weird dream i had last nite... weird.. realli weird. i dreamt tt i was lik escaping??? den hanging out wif frens??? den i met him at my pri skool canteen (tt look alike ba)?? e dream feel so realistic lehh.. i saw him, n i walked past him for so long, yet, i din look at him straight, not even a hi.... in fact, pretending tt i dunno him... when i jolly well noe tt he was staring at me, waiting for me to acknowledge him. wahaha~
until when he left, den i realised myself staring at e empty air. haha.. i realli getting to wonder wad does tis dream means seh. e purpose of me listing tis part down is actually trying to find ways to explain y i react liddat. avoidance? no? i dun realli tink so?? perhaps it also symbolise tt, each of us went our own ways le... we were even seated at e different row of table, seem lik we juz 'walked' past each other in e life path. haha. i dunno la... weird dream, juz lik i said. i juz noe tt, there's sth more to meet e eyes in tt dream. my sub-conscious is lik trying to tell me sth also. haha~~ weird ah.
damn funny la.. tis morning, i received a call while i was lik slping + dreaming at e same time... i dunno hu is tt person la.... but i juz cont e conver wif her..
her : u nv come skool ah??
me : ya...zzzzz
her : how come??
me : becoz i nv come skool ah.. zzzzzzzzzzzz
her : orh.. okok.. call me back when u wake up...
MUAHAHAHA! den i juz orh.. den i went back to slp le... when i woke up, i suddenly rmb sumone called me juz now.. den i was lik figuring hu is tt, den i realise... ORHH.. WAN ZHEN LA... haha~!!~!~~! den i slowly rmb e conver.. i realli dunno wad e hell i saying to her seh. wahaha~!~!~ i realli find tt funny la. haha~!!!
however, i am still having tt special feeling right now. mainly becoz, i finally, n yes, i mean, FINALLY i found someone whom actually noe my feeling n understand me. haha... touched i shld say.... i dunno y, i juz noe tt, i wanna hold on to our friendship even more, becoz i dun wan to lose someone whom realli understand me??? haha~~~ selfish i guess.. haha~ but.. dunno leh.. been searching for yrs, but those answers e rest gave me juz upset me further. but onli her, tt realli make me happy seh. haha~~~
haha~!~ i am mad!
until when he left, den i realised myself staring at e empty air. haha.. i realli getting to wonder wad does tis dream means seh. e purpose of me listing tis part down is actually trying to find ways to explain y i react liddat. avoidance? no? i dun realli tink so?? perhaps it also symbolise tt, each of us went our own ways le... we were even seated at e different row of table, seem lik we juz 'walked' past each other in e life path. haha. i dunno la... weird dream, juz lik i said. i juz noe tt, there's sth more to meet e eyes in tt dream. my sub-conscious is lik trying to tell me sth also. haha~~ weird ah.
damn funny la.. tis morning, i received a call while i was lik slping + dreaming at e same time... i dunno hu is tt person la.... but i juz cont e conver wif her..
her : u nv come skool ah??
me : ya...zzzzz
her : how come??
me : becoz i nv come skool ah.. zzzzzzzzzzzz
her : orh.. okok.. call me back when u wake up...
MUAHAHAHA! den i juz orh.. den i went back to slp le... when i woke up, i suddenly rmb sumone called me juz now.. den i was lik figuring hu is tt, den i realise... ORHH.. WAN ZHEN LA... haha~!!~!~~! den i slowly rmb e conver.. i realli dunno wad e hell i saying to her seh. wahaha~!~!~ i realli find tt funny la. haha~!!!
however, i am still having tt special feeling right now. mainly becoz, i finally, n yes, i mean, FINALLY i found someone whom actually noe my feeling n understand me. haha... touched i shld say.... i dunno y, i juz noe tt, i wanna hold on to our friendship even more, becoz i dun wan to lose someone whom realli understand me??? haha~~~ selfish i guess.. haha~ but.. dunno leh.. been searching for yrs, but those answers e rest gave me juz upset me further. but onli her, tt realli make me happy seh. haha~~~
haha~!~ i am mad!
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