suddenly rmb yun telling tt she was goin to learn violin. n i rmb our conversation ytd.. n guess wad, i actually laughed out. basically is not becoz knowing her learning violin, but it actually brought back memories. haha... i rmb there was once an idiot, imitating e way a violinist play his violin, n he did it in a much more exaggerating way. haha... tt's so funny. wahaha...

i am not goin to skool tml... when i told my ah ma bout tt... she was lik asking me wad's wrong... den i juz ignore her. becoz i tot tt she noe tt is becoz i not feeling well ma... n i tot she will go back to slp after a few mins. however, she sat there looking down for quite long..until i find it weird n ask her 'wad thing?' .. den she lik... haiz.. i dunno la.. i realli cant show concern la.. i mean.. haiz... den she say tt 'i noe sth is beri wrong wif u...' .... say until as if she noe tt sth is lik troubling me recently??? haiz.. i dunno.

i am shocked.. realli... however, overjoyed at e same time. i found sumone whom realli understand me... noe how i actually feel... not my surface, in fact how i am inside. two things tt happen today tt make me happy. haha.. really.. haha...

as i read wad she stated down bout e inner me....e past juz came rushing back into my mind... before i noticed, i was already crying... realli... crying. i guess, nth will hurt more den those ba... those dark times... those times when i actually haf stupid tot in my mind... haha!! those WERE e days... but.. i am happy wif those frens i HAVE now..... really.. haiz... moreover, i found sumone whom actually noe how i was lik inside! hontou ni ureshii desu!!!!

haiz....