Phantasy World

so sad.. juz finish watching e recap of mediawork. today is their last day already. frm tml onward, they will merge wif mediacorp... n onli gt 20% nia. sux manz~ frankly speaking... i find mediawork is far much more better den mediacorp. most of e mediawork entertainment show r their own ideas...n e drama r even much nicer den mediacorp. those sum show frm mediacorp r nice too... but most of e storyline is e same. SO BORING! no wonder mediawork gt e best channel award! ha! now they had no choice but to merge. i saw ch u new schedule on sat n sun one. damn sia.. e length of showing is shorter, n it has less prog. when wkdays start, ch u sure show lesser shows den now. argh~ seem to me tt mediacorp is bullying mediawork sia!...finally remove their opponent (mediawork) ar?! den lik... let them show lesser show already, den make e audience turn more to mediacorp show ar? mediawork at least touch more of e audience's heart n at least make us feel closer to them. n can see (/sense) t...

haiz...actually ytd tried e internet.dunno y lor..after i restart/shut down e comp, my modem cant use. den i told my mum bout it. den she actually say today we go to e singnet there n check. den suddenly tis morning she wake me up asking me to call e technical support there lor... if still cannot, haf to go down to e singnet there my own. siANZ!~ den after she woke me up, cant slp liao lor. den 1230pm onward i keep doin e internet one lor. den i called e technical one. he taught me how... but also no use leh. den i keep reinstall e modem. finally... i can use it. but i still encounter e same prob in e end lor. den i keep trying lor.. until bout 4++.. finally can online le.. den i heck lor.. i make use of it. i was looking for ppl hu gt e same modem wif me lor.. wanna borrow installation cd. den also ask huiyun go wif me to e singnet there.. but she cant. den i sianz le...dun wanna go alone lor.. den i tot of telling my mum, ask her go wif me other day liao. den online saw peifen so...

argh.. my comp broke down. haiz.... now using new comp. ha! but still gt prob. e modem gt prob lor.. tml haf to wake up early go down to singnet there. haiz.. had been goin out since sat (christmas day). sat go wif ah di, company him buy present. sun forgt go where liao... i noe gt go out. den monday go out wif joyce go find job. ha... we gt e job. but i rejected. haha~ is so damn far n e pay is so low sia. den in e end onli joyce work. but she quit already. haha! den tuesday go out wif sinyee. whoa.. she change alot.. become so chio. hahaha! den wed go out wif mother go buy comp. den thur (today) e comp came. ha! but haiz... alot of prob la. sad! now i hope hor.. tml gt a new modem or wad la.. den everything will be ok liao. den hope i wont kena any virus la.. lik spyware~ ARGH!

[cont...] when i was woken, e guys still playing mahjong sia... tt time is 7am. yh was back at 6++am.den i tried to slp back.. but couldnt lor.. i was shivering lik hell! my towel is nt enuff! den joyce also woke up.. den i went kitchen took sum hot water.loLZ~ den e guys went to slp in e living room. den wq woke up also. say i lend him my toothpaste.den i tink i woke pg up le ba..den after finish brushing, i went upstair lor. den saw...faiz,azhar n joyce at e mattress outside.. so we sit here n tok tok lor. e rest also woke up le.. den one by one join us. den sum of e guys stay inside e rm la.. i saw lc tried to slp again.. becoz still gt sum time before checking out. e rest also lied there. den wq keep being 'guniang' liddat... loLZ.. =X hehe.. den we play play there lor.azhar tried to slp... den he lik slp until suffocating.. den bk ask him dun die..loLZ.. den beri funny la.den bk, yh wq, azhar, joyce also lied there.. me sit there.. sum of them awhile later also sit l...

yea~ last nite din slp well... becoz ah di woke me up by sms-ing me. haha~ =X den kinda late den fall aslp. so i onli slp a few hrs becoz e nxt day meetin joyce to go phuiyuen hse to fry those food. tonite was e bbq nite. haha~ den i meet joyce le.. den went straight there.haha..phuiyuen's youngest sis, pei shi.. damn cute! haha~ den she also gt imitated joyce.haha! den we went to e kitchen n fry lor. i dun dare to go near oil..becoz last time kena a few times until i scared le. so they two fry.. i help them put into another tray all tis.. den help cool abit. if nt will turn beri soggy. after everything, her maid mopped e floor n joyce n me were in e living room.. suddenly heard a loud boom! den look to e kitchen..den saw phuiyuen lying on e grd. we rush there to check if she is ok. den she said her left arm tink sprained. haiz... den we go down to hail cab...den she accidentally broke her nail also.. den bleed. haizzz! den when reach e chalet.. all were out, we r locked outsid...

BLAHz~ juz gt back frm chalet.. finish my bath. haha! now drinking slurrpi.. lolZ. ok.. woke up early today to meet joyce at simei control station to go play pool together. haha! so happy sia! den as i was early, den e pasir ris mrt one is bout 2mins.. so i decided to tk to pasir ris first lor. den i sms joyce told her.. when i was at pasir ris. haha~ suddenly, i saw her boarding e mrt.. carried many things all tis. haha.. she was surprised to see me.. haha.. ya.. becoz she din see e msg. loLZ. den we played bout 3 or 4 rounds of pool.. she won me all. loLZ... damn... i am a noob! loLZ~ den went tanah merah control station to meet e rest of e guyz. suddenly pg told joyce tt they were at e bus stop already. so we called them to come back becoz still haf to wait for other ma. den huimin called me.. told me tt e rest r coming later.. we go first. ha~ den we board e shuttle bus n went to chalet! loLZ.. den reach le.. we walked e longer way to e bungalow reception. ha! den e on e way th...

woke up at 1145. went to meet joyce. tot i was late.. was rushing. den i was sms-ing when walking lor.. den suddenly i saw liwei, but i was bz tt time.. den suddenly sumone called me. Is wenqi lor. den say hi all tis.. haha.. he changed abit his hairstyle.. go cut ba i suppose. den went to tamp control station waited bout 10 mins for joyce.. den she ask me go up platform. den i show her e neoprints i took ytd. den bought ah wee present at raffles city, n joyce bought present for e chalet also. den meet huimin n ah wee lor. they eat at BK. den huimin look at all my neoprints.. den chat chat lor. den went to peninsula plaza, e agency tt rui intro to me. saw e notice outside.. den my frenz commented. kinda loud ba.. den suddenly e door open, n e woman sounded bu shuang u noe?! ah wee n joyce immediately turn their back when e door open, den huimin look there.. i hide behind e door. haha!!! juz nice ma! den went to international plaza again. went to kelly service lor. den they test how...

haha! last nite pinwen gt back.. den online chat until bout 4++am..hmm.. also gt ask him out (becoz lp say ask as many ppl as possible)..den he say 11 liddat can call him to confirm wif him. den e nxt day.. erm...willing to wake up at bout 12++pm. get ready my breakfast.. called liping lor. ask her bout today..wad time go out.. ask hu all tis. den confirm everything le. she gt her frenz coming too (yoke ling? dunno spell correct nt). den she ask me call pinwen.. hmm.. i told her mayb he still slping. haha.. called marianne.. called huiyun.. both cant make it. den called shijuan. after tt called pinwen. haha! i tink his mum or hu la... say he still slping.. den.. ok nvm.. when i was bout to hang up.. pinwen answered e phone. muahaha! blur blur one! haha! damn funny.. but he still can joke.. haha.. nt bad. den after tt.. he online.. den tok abit.. den i go prepare le. was meeting sj at 230. but i was late myself also la.. bout 240.. i called sj ask her quickly get ready. but she told...

liping called me tis early afternoon n ask whether still gt go out. becoz she din realli confirm anythin wif me.. so dun haf go out lor. so mayb tml den go. i haf to ask ard for ppl first. haha! strange... realli strange.. i haf e similar dream which i had dunno how many yrs ago. e feeling is so real... i was there.. one of e 'leading role'...i could feel all e emotions there...is so strange. now e scenario was kinda weird. i was wif frenz out in lik... farm all tis kinda of place. den...we were there for holiday. sum sort liddat. den we were having great fun. den suddenly dunno wad happen...abit blur here. i could onli rmb clearly is....when i was alone at one place doin sth.. i looked beside me....i saw one of my closest guy frenz.. but at tt pt of time.. i noe IT wasnt him..was lik a spirit. IT juz keep staring at me.. lik trying to tell me sth. i could tell by e way it looked at me. den sumone called me, n when i turn back..it disappeared. a thought juz came to my mind.. st...

slp at 6++am tis morning *yawnz*..lying on my bed since 4++am le.. haizz. den e nxt day.. i actually woke up at 8++am.. but i went back to slp. frm 12pm onward, i keep waking up every after 2mins. haha! finally 1pm liao. den suddenly gt 1 sms. i decided to wake up n go n tk a look. haha~ is frm one of my closest p6 pal...desmond. whoa... idiot he.. haha~ ask me ' r u sushi? (nickname la)' dotx! since last time until now.. still call me sushi. haha~ den we chat using sms for awhile until bout 2pm. omg...guess wad... one person frm my opp blk keep singing malay song.. though i dunno wad is it bout.. but i can tell u.. e person's voice doesnt sound gd..haha~ nt i bad.. is e truth sia. n is so loud.. omg~! couldnt stand it therefore, i told huiyun i goin down to meet her. haha~ meeting huiyun, peifen n shijuan for badminton today. i met huiyun at her blk n walk to e cc mac there, n saw peifen was there long before us. haha! we waited for shijuan...den when we saw her, we wa...

ah di called n woke me up today.. den meet him downstair to pass e office cd to him... den chat for.. at least 1hr le ba. standing.. haha! n he damn cruel ( yES! u r cruel!) go kill ant. lolZ...den went home.. watch mvp..haiz. tried to slp after tt... but couldnt.. so cont to chat. n one of my 'frenz' in fact pissed me off. well...now i do believe wad they say..perhaps she is liddat by nature. den chat wif jingjie n charmaine.. they tried to cheer me up.. well.. sumtime i do feel.. pri skool frenz r better.. haiz. but.. band frenz r nt tt bad either.. haha.. i am still glad i haf huiyun as my frenz.. haha.. summore stay a few blks away. den after tt.. i went to slp until bout 7++ liddat.. woke up. my comp monitor. dunno y.. cant on. so i off comp lor. den ask huiyun about tml de badminton...den tok abit.. den called sj n marianne. ok... tml onli, huiyun, me, sj n peifen si gui goin to play together. haha.. den was playing pool wif fuwen.. when huiyun suddenly msg me to tell...

today is another day to rot. purposely slp until damn late...woke up can eat dinner already. haha! saw kaihoow's msg to borrow cd.. den.. allow lor. he said tml morning come my hse tk.. eh.. i wan to slp!! lolZ! den while i was reading novel... he msg me again.. ask me call him at 2am.. hmm.. dunno for wad la. den i dunno is he workign at tt hrs ma.. so ask him whether to call his hp or hse.. den he say me back.. call e airport there n make announcement tt i am looking for him. hahaha! ok.. i gt it... den called joyce to ask her bout tml thing, she is sick...haiz... sick shld rest at home.. haiz.. better tk gd care sia! den juz now chat wif ah wee.. she told me she saw me on monday. !!!! i din see her. she told me, she was rite behind me at e escalator! omg! but she din call me.. becoz she said she also feeling sick.. haiz... another one... muz tk care! haiz..so sianz.. hmm.. today is wed le... a few more mins to thur...sat is coming le.. whoa.. kinda fast ar.. haizzz....yup......

haiz..tis is nt e first time already...n i had enuff of e nonsense... izzit true lik wad they say, actually she is tis kinda of person? nv changed? i dunno.. haiz... okok...ytd went library borrowed 4 chi novel.. since no job, damn sianz.. can read lor... den saw joyce n gave her a big fright.. lOLZ. =P. hahaha~ den ytd online.. tt incident happen.. make me unhappy already. haizz... den tis afternoon, wei2 msg say tml he can make it all tis.. haizzz... ya... haizzz.... tis sat is coming.. seem quite fast... but... gt a sense of unfamiliarize....hmm.. dunno how to put it la... ha! tml.. mayb go out check out things for sumone's bday...den thur goin out wif joyce go agency again...den fri go play hrs of badminton.. non-stop. haha~ shiok.. haha~

yea~~ i gt ' I dream ' mp3 le~ loLZ~ gt them frm sheerui. loLZ. i gt SLYVESTER version, TAUFIK version.. n e version THEY BOTH SANG TOGETHER! hahaha~ yup.. nth to say la.. loLZ.. juz beri happy i gt it.. ok.. here is e lyrics : I Dream in my mind i can climb all the mountains that surround me the spirit there that eagles dare to fly in my heart theres a spark that can light the world around me an open door where i am sure dreams are doesnt matter if i win or the colour of my skin cuz the race is all about believin' in yourself and i dream i can run like the win d and be strong when my heart just wants to give in and i dream i can be the hero thats in me when i dream i dreammm theres a time in your life when the odds are so against you theres no defeat if all you keep is pride first or last slow or fast there's a dignity that makes you keep driving on when worlds have come apart d...

actually is meeting joyce at 3pm at e tamp control station. den as i was goin out.. peigek told me joyce meet me 330pm at e tanjong pagar control station. die i nv been there.. den dunno how to go. den i rush lor.. after i alight at e interchange , i was sms-ing kaihoow, den i saw thianleng infront of me wif his frenz.. den i heck, i juz cut their path. haha~ rushing u noe..den when to e station, top up fare card.. den saw tl n his frenz there topping up also. den i go check e route to tanjong pagar...haha. i cant find it at first.. den took up a few mins den found it. den i went to tk mrt lor up there.. still sms-ing.. den saw tl they all again.. den tl came to tok to me... when board e mrt.. i happen to sit opp him.. den i dun wan ma.. loLz.. dunno y la.. den i say 'haiz.. forgt it' den i juz stand up n walk away,.,.. loLZ.. den i heard him repeating wad i said. haiz.. so bored sia..beri long sia...den at city hall i sms thian leng say bye to him.. loLZ. den.. i was late....

cindy bday. meet joyce early.. becoz wanna go apply job de, but when saw e building, feel intimidatiing sia. den forgt it. went to subway.. loLZ.. too bad.. tt is before 11am.. if nt can see one of my frenz working. lOLZ..den go buy cindy present. hmm..when to cs... den when walk past e cinema entrance, saw chuen soon. hahahahhaa! he there working. GUARD e cinema.loLZ! he stroll up n down there. den i told joyce.. she ask me go say hi, but i refused becoz dunno he recognise me anot. den, i dun dare to look at him.. den keep laughing. den joyce told me, he recognise me.. he is laughing. i looked at him. ya.. he is stroking his head n laughing.. haha~ den bought cindy present le.. went to meet her.. den kath, cindy,joyce, peigek n me went to cafe carlet eat. haiz.. i broke le... after tt meal.. i am left wif onli a few cents.. they offer to lend me.. but i dun quite hao yi si go tk lor.. haiz.. but in e end still borrow frm them. while eating, we shared e food n everything... i can s...

went job hunting wif joyce.. went to alot of places sia.. den at orchard there... while waitin to cross e road... i tot i heard weijie's voice... i was bout to tell joyce.. when i suddenly heard 'a... shuyi?' den joyce also notice tt voice.. den we both look behind.. reali is weijie.. loLZ.. gt thianleng n 3 of their frenz. loLZ~ wad a coincidence.. lolZ...den we cont to go job hunting lor.. haha~ ya..

hmm.. since din slp e whole nite.. so tired sia. time past damn fast..now den i notice, 24hrs is so short. haiz. den emma n rui woke up le... alfri came n join us. den we tok tok abit... tt was bout 6++ goin to 7am le. alot of e members had woke up liao. den there were two small cats.. keep meow-ing. loLZ..alfri keep chasing it away. lOLZ. but it keep coming back.haha. den alfri decided to go brush teeth, he brought his things down.. den as he walk to e sink outside e canteen, he throw his toothbrush up...juz to play la. but.. it was stuck up there.. e light there. lOlZ.. we all laugh until diaoz. lOLZ. he tried to get it down. den he go stand on e table + bench. lOLZ finally gt it down. loLz. bout 7++am we go home le.. rui , khiam cheong , qiumin n me walk together.. wah.. need slp so badly. is approaching 8am...pw is leaving le.. loLZ. say Sayonara~ haha! den gt home.. so slpy already.. wanna bath den slp, but my mum need to bath first.. den i wait.. wait until i kinda flared up....

actually now is at band camp.. ok.. let me go lik tis meet rui in e afternoon.. she late.. -.-" haha.. help her buy lunch le.. den gt to skool.. saw poon, qiumin they all.. den we sat in e canteen.. saw weiwei.. he juz bath finish.. den chat abit.. den poon say schedule gt change abit.. i kena shocked. no band prac tt nite.. but watch unborned. ok.. den go ava after makan-ing, watch drumline.. loLZ.. khiam cheong in there le.. den after e show end, juz now albert call me juz to ask for pinwen no. after tt they go play game.. amazing race.. me n rui kinda bored.. nth to do sia. quek damn cheeky.. loLZ... she 'taught' weiwei's grp (1st to come back) to hide first.. let e other grp tink they r e first. den e 2nd grp come... they tot they were e 1st.. den suddenly e 1st grp came out.. den all.. pengz.. lOLZ.. den e two grp hide. one at e water-cooler area... while other at e opp side. haha.. e 3rd grp came.. they tot they were first.. loLZ.. i saw bk so happy liddat.. ...

wad's wrong wif me? tml is band camp le.. i haf been waitin for so long.. used to be so high n all tis.. but is juz tml.. n.. i am nt happy.. realli.. nt happy. i noe partly is becoz of jobless.. but e other.. i am nt sure. now is raining heavily outside.. i am tinkin.. will it be raining too tml nite? juz tok on phone wif marianne.. she told me long time nv tok lik tis let's cont. she told me tml mayb meeting pw they all go eat.. becoz he is leaving for china on sun. sianz... no one let me disturb until dec11 le...haiz...no one to imitate me...no one to 'provoke' me.. no one to act cute...no one to keep putting tt crying emoticon le. haiz... frankly speaking.. dun feel lik chatting now.. in fact.. no mood for anything.. wanna slp... but i dun wanna waste tis nite, juz to slp... tis shall b e last nite i will be online. until mayb sun or mon. in fact.. i doubt i will haf e mood to online le.. haiz. feel lik letting him noe i am unhappy... in fact.. i dunno he sense ...

at first tot goin interview tml de, but i noe skali laicheng wan today. den i was prepared. den e phone ring, it was laicheng, she woke me up, telling me later go interview...saying thian leng cant join us becoz is female-environment. den ok lor.. meet at 1230 at bedok interchange. all e same thing.den as i was on e way to 69 bus stop, i saw huiyun frm far.. den chat wif her.. her bro n her mum there. after boarding e bus, saw celia n mabel.. lOLZ.. juz nice.. after alight we waited kinda long for laicheng. ahha~ she was late.. haha. den as we on e way to changi theatre, we saw sum of our skool sec5s guys.. they were also there for interview.. but is for another job. there was a green van at e roadside, den alot of ppl filling application form there... heard frm chiu hoon is packeting one. no wonder so many ppl.. den at our side.. damn pathetic.. onli e 4 of us there nia, worst of all, e person say e interview is cancelled due to e person hu had to interview us last min had meeting...

haiz.. actually tis morning laicheng called me wake me up.. becoz we goin to search for job den she also ask me accompany her go toy r us to apply also. den after i gt ready.. using comp le.. she called me n told me gt another job.. nt bad.. pay quite high.. but working hrs long. den we keep communicating using phone. den gt one is lik.. early shift another is late shift (3pm to 11pm).. i told her i wan e late one.. since i am OWL ma.. LOLZ.. den we online.. den try to find e place where e interview tk place. den jeraldine help us. haha.. thanx to her alot sia. den whye teng (rui's frenz) also gt help me. haha den in e end, laicheng say we go for tt job interview can le.. so we r planning tml to go.. gt celia, mabel, me n her.. mayb gt thian leng. but juz now tl ask if can bring along sum of guys.. den i told him cant liddat lor..den after tt.. i din realise he called me.. actually he told me tt he most prob go on fri.. den cheng mayb also.. if fri gt.. ya.. so.. most prob i al...

haha..hmm..tis morning gt my last paper..phy part i noe how to do..onli chem. haiz. den rush home. after tt rush to meet shijuan n huiyun. go play pool at bedok together. haha.. i keep winning.. hmm.. lady luck at my side today. except for one time.. becoz shijuan keep losing ma.. den huiyun n i say.. let her win liao. den ok lor.. i try to shoot also... but also miss... den when shoot black one.. den i purposely miss many times for her liao. den finally she gt it in. met qinghui there also. after tt we went nearby kfc.haha.. den dunno hu say 'hey.. shawn leh..' haha.. den we saw him working there.. we keep laughing, den he notice us, he was serving a customer den keep smiling non-stop.. den i saw him wave to us.. hahaha..e rest of them din see. haha~..den as we queue up.. we keep laughing non-stop.. becoz he la.. haha~ after tt we went straight to paragon.. go metro lor.. but it ended up taka tower B..they rejected n lvl student, den marianne dun wan... den me alone work? ...

today wake up at 1230 liddat. slp in e morning 6am leh.. haiz.. huiyun is supposed to wake me up at 12...but she go out wif her family. den i immediately call her..suppose to meet at 130pm.. but becoz she tell shijuan meet 130 at small mac.. den we two ended up meeting at 115pm. haiz.. i din eat my breakfast sia. lolz.den after bath.. online awhile.. saw jingjie.. ask him help me dl two files. he agree.. muahahha~ den i met huiyun at her blk.. we tok bout job interview all tis. haha.. she was wear red shirt.. jean den red shoe.. den she ask me izzit funny.. den i ask her wad colour is e jacket -> 'white'....den i joke saying ' u wan singapore flag or indonesia flag?' lOLZ~ since sj n her sis will be late so we tk 293 n go one round. when we reaching.. i saw my frenz n a guy goin to cross e road. den juz nice huiyun told me 'sj n sis juz gone out of hse' den i was kinda blur becoz of wad i see earlier on.. den i say ' huh? ur sis n ur dad goin out? den...

now listening to radio. cant slp.. actually is already 3.16am le. ok....damn pissed off tis afternoon.. den in e end sum of my relatives realli came... i purposely close e door one.. den my father ask me open.. den ask them open themselves. den i purposely show attitude to them.. since one of them say i rude.. fine den.. i shall show my rudeness den. but to my surprise.. my cousin was here. she is older den me.. hmm.. 20+ yrs old now le ba. she came n tok to me.. hmm.. she is realli beri nice.. in fact, i lik her alot.. gentle-speaking.. easy to tok to also. last time when i am bullied by tt idiotic same age cousin of mine,Gabriel, she helped me. haha~ dunno y... i dunno how to tok to her.. so i keep rather quiet. den she ask me dun so angry.. all tis... i juz couldnt hear anything in.. i juz dun wanna tok bout tt. den i ask her whether gt friendster n msn, she told me, she dun dare to use her bro (hu is my another cousin, younger den her..older den me.. wahahaha) 's laptop.. s...

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finish amath paper. but now damn pissed off. my aunt was looking for my father.. ok.. juz now i ans.. den inform my father.. he go picked up. den juz awhile onli... phone ring again... is my aunt again.. saying they all waiting at e coffeeshop... ask my father hurry go down. she sound abit impatient. den i keep calling my father.. but no reply.. i tell her... den she sum sort lik grumble.. den i called again .. finally gt response.. den i tell him they all waiting le. den i hang up le.. came back n sit awhile... my father lik no response again.. wait awhile.. he finally goin out. i heard his phone ring.. n normal ppl wif COMMON SENSE.. i mind u.. COMMON SENSE! will noe is my aunt calling to hurry him... i tink he nv pick up. purposely one... becoz of e bill. den he juz went out onli... home phone ring..wah.. pls lor.. so obv liao.. den i was packing my thing.. den pick up late.. den i juz say 'he go down liao..' WAH.. liddat also gt fault?! she started scolding.. 'so yo...

2 jokes at tis end of tis post here again le.. loLZ~ now listening to songs n doin amath.. ya ya ya.. amath.. haiz~ went for tuition... dunno wad's wrong wif wenqi tonite.. he is full of crap... make all of us cant stand him... lolZ.. but surely gonna miss tt... n those times when yanyan n him quarrel. haha! tonite is e last tuition tt we had together..yup.. lolz.. i pay attention to everyone during tuition.. as in their behaviour all tis. eugene as usual.. also abit gong gong (qns gt prob yanyan.. as usual.. hmm.. well.. she is ok today... dunno wad happen to her.. kinda active tonite.. lik to 'play'.. lolz.. kinda bicker wif wenqi today also.. lolZ...den i told her.. haha.. tonite shall be e last time u will hear him crapping..lolz~ den richard.. haiz...realli.. as usual.. always slp... tcher woke him up.. lolz.. den whenever he tok.. nobody realli understand.. lolz.. den today.. justin seem lik daydreaming.. hmm.. tinkin of sth liddat.. ya.. lolz.. den when g...

haiz..haiz..haiz...sad sad sad! core geography 2234 studied for 2 yrs.. haf finally come to an end...hopefully of coz. ok... tis morning woke up quite early.. earlier den last time.. den went to go.. n go up to hall straight..sat wif fatin n study. haiz... den we all went into e hall. e3 e5 all sit near e exit, while e rest sit nxt to us... well.. one row of table to separate us. lolz. den look at all e qns... i realli feel lik crying... haiz... at first i din realise is qns 7.. i tot is continual of qns 6.. den after awhile den notice. den i din realise qns 9 is below qns 8.. nearly miss tt qns. studied tourism last nite n tok to albert until 3am liddat.. but tt stupid qns 9.. onli one qns on tourism which is onli 7marks. haiz.. den din do tt qns.. haiz...i din finish any part.. all i juz do abit here n abit there.. gt a feeling i gonna fail my geog... well.. my humanities. haha.. but during exam, when i was doin, frm e corner of my eyes, i saw weijie lik lying on table. den suddenly ...

haha.. here again... listening to oregon...tt jysb played during rhapsody I... haiz.. seem lik gone back to tt time, watching ourselves playing. haha! looking forward to rhapsody III...haha.. looking at our JUNIORS playing.. hahaha! oh well. oh well... rhapsody III shld be on 2006 ba.. hmm..loLZ~ was chatting wif bingkun juz now, he told me to study wad wad wad for geog.. haha.. gonna do it later..hmm..noW.lolz..cannot later.. i cant study at nite de. haha! oh well..kk.. later.. after i finish tis. oh manz.. cant wait to finish o lvl sia.. left 6 days onli...less den a wk!!! seems lik it goin to finish beri soon.. but on e other hand.. lik beri long. lolz.. nvm me.. crazy le. dun understand y i am so excited bout e band camp.. lolz.. perhaps go di-siao ppl ba.. =X hehe..=P. now in my mind is, miss those band prac... band camp.. all e band memories, o lvl... wad happen within tis short 2yrs (well.. short?)...n i wan to look for a job..any lobang? lolZ! sat shun bian went takashi...

haha i tink i noe e 'tactic' to allow myself to surf net. lolz. gonna make use of tis ... lol~ now i am asking to close now my internet explorer...but i juz hide tt window away.lolz~ today woke up n do amath hwk... was listening to rhapsody I (ask rui help me burn out last time).. den memories juz flash back. haha..den msg huiyun to get syf cd frm her.. she told me she dun haf, say she borrow frm wei2, den in e end she told me she forgt she actually gt it. after tuition, i went to her hse outside n wait.. msg her le.. but dunno y she haven come out.. so.. i call her.. i was standing at e stair there.. tt's y she nv see me.. lolz.. when i told her i am outside, she ask where.. dun haf.. lolz.. den finally she saw me.. lolz.. gt cd frm her le.. but dunno wad happen liddat, both stand there.. she lik dun wan go in liddat (hor yun?) lolz.. den went home straight. lolz.. now online.. wanna try my luck if i can find 'yong you'... n i found it.. after finish dling it, ...

haha...lik friday onward i cant surf net sia.. i tink becoz of virus or wad la. den suddenly today can surf! so surprised sia.. juz nice.. i was so bored..bored to death~! no mood to cont wif my geog.. aww.. bored~! so i shall tk tis chance to blog. haha~ ok..ytd went out wif sj, go bugis, go orchard..go city hall..go tm, go cs.. haha.. we went ard places..frm bout 2.40 until 9++pm lolz~ we kinda stupid sia..lolz, we dunno our direction..n once i was so blur. it goes liddat... we were at e last cabin of MRT... den, we alight at city hall... sj went left, n i went rite..tinkin tt where i am heading will lead me to a shorter route.. n i drag sj wif me.. when i wanna cont walk rite.. haha.. i notice tt, tt was dead end.. lolz~ i was saying 'sj. walk here la.. shorter leh'.. after noticing tt.. i was so paiseh sia.. den sj say 'i find it odd when u suddenly drag me to walk e dead end way..' lolz...den i bought 3 blue colour items. die liao la.. lolz~ one handphone pouch...

today went tuition at 4. wenqi was e first to be there. we tok bout chalet n band camp. haha.. he mention he most prob cant stay overnite. when mention bout camp, he seems ... sad liddat. haha~! den wenqi reminded me of liping tt incident. ha.. found out is ah meng gave de. lucky them. haha~! den after gt home, saw tt stupid attitude of my father. nvm.. i also show attitude, throw my bag on e table, when tk my plates, i placed damn hard on e table. ha! he show attitude.. i show more.. anyway.. is my habit le ..ya..bad habit as u can say. i admit tt. haha! sum ppl may nt understand y... may feel it is wrong.. but.. hmm.. is becoz of sth.. tt y i show tt kinda of attitude.. u ppl wont understand even i said tt, becoz u nv go thru tt. mayb sum of u may wonder y liddat... or criticsing me behind my back (which i hate most), but do all u wan.. i dun care anymore. becoz tt also show tt wad kinda of personality u haf. =) watch spore idol..hmm...i agree wif wad dick lee say bout sylvester ...

haiz..tot tt i am nt gonna haf tt feeling again.. but seem lik i am wrong. ha! everything still seems kinda blurry to me.. i din noe wad is goin on wif me... i juz hope wad i am guessing will turn out to be false alarm. haha. finally gt out frm tt trap.. i wish i wont fall for another trap so soon... at least within tis yr.. juz need a break.. well.. realli a BREAk. hmm...tis yr chalet.. i tink will be kinda tough for me. as long as e rest dun gif me those face (nt sickening face la.. juz those curious face) when sumthing tking place.. den i will be alrite. haiz... is over.. i noe is over le... but i doubt e rest believe me.. haiz. even if tt feeling, i noe.. nt becoz of.. ha.. nvm. anyway.. out to those hu goin to e chalet... dun 'worry' bout me if u see 'sth ' goin on lik.. couple2 thingy b/w sumone n sumone. haha.. is none of my business liao. juz purely frenz now. ya.. hope u ppl understand. if i realli wear tt awkward face, is mostly becoz i notice tt.. u ppl r lo...

ok.. update for sat (6 nov): wake up early in e morning, meeting pinwen, gerald, liping to study. ask pinwen help me buy batteries... at first he nt shun lu.. after tt, he say he help me chiong to prime mart n buy. haha.. tis kor2 always kena bullied by me. haha~ den.. we studied awhile, suddenly wenqi came.. haha.. din noe he will come as he din confirm wif me. den we went outside e mac n sit. soon ah meng came. haha.. they went to buy anime toys.. lolz... den pinwen received a call, hmm...saying gt tcs gt audition on 27 (izzit?) but he cant make it, becoz go china. haiz.. den he also beri sad. den ah meng gt e keychain he liked, when he go back wanna buy, sold out liao. haha~ den bout time, ah meng, wenqi, liping n me go tuition together.. den saw thian leng n kenneth (-.-" reminded me of sth tt pissed me off!). den sunday nite, while watching tv, bert called n ask math qns. told him i will call back later after i solve, den in e end, he solve e qns i had solved except for o...