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What's your definition of friends?

The common thinking about 'friends' are people who will be by your side during your happy and down moments, and they will never forsake you. And I used to think that, you can share ANY feelings, thoughts and even your deepest secrets with your 'friends'. However, it doesnt seem to be that case for me.

Sometime you just dont know, or rather, you just feel that you cant share certain thoughts/secrets with your friends. I mean, those friends who are closest to you, and most prob the one who will know most of your inner thoughts and secrets.

There's a few times when I actually feel like sharing a part of me with them, but in the end I didnt. Instead, I shared it with another friend (not as close, but almost) instead. Then, I feel so bad about it.

"Aint I supposed to share that part of me with them? Why didnt I? Dont I treat them as closest friends?"

Such thoughts will then haunt me for quite some time. Somehow is not that I dont want to share, but... I just simply dont know how to.

In fact, I dont only see this happening to myself, but it does happen to other friends of mine. Lol.

Haha... You ppl can just ignore this entry of mine. I just find it purely interesting. Lol. =X

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