haiz..tot tt i am nt gonna haf tt feeling again.. but seem lik i am wrong. ha! everything still seems kinda blurry to me.. i din noe wad is goin on wif me... i juz hope wad i am guessing will turn out to be false alarm. haha. finally gt out frm tt trap.. i wish i wont fall for another trap so soon... at least within tis yr.. juz need a break.. well.. realli a BREAk. hmm...tis yr chalet.. i tink will be kinda tough for me. as long as e rest dun gif me those face (nt sickening face la.. juz those curious face) when sumthing tking place.. den i will be alrite. haiz... is over.. i noe is over le... but i doubt e rest believe me.. haiz. even if tt feeling, i noe.. nt becoz of.. ha.. nvm. anyway.. out to those hu goin to e chalet... dun 'worry' bout me if u see 'sth ' goin on lik.. couple2 thingy b/w sumone n sumone. haha.. is none of my business liao. juz purely frenz now. ya.. hope u ppl understand. if i realli wear tt awkward face, is mostly becoz i notice tt.. u ppl r looking at me. hahahahhaha! =X k la.. enuff of tt. i tink e more i say, sum ppl might misunderstand me. lolz~

i am getting more scared day by day as i fear wad i am feeling is actually wadi tot it MIGHT be..at e end of e cliff, may fall anytime..ha! haiz...in fact, kinda distracted frm o's already. haiz. *petrified frm tt feeling... terrified of o lvl*