gosh!!!!! i am feeling realli terrible now. haiz! i hate having flu!! AHHH!!!
tis morning when i woke up, actually i dun feel lik goin skool one.. however, is all becoz of tt stupid UT i went! clara din come today! sianz!! my team onli 3 ppl, however we combined wif carney's team after tt.. hence, having 6 ppl. haha! today lesson still ok ba.. i agar understand... material sci is DRIVING ME CRAZY... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
anyway.. tis morning, i tot of queueing up for 969 one, den suddenly i saw hweeming n sj infront.. so i went there... den e 2nd ger in e queue rite, kept staring at me. so i told hweeming bout tt, n she told me, 'she also everytime cut one!' wahaha!~ so i was tinking, let her stare as much as she wans lo.... however!! I AM IRRITATED BY TT STARE EVENTUALLY! so..... i stared straight into her eyes... n guess wad, is juz 2secs, she turned away. alamak... pls la.. at least hold it there for 10secs ma! onli 2secs nia, den look away, wan to stare at ppl, also scared ppl stare back ah =.=" sickening ppl. especially herself also cut queue. u might b tinking i am bad... however... hweeming is worst den me leh!
muahaha! when we goin to alight at woodland rite... all e STUDENTS juz went off board, as for hweeming, i noe tt she is sumone whom will always wake up those ppl whom still slping on e bus when at e destination one. but hor.. when she saw is tt ger whom is slping (e one whom stare at me one), she told me 'let get off e bus n let her continue slping' .. omg.. i din expect she did tt. haha! so... i actually not tt bad le wor.. becoz when i goin to alight.. i actually turn n look if anyone called her up lor... in e end leh.. all e students alight le... all her FELLOW SKOOLMATES alight liao leh.. w/o waking her up =.=" den gt one uncle woke her up. haha!!
so i tot i actually feeling better le.. but den.. idiot.. i gt worst after half of e day.. after i gt back frm causeway pt. haiz!~!~ is lik... i dunno wad to do now le.. seriously. i dun wan to make myself unhappy n leave an emotional scar to myself .... perhaps i am selfish ba... but, who will hurt more eventually when e truth is out?? haiz.... during e 3rd meeting, i am lik tinking of many things la... tt's when i start sneezing le.. den stupid flu =.=" when is my turn to present.. i actually feel nth at all! seriously no mood... perhaps usha noticed sth wrong wif me ba.
initially wanna go talk wif michelle n usha one.. however i backed off after tt. zhen dun wan to go.. n i also no mood.. becoz i am feeling tt uncomfortable. do UT i also do until so tong ku. haiz!~ i am seriously not feeling alrite now, on medical terms n emotional. haiz!~ IT JUZ SUX! perhaps, shld get it over asap... haiz...
u noe, actually recently, i was too bored, n i actually went surfing n found one quiz of my past life one. so i did it, n they said tt e lesson i learnt last time is, muz use my joy to face all e obstacles or any difficulties in my life... n they say until, i muz b lik those happy n cheerful type lor. tt's e lesson i learnt in e past, n i will b fulfilling it in tis life. haiz~ it seems so true la... is lik.. i cant forgt bout it, all tis words kept flashing in my mind. it is lik, reminding me to face everything wif a smile? how stupid can tt be? however, i realise tt, it may b true.. many ppl said tt i am cheerful =.=" n my answer will always b 'gt mehz?' muahaha!~
haiz... i dunno... however i feel so stupid if i wan to choose to hurt myself in e end??? but on e other hand, i also wan to get it done soon. haiz! i hate decision making. haiz!~ is there a 3rd way out??? haiz!!~!~
I AM FEELING TERRIBLE + HORRIBLE!~
shld i go skool tml??? haizzzzz
i am sad... realli sad... upset.. damn upset.. to e extent i can cry for days. haiz!
tis morning when i woke up, actually i dun feel lik goin skool one.. however, is all becoz of tt stupid UT i went! clara din come today! sianz!! my team onli 3 ppl, however we combined wif carney's team after tt.. hence, having 6 ppl. haha! today lesson still ok ba.. i agar understand... material sci is DRIVING ME CRAZY... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
anyway.. tis morning, i tot of queueing up for 969 one, den suddenly i saw hweeming n sj infront.. so i went there... den e 2nd ger in e queue rite, kept staring at me. so i told hweeming bout tt, n she told me, 'she also everytime cut one!' wahaha!~ so i was tinking, let her stare as much as she wans lo.... however!! I AM IRRITATED BY TT STARE EVENTUALLY! so..... i stared straight into her eyes... n guess wad, is juz 2secs, she turned away. alamak... pls la.. at least hold it there for 10secs ma! onli 2secs nia, den look away, wan to stare at ppl, also scared ppl stare back ah =.=" sickening ppl. especially herself also cut queue. u might b tinking i am bad... however... hweeming is worst den me leh!
muahaha! when we goin to alight at woodland rite... all e STUDENTS juz went off board, as for hweeming, i noe tt she is sumone whom will always wake up those ppl whom still slping on e bus when at e destination one. but hor.. when she saw is tt ger whom is slping (e one whom stare at me one), she told me 'let get off e bus n let her continue slping' .. omg.. i din expect she did tt. haha! so... i actually not tt bad le wor.. becoz when i goin to alight.. i actually turn n look if anyone called her up lor... in e end leh.. all e students alight le... all her FELLOW SKOOLMATES alight liao leh.. w/o waking her up =.=" den gt one uncle woke her up. haha!!
so i tot i actually feeling better le.. but den.. idiot.. i gt worst after half of e day.. after i gt back frm causeway pt. haiz!~!~ is lik... i dunno wad to do now le.. seriously. i dun wan to make myself unhappy n leave an emotional scar to myself .... perhaps i am selfish ba... but, who will hurt more eventually when e truth is out?? haiz.... during e 3rd meeting, i am lik tinking of many things la... tt's when i start sneezing le.. den stupid flu =.=" when is my turn to present.. i actually feel nth at all! seriously no mood... perhaps usha noticed sth wrong wif me ba.
initially wanna go talk wif michelle n usha one.. however i backed off after tt. zhen dun wan to go.. n i also no mood.. becoz i am feeling tt uncomfortable. do UT i also do until so tong ku. haiz!~ i am seriously not feeling alrite now, on medical terms n emotional. haiz!~ IT JUZ SUX! perhaps, shld get it over asap... haiz...
u noe, actually recently, i was too bored, n i actually went surfing n found one quiz of my past life one. so i did it, n they said tt e lesson i learnt last time is, muz use my joy to face all e obstacles or any difficulties in my life... n they say until, i muz b lik those happy n cheerful type lor. tt's e lesson i learnt in e past, n i will b fulfilling it in tis life. haiz~ it seems so true la... is lik.. i cant forgt bout it, all tis words kept flashing in my mind. it is lik, reminding me to face everything wif a smile? how stupid can tt be? however, i realise tt, it may b true.. many ppl said tt i am cheerful =.=" n my answer will always b 'gt mehz?' muahaha!~
haiz... i dunno... however i feel so stupid if i wan to choose to hurt myself in e end??? but on e other hand, i also wan to get it done soon. haiz! i hate decision making. haiz!~ is there a 3rd way out??? haiz!!~!~
I AM FEELING TERRIBLE + HORRIBLE!~
shld i go skool tml??? haizzzzz
i am sad... realli sad... upset.. damn upset.. to e extent i can cry for days. haiz!
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