23/6 忘记时间 （仙剑奇侠传三片尾曲） - 胡歌
作词：孙艺
作曲：程振兴
沉默着走了有 多遥远
抬起头 蓦然间 才发现
一直倒退 倒退到原点
倔强坚持 对抗时间
说好了的永远 断了线
期许了 不变的 却都已改变
紧闭 双眼 才能看的见
那些曾经温暖 鲜艳过的画面
渐渐地忘记 赶不上明天
只要用力地抓紧了想念
明天再也 没有你的笑脸
渐渐地忘记 忘记了时间
我只要沿着记忆的路线
到最深处 纵然那只是瞬间
当眼泪 滑落的 是句点
心里面 始终你 从没有走远
耳边 誓言 还在回旋
我会好好珍惜 没有你的明天
渐渐地忘记 赶不上明天
只要用力地抓紧了想念
明天再也 没有你的笑脸
渐渐地忘记 忘记了时间
我只要沿着记忆的路线
到最深处 纵然那只是瞬间
Many things took place within these two months - perspective and emotional changes, disappointments, broke down moments, anger, being lost and helpless, last but not least, being in the monotone mood with no up-and-down feeling despite of events where it should be present.
As saying goes, 经一事、长一智. Though it is a painful lesson, but at least I learnt something. And what comes after that was my realization about friendship. You know you need to talk to someone and a shoulder. However when you turn look around, there's no one you can turn to. When you want to open your mouth to tell them what is happening to you, the words are always stuck at your throat. When you express your feelings and thoughts to them, they will tell you that they know it now, but still continue to think it in their ways. [FOR EXAMPLE, is asking someone help me get sth though I've SPECIFICALLY mentioned that it is NOT a MUST and I meant it, but he/she still think that it is a MUST chore. After repeating myself again that it is NOT, he/she can orh-orh, but still think it that way, as if I didnt make myself clear. This is the most recent incident so take as eg.]
曾经对这一些事有过很多憧憬，不过到头来，‘憧憬’只是属于小孩子的专利。
现在的我，对很多人事物越来越容易感到失望。失望后、沉默、再站起来，又再失望、沉默、再爬起来，反反复复地发生。也许是真得累了，不想再多说些什么。
‘算了’- 现在我对人说的最多，就是这句了。真的，‘算了’。你记得也好、不记得也好，你在意也好、不在意也好，我对你来说是可有可无也好，你不帮我也好，我开心或难过也好，你不爽我也好，这一切一切都不再重要了，我也只能对你说‘算了’。哪怕再说下去，‘失望’就变成了‘绝望’。它们的距离也只不过在你眨眼的那一瞬间。
很多事
说不清，只能轻描淡写、
说不完，想法感受太多太复杂、
更是说不出。
昔日的开心时光只不过是一场梦，现在的才是现实。
在我的现实世界里，四处都是死气沉沉。
走在灰色世界的废墟中，只有我一个人。
在这空间里，没有时间的存在。
没有‘开始’，也没有‘结束’。
疲惫的拖着遍体鳞伤的躯壳，
也不知为何要一直往前走。
也许是希望能走到尽头吧。
可是，‘尽头’又在哪儿？
回头吗？
回不去了。
每当我迈前一步，我身后的世界也随着渐渐地瓦解了, 只留下了无尽的黑暗深渊。
我真的不相信会有人愿意一字一句把这篇文章读完。不过，那也不重要。算了吧。
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