4/11 Corrinne May - On My Way

Corrinne May - On My Way

I received sms from unknown call ytd, which later I got to know was from my 婶婶. Apparently she got my no. from my mum. =.=" It definitely feels very strange. She asked why wasnt I schooling. =.=" After knowing that I couldnt afford to go private Uni, she offered to assist me if I really want to study in U. Was quite stunned by her offer though I half-expected that too. In the end, I rejected her. I wanted to get into U with my own efforts, may it be results or financial. Then she told me not to hesitate if I need any help from her. Her words were quite comforting to me. At least for that moment, I felt something called 'kinship'.

I really dont wish to accept any help from them. It's just me. I hate the feeling that my cousins will look down on me. Especially the eldest. =X Though we are of the same age, but things are so different.

Enough of that.

Anyway, I will only work till the end of this week. So ya.. I am back to being jobless without any income. So no more treats from me. xD They wanted to keep me till next jan actually, but the big boss had made order to cut cost because the companIES are NOT making money at all. Additionally, they just got two perm staffs. Lol.

I finished my work early as usual today and went to ask for more from Jessis. She looked down and asked me to stop making her feel guilty. I was puzzled at first but after that, I realised that she knew that I am only going to work till the end of this week only. She felt apologetic that she cant keep me though she had voiced out her piece of mind when it was announced to her. Lol. Surprisely, she said they should fired someone else, instead of me.

Ok la. In fact before I start working for them again, I already told myself that I may get terminated ANYTIME within SHORT notice, so I never expect myself to work there long. Although I remembered that, but I cant helped but to feel kinda of irritated. It's like, you want me to come and go as you like. But well, I'm actually looking forward to the end of this project with them since the beginning. LOL!! Therefore, I was quite elated when they told me I need not go to work next week. MUAhAHA! Strange enough, I will always get to stop the work everytime I had such thought. xD Lol. AIya... Although I am still like helping them with alot of those paperwork after all these shit, but at least I feel that I did things properly and nicely for them, in my opinion. xD At least, I will complete the given work for them before I leave. Dui de qi zi ji jiu gou le.

Shall take a break first before looking for another job. Ahh.. I hate job searching. Any Lobang? xD

Anyway... Nicholas was being such as an ass jus now. We were discussing about dogs just now when I realised he seemed to know a lot about them.

Me : Eh.. you got dog at home?

Him : eh.. ya... ....

Me : *was so enthusiastic upon hearing that!*

Him : ya.. got dog..... HOT DOG!

Everyone in the room laughed. =.="

That's not the first time. =.=" He was sick, but I presume he was absolutely fine after hearing such response from him. =.=" Well, he got a golden retriever. So good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Before I end this post, I think I can relate to this song.

I'm far away from what I've known
And there's static on the radio
Just
a girl in a car on a lonely highway
I've been up and down this winding
road
It's getting dark, the stores are closed
The map is wrinkled, my
coffee's turned to grey

But I'm on my way, I'm on my way
There
seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
'Cos I'm on my way,
I'm on my way
Sweet embrace, I'm on my way

So many beat-up cars
on this dirt road
I see them sputter and start to choke
How many miles
must I go till I rest in your grace?
I feel like giving up and letting
go
Let the world invade my mind, my soul
Will this road make me a sinner
or a saint?

But I'm on my way, I'm on my way
There seems to be
no end in sight
But I know I'll be alright
'Cos I'm on my way, I'm on my
way
Don't give up on me, I'm on my way

I can picture your
smiling face
Your arms stretched to hold me
Waiting there by the
gate
If I ever get lost, I know that you'll find me
There's a cross on a
hill
Saying, "Do not be afraid"

I'm on my way
If I keep you
in my sight
I know I'll be alright

'Cos I'm on my way, I'm on
my way
There seems to be no end in sight
But I know I'll be
alright
'Cos I'm on my way, I'm on my way
Don't give up on me, I'm on my
way
I'm on my way