx.. thanx for being by my side ah rui rui.. lolx!~ n yea.. u realli make me laugh out...eh..is FINALLY laugh lor.. lolx.. since juz now.. i juz couldnt laugh.. i read jokes also no use.. haha!(to rui: eh.. ur part is juz liddat la rui.. lolx! go do ur work!) lyn become my jie liao..haha.. dunno la.. she seems lik trying to cheer me up.. damn.. i am so touched haha! crazy me.. having mood swing at tis pt of time when tml gt tt stupid UT.. haha... no mood to study.. fine.. let's flunk again. xD

k la.. rui go slp liao.. i better go also.. if nt.. taxi fare CONFIRM kao wo le! lolx