well... i was on e bus 291 tis morning den i suddenly rmb one analogy tt jingjie blogged last time. it is bout e bus to e life of everyone. he said tt, life is lik taking a bus. everyone will board e bus and alight. these ppl will b ur frens. they r known as passer-bys. tt's basically wad he mean... but while on e bus, when i tot of his analogy, i added more to his. haha!! to me, i will tk those ppl sitting beside me to b e my bestest fren on e world, those sitting infront or behind me, shall b juz a close fren. no matter how close we used to be, there will always b a bus stop for them to alight. there will b times when the bus get too crowded and it will miss alot of stops where new ppl wan to board it. this is where u miss those ppl in ur life. but e bus will surely become less crowded after some time. den new ppl will board e bus. it somewhat represent tt, new ppl will keep coming into ur life no matter wad. e old one haf to go (but stay in memories), n new one will definitely c...
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(take note : is a long post.. and i mean LONG!) whoa!! today is e first day of e 16th week. i am feeling kinda sad now. haha.. wad else? wahaha! anyway.. today WAS (how i wish tt it wasnt a 'was') a very fun day. well.. at least to me. e first thing in e morning, i already blur. gt into klass n wan to say tt SHAHID nt coming, but instead of tt, i say HISYAM nt coming. haha!! anyway..... early in e morning, i went to skool alone again... halfway thru, serene msg me to share cab.. so i agree. becoz i dun wan to let them wait for me even longer, hence i asked serene to help me buy chocolate cookie.. BUT!! she dunno wad to buy.. hence i went to buy myself. BUT!!!!!!!! there isnt any ideal chocolate cookie, hence i bought e BBQ thing. so went there n waited for cab wif them lor.. SO LONG ALSO DUN HAF A CAB. den saw li wee.. haha! gt her over to share cab together. waited until two 132 buses went off sia!! so in e end, we decided to go tk bus. we stood at e bus stop awhile NIA, one c...
hehe... i had juz change e blog music agaiN!!! whoa.. first time two different songs for my blog.. wahaha... but i settle for tis one. dunno y also... i juz feel kinda touched la.. erm.. both songs touched me la. wahaha!! wadeva... i chose tis for now.. but my friendster is still playing 'ai wu li'. haha!! anyway, this song is 'gan qing xian' by 183 club frm the latest taiwanese idol drama, 'ai qing mo fa shi'. haha! i find it kinda nice la. haha... so.. yupp.. tt's it.
last nite, i dreamt bout alot of things... but it juz seems so real. firstly, i dreamt of sth.. but i cant rmb clearly. suddenly, i dreamt of a band infront of me... is lik... mixture of JYSB n RPWS ppl.. i duno whom r those RPWS ppl, i juz knew is them. suddenly they start playing one song.. i cant rmb e name.. but.. it juz feel so familiar to me. some of my klassmates were wif me... well... i cant rmb hu... but i gt so agitated to tt extent of wanting to join them, oh yea.. i tink i asked liwee to join in wif me as she's band member too. haha!~ the place is lik open-space.. as if they r holding a concert. after they finish, is already at dusk... den i rmb, i am still happily goin back home wif my klassmates... den finally i rmb one of them is wz. haha!!!!!! weird ah, she appear in my dream. haha!~ still gt one more person... den.. i rmb we were chatting happily in wen jie's room (oh well.. in my dream he dun even exist =X). suddenly sumone came into our room.. a guy.. i cant...
if you ppl have notice, i had change the blog music to 'ai wu li' by kelly poon. i chose this music becoz, i lik e lyrics... kinda of touched by tt. haha! is a break-up song... haha~ describe the feeling after breaking up. lik so nice and touching la. tis song is MINE!! wahaha =X i shall put it as COPYRIGHT .. well... other den kelly.. tis is mine. =X i wan to forgt... but i cant... e words u said, seeing tt u'r so happy, i wanted to feel happy for u.. but... i juz cant bring myself to. i haf been trying to hide myself away from you without u realising. i wan u to go ahead n do wadeva u wan... but behind tt, i had been scolding myself for being stupid. this kinda of thing is selfish, only then i realised tt. haiz.. no one to let me confide in... even blog.. also haf restriction. haiz... oh well.. skool's goin to end soon anyway.... sometime i realli wish that i dun wanna come to skool... i dun wanna noe even a slight thing bout tt... i juz wan to go back to e past.. whe...
' HOW WELL YOU GUYS KNOW ABOUT ME?' ' HAVE YOU EVER WONDER, THE 'ME' YOU ALWAYS SEE DOESNT REPRESENT THE REAL ME?' these are two of the few qns i had been tinking lately. people always say i tok alot... but do they know that, i rarely or rather, dun even open my mouth and speak when i am at home? they always see me smiling.. but do they know, the real expression behind those smiling face? do they ever wonder why i tok nonsense non stop? i still rmb once zhanyuan said tt i am too immature, n i said this to him : " why do u wan to be so mature? being mature, also consider as being sensible, once you were sensible, you will get to know facts which might even affect you greatly, not juz for tis moment, but for e many many days or even years!~ at least, when u'r immature, how matter how hard the impact that e facts brought to you, you will still live happily... yup.. so-called happy-go-lucky... isnt this better? " people dunno wad happen to me in the pa...
juz now on e way back frm hougang to tampines rite, on e bus 72. i sat upstair and at e front ma. den i saw sth so funny to me. haha... gt one lorry rite, behind gt put one small tree la.. erm.. look lik tree to me. den gt alot of flowers growing on it. 3 diff colours la. den when e lorry is travelling infront of e 72, i saw e wind keep blowing at e tree. den e petals keep dropping la. actually... look nice lor.... i was lik kinda engrossed in it. den suddenly i gt one thought................................. WHEN THE TREE REACH ITS DESTINATION.. STILL GT FLOWER NT? OR BOTAK LIAO? haha.. tt's e qns in my mind la. haha ... but e petals floating is still beri nice. seems so romantic. haha!!! actually today went PS wif my klassmates during e 2nd break. reach there already 110pm le. gt e cards den quickly go makan le... den when is 2, we still outside. haha.. e klass ppl in my klass is so jialat. anyway, ytd they gt a 'fight'.. den spoil e ceiling thing. haha... crap sia. they ...
pls help me do tis... http://kevan.org/johari?name=ahyi 10q i am realli excited and looking forward e chalet la... hopefully tis time will nt be a mess. haha!! anyway... i also wan a chalet for my ex klass lor.. haiz... i wan i wan i wan!! haha so fast.. 2 more wks n WHEW~~~~~ graduate frm PL0204 le. it juz seems lik i juz found out tt i was in tis klass, n it also seems lik e first day i went into tt klass. i still rmb, at first, i realli dread goin to skool, in fact i go skool thinking, 'nvm... go skool, during e break can see rach they all'. haha! rui n hweeming shld noe.. every morning i used to complain tt i dun wanna go skool. haha!!! but now.. haha... gonna b e senior of RP le... yr 2 in two wks times. haha! fast ah? haha.. haiz...for e past two wks i had been enjoying la... can say so.. haha! haiz... i also dunno wad to say le.. update nxt time.. help me do e survey.. 10q!
was staring outside my window again juz now while listening to jj's songs. realise that there isnt any star out there tonite. suddenly tot of tis short conversation. Both A and B were sitting on the grass path n staring at e sky... A : (sound so disappointed) there isnt any star today... B : ( looking for star on e sky) u'r wrong. there ARE many stars on e sky! A : huh? dun bluff me! obviously, there isnt ... B : who says so? Stars are always on the sky... is juz a matter whether u see them or not. No matter wad, rmb tt stars always exist on the sky, they are always lightening up ur life path ahead... fear not, fear nth, they will always be by ur side! kk.. i beri lame.. i juz suddenly tot of tt. wahaha.. laugh all u wan, but comment bout tis part ISNT necessary.. if there is, tt is juz SO XTRA! =X
wah... friday nite rite, when i wan to turn rite... my legs CANNOT MOVE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den e nxt morning also liddat.. beri pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my whole body is aching!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dragged myself to walk lor.. but now.. better le la.. haha!~ anyway, gt one time i went home wif rui ma, den i told her bout ww n bk wanting to treat their guild members. so.. tis is e conver me : rui, u noe nt, ww n bk wan to treat their guild members to seoul garden leh.. rui : huh? so gd? (i tink tis is e conver) me : (den i repeat again).. n is on 30 feb........................ (i paused... ) me : eh... 30 feb... since when feb gt 30 de?!?!?! rui : *speechless + pengz + laugh* den i kena suan by rui le. =.=" wahahaha.. i forgt ma.. wahaha... btw.. last nite i saw a star outside.. so nice la.. i wan a star for my bday!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY 18th BDAY TO PINWEN N YONGMIN~~~~~~~~~~~~
You Are 16 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? heh heh... last time when i took it, i am juz 9 yrs old. wahaha... now is 16.. wahaha
i shall tok bout ytd. initially becoz e 'misunderstanding' or wad la... den i pek chek le.. i decided nt to pon skool le... li wee also. so we went to skool. n e klass is lik... =.=" so empty lor! summore i came late also! at most 3 teams onli... 14 ppl came. den we all all sat to beri inside e klass one. so when on e way out of klass wif liwee, i told her, e route today seems so long. wahaha~ n e klass was so quiet lor!!! so after we gt back frm cafe... zy was getting ready to go off le...den he jio us go again.. den was lik, i start to haf e thought of pon-ing le!!! we tok bout tt outside e klass.. kc also joined us.. den suddenly kc walked away.. den we asked 'eh? wad happen to u?' den he say 'fang pi.. (farting)' we all laugh until pengz!.... haha! n finally..... we both joining lor. wahaha.. went into e klass, n told lun they all.. mich heard n she turned n ask shihui whether wan to pon nt.. wahaha... lun's reaction ' BU KE YI!!!!!!!!' waha...
msg li wee and ask if she wanna join jimmy they all for pool... den i tot she cant make it as she was wif her frens ma... but in e end, she wanna go... so.. yup.. we meet up. went to look for jimmy, ethan n shahid at cine, kpool there at bout 6 liddat. haha~ so qi si wo... i played 2 rounds wif jimmy, n he won me... is all becoz i hit e black ball in at e wrong time!!! den he gt so hao lian tt he won me! wahaha. den played wif li wee... haha.... den also gt ethan. i kept saying.. ' e cue stick will fly' wahaha! but in e end.. i won him... feel lik... sometime he also gt gif way to me.. haha.. coaching me while we playing. wahaha! onli din play wif shahid nia =.=" he lik die die also dun wan to play. =.=" so after tt.. we went to city hall as shahid wan to buy tix. so reach there already... shahid say he wan go peninsula... den they lik dunno e way liddat.. den i ask him.. 'izzit peninsula plaza' den he 'ya.. i tink so..' den i show them e way n they ca...