03/12 A Slient Tear - Joe Yamada

A Slient Tear - Joe Yamada

After thinking about it for some time, I decided to blog out the dream I had yesterday morning.

After recording the mp3 yesterday, I went back to sleep and drifted to dreamland in no time. Hmm.. I dreamt of myself being in a very packed bus on my way to ...my cousins' place? The bus route was like the bus 19 which I used to take back during pri school days. I alighted at the usual stop and proceed to my cousins' place. Hmm... It was in the morning but dark clouds were everywhere. It seemed like it is going to have heavy downpour anytime soon. So, I took big steps forward. In reality, the place where I alighted was just empty lots with green grass patches. In fact, that was what it seemed to be at first in my dream too.

But in no time, I came near to HDB area. Weird enough, that seemed to appear out of nowhere. But I didnt find it strange anyway. The moment I stepped into the estate, the first building was in fact a NPC. LOL!!! So I proceeded to my cousin's place. Hmm... I dont know why, but the area seemed so unfamiliar because I actually alighted at another stop far away from my cousin's place.So, I have to go past many HDB so as to get to their place based on my memories.

The deeper I went in, the more lost I got. The neighbourhood was peaceful and nice. (Just like the kinda of feeling this music give me). Neighbours from everywhere gathered together. You know, they are just your friendly next-door neighbours who will always greet you with a BIG SMILE every morning. There are even residents having picnic at the recreational ground. Very relaxing. The building designs are very nice, even the lift lobbies too!! I've no idea why, but I didnt even realised that I was WALKING UP ONE OF THE HDB BLOCK, instead of taking a lift. Yes, walking up instead of climbing a stair. There's no barrier or handle next to me for me to grab or prevent me from falling. I was walking up a slope. When I looked down, I was shocked la. I was like... 5storeys high up. =.="" I could even remember it clearly after I woke up.

Then... I ran around the neighbourhood for hours and realised that I was going in circles. I was like trapped in the neighbourhood and the night was already falling. I tried asking around, but no one could help me. Then I realised I should backtracked to where I get in. So... I bypassed the recreational grounds and realised that there were no one there. And then, the neighbourhood suddenly became so dead. When I was nearing the NPCC, I saw someone dead on the ground and the rest injured. Cant remember what happened, but all I knew was, I wanted to run to NPC to get help as there were killings going around.

Then, I saw those policemen in the NPC being stabbed, through the opened door. I ran away la! I tried to run to the bus stop where I alighted, but it was all too late. Someone grabbed me on my shoulder and when I turned around, I saw one masked guy in black, holding a knife and stabbed me. =.=""""

Whoa.. I woke up immediately. xD! Sounds like story eh?

But it feels rather scary. Being trapped in the neighbourhood for so long. =( But I do like the neighbourhood environment there! =X

Weird lor. Monday morning I also had another dream associated with my cousin's place. It happened at the recreational ground near their place this time round. I was there with some friends (DMTS coursemates/sec school mates). Cant rmb la. It was a mixture. Then again, I remembered that I wanted to get wine. So... I went to the nearby shopping mall ALONE. After getting it, I dont know why, I just dont rmb the way to get back. P.S. The route was totally different from reality. I remember walking on a long walkway, bypassed a carpark, and to dont-know-where which leads me to the 2nd storey of the shopping mall. SUPER WEIRD! ZZZ.

Again, I was lost la. But I still manage to get to the long walkway which I previously past by. But dumb me, I went to take another route instead. Then I totally got lost. Luckily I met a girl on the way. At that time, I dont know what I was eating, all I know was... I had difficulty chewing it and talking. Oh, the chewing of it made my gum very painful. I only manage to mumble, 'where is blk 214?'. Then she laughed and asked if I was lost. All I did was nod. =.=" That girl looked like secondary school kid la. Then... she brought me around. Then I saw blk 216 at one of the lift lobby. Then I just, 'en en... ' and pointed to the blk, and signal a 'ok' to her. Then nod at her to say thank you. =.="" SEE.. I COULDNT EVEN SPEAK. =.=""

Then I saw those friends of mine again at the pavilion. Seemed to be celebrating someone's birthday. Lol. Oh Oh.. i remembered the lighting there. Wooden pavilion with those yellowish light. Just like those chalet places.

Oh.. And..someone... hmm.. is it teresa or who, said to me the moment I came back that, 'you are not the winner now! someone got a present 10cents CHEAP--ER than you!'. Then everyone burst into laughter. =.="""""""""""""

Siao liao. Super weird dreams lately. LOL.

I know some people are going to comment that I am guai pi le. But then hor, Guai pi is not used in this case. Guai Pi = weird habits. These are not even habits lor.