hmm 2 posts in a day ah. recently i had been tinking lots too... in fact, i wasnt feel any better any way now... yet last nite, i seriously gt into a bad mood after tt incident. fine la... misunderstanding onli... den also my fault tt my msn lag lor. k lor... my fault, my fault. wadeva la... no use probing over trivial matter liddat... lik wad i said before in e past also, if small things can change friendship, den tis isnt friendship right from e start. haha... anyway, zhen also said e same thing in e past to me too.. muahaha~ kinda of universal ah? wahaha...
however, i am feeling better today... but .... curiosity realli can kill sia! haha.. anyway.. recently haf been tinking alot bout e past... but i tot back alot today la. bout erm... haha... nahz... is not yu qing wei liao, juz miss those days la. compare e past to now.... is realli a big diff. one whom i was once beri close to, another one is lik... not close... but better den stranger one. big diff ah? no? haha.. but at least to me it is la. i find tt, it is easier to lik e previous one, becoz i noe him quite well... but now.. haiz. xi huan de hao tong ku. however, there is still sth same for both of them... which is, hard to leave.
but den... tis time realli worst... becoz it might also involve sth else which i dun wanna lose at all too. eeyer.. i realli hate all tis. although i noe tt in e end, i will fall to e latter side, however, it will goin to affect it eventually n things will DEFINITELY NOT go back to its original state liao. realli... prob actually lies wif me. but... i will still wanna apologise to her (yes, her... u shld noe hu i am tokin bout ... yes is u la) firstly here la.
eeeeeeee~ i wan go back to sec skool la! =.="
juz lik i was telling zhen tt i regret for coming to rp. i shld haf take nursing. haha.. wait wait... actually e main reason is i am interested in medicine la. =.=" seems kinda fun lehh... den zhen reminded me tt, if i choose nursing, i wont get to noe u guys le. yup.. true enuff. i kept wonderin, how it would be lik if i choose e other route. i might be living a different poly life now wor!~!~! haha... another grp of frens... n i might having a different 'him' in my mind right now. haha.. INTERESTING LEH! however, tis case might b gd for me ba. who noes, i might not encounter tis kinda of thing le. haiz... it realli sux. haha...
den i was lik telling her... since is lik, we r supposed to meet one... but tis time round, it will b in a different scenario wif different issues. i might meet some of them in polyclinic or even hospital while i was having my attachment??? haha... or...met some of them on e bus??? or... trip them over? =X wahahah!!! hey.. interesting ya? haha... indeed interesting to me leh... haha!~!~!~ but hor, zhen told me to treasure now... true la. haha! since i choose tis way le... muz treasure. haha~!~!~ trying to!
haha!~~ i miss him.. realli... erm.. i mean e prev one. haha... dun tink too much, i juz miss those time wif him ard nia.. haha~~!~!~ i wan to go back to e past... so as i could choose again.. n i mean it. but i guess, i am in e situation of ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY le... haha... sianz 1/2 ...
so.. everything... see first ba.
however, i am feeling better today... but .... curiosity realli can kill sia! haha.. anyway.. recently haf been tinking alot bout e past... but i tot back alot today la. bout erm... haha... nahz... is not yu qing wei liao, juz miss those days la. compare e past to now.... is realli a big diff. one whom i was once beri close to, another one is lik... not close... but better den stranger one. big diff ah? no? haha.. but at least to me it is la. i find tt, it is easier to lik e previous one, becoz i noe him quite well... but now.. haiz. xi huan de hao tong ku. however, there is still sth same for both of them... which is, hard to leave.
but den... tis time realli worst... becoz it might also involve sth else which i dun wanna lose at all too. eeyer.. i realli hate all tis. although i noe tt in e end, i will fall to e latter side, however, it will goin to affect it eventually n things will DEFINITELY NOT go back to its original state liao. realli... prob actually lies wif me. but... i will still wanna apologise to her (yes, her... u shld noe hu i am tokin bout ... yes is u la) firstly here la.
eeeeeeee~ i wan go back to sec skool la! =.="
juz lik i was telling zhen tt i regret for coming to rp. i shld haf take nursing. haha.. wait wait... actually e main reason is i am interested in medicine la. =.=" seems kinda fun lehh... den zhen reminded me tt, if i choose nursing, i wont get to noe u guys le. yup.. true enuff. i kept wonderin, how it would be lik if i choose e other route. i might be living a different poly life now wor!~!~! haha... another grp of frens... n i might having a different 'him' in my mind right now. haha.. INTERESTING LEH! however, tis case might b gd for me ba. who noes, i might not encounter tis kinda of thing le. haiz... it realli sux. haha...
den i was lik telling her... since is lik, we r supposed to meet one... but tis time round, it will b in a different scenario wif different issues. i might meet some of them in polyclinic or even hospital while i was having my attachment??? haha... or...met some of them on e bus??? or... trip them over? =X wahahah!!! hey.. interesting ya? haha... indeed interesting to me leh... haha!~!~!~ but hor, zhen told me to treasure now... true la. haha! since i choose tis way le... muz treasure. haha~!~!~ trying to!
haha!~~ i miss him.. realli... erm.. i mean e prev one. haha... dun tink too much, i juz miss those time wif him ard nia.. haha~~!~!~ i wan to go back to e past... so as i could choose again.. n i mean it. but i guess, i am in e situation of ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY le... haha... sianz 1/2 ...
so.. everything... see first ba.
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