catch 'lake house' today with my bandmates and their friend. the show not bad, i like the storyline. Waiting... The fantasy of it is 'polluting' my mind. Guess what, in the middle of the show, i heard peifen said 'i feel lik sleeping'. LOL!! actually, me too. It is too draggy. however it got excited at the back. awww.. that's so sweet. *fantasizing*
look at the time now! I still can see the moon outside my window while i was sitting on my chair right now. It considered seldom that i will get to see the moon from my room window, even if i see, it will generally be in the earlier time, definitely not now. It is cloudy outside. The moonlight is immersing behind the clouds. however, sometime i can see the light trying to force its way out from the cover. lolX~ just imagine those type of cloudy day with the moon... oh yea.. it is something like, you put one rundown castle with witches flying around with their broom. HEHE! it fits well!
i am listening to two instrumental tracks of the tokyo juliet. i love it. the feeling is kind of undescribable.
just now charmaine tested me one joke. i guessed thrice... and i told her i gave up. however, i paused and i give it another try, and i got the right answer. At that moment, i just have one thought in my mind.
'It is actually time to stop faking ignorant or stupid infront of people.'
charmaine mistook that i meant it as to show my proudness =.=" but well, i am serious when i made that statement. There were times that i am faking as if i dont know what they were saying by giving them a 'huh' look but actually deep inside me, i know what's going on. well, perhaps this is good for me, as in people will think that i am slow or what-so-ever. I can sort of camouflage.
lately i realised i had set another protective layer for myself. i am beginning to observe people. I am not letting my guard down even with the people that i am close with. perhap is because i find that people is really not worth of me putting 100% or rather, 60% - 70% of trust on them. Or maybe, nono.. i think i dont even trust people. I will always go 'really???' and look deep into that person's eyes when that person made a statement. Sometime, even he/she ensured that is the truth, i am still reserving myself for trusting the statement, even until now just for that particular statement.
i am turning more evil, and i shant change it until i meet that some incident or some one that will change my mindset. I doubt that i am who i am used to be. I guessed, just let it continue ba. haha.. anyway, when just now we left TM, the sky were darkened by those heavy dark clouds. and guess what, i got so hyper and went non-stop about how much i love it. Some people might even be able to interpret what kind of person i am from here ba. lOLX~ go interpret ba. i think this is just like 0.7 - 10% of me. HEH~
so..
Simple-minded people better dont mess with me.
*wink*
look at the time now! I still can see the moon outside my window while i was sitting on my chair right now. It considered seldom that i will get to see the moon from my room window, even if i see, it will generally be in the earlier time, definitely not now. It is cloudy outside. The moonlight is immersing behind the clouds. however, sometime i can see the light trying to force its way out from the cover. lolX~ just imagine those type of cloudy day with the moon... oh yea.. it is something like, you put one rundown castle with witches flying around with their broom. HEHE! it fits well!
i am listening to two instrumental tracks of the tokyo juliet. i love it. the feeling is kind of undescribable.
just now charmaine tested me one joke. i guessed thrice... and i told her i gave up. however, i paused and i give it another try, and i got the right answer. At that moment, i just have one thought in my mind.
'It is actually time to stop faking ignorant or stupid infront of people.'
charmaine mistook that i meant it as to show my proudness =.=" but well, i am serious when i made that statement. There were times that i am faking as if i dont know what they were saying by giving them a 'huh' look but actually deep inside me, i know what's going on. well, perhaps this is good for me, as in people will think that i am slow or what-so-ever. I can sort of camouflage.
lately i realised i had set another protective layer for myself. i am beginning to observe people. I am not letting my guard down even with the people that i am close with. perhap is because i find that people is really not worth of me putting 100% or rather, 60% - 70% of trust on them. Or maybe, nono.. i think i dont even trust people. I will always go 'really???' and look deep into that person's eyes when that person made a statement. Sometime, even he/she ensured that is the truth, i am still reserving myself for trusting the statement, even until now just for that particular statement.
i am turning more evil, and i shant change it until i meet that some incident or some one that will change my mindset. I doubt that i am who i am used to be. I guessed, just let it continue ba. haha.. anyway, when just now we left TM, the sky were darkened by those heavy dark clouds. and guess what, i got so hyper and went non-stop about how much i love it. Some people might even be able to interpret what kind of person i am from here ba. lOLX~ go interpret ba. i think this is just like 0.7 - 10% of me. HEH~
so..
Simple-minded people better dont mess with me.
*wink*
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