I... just read one heart-wrenching blog entry by someone who is considered as my 2nd degree friend.
Few days before, I read Pinwen's entry regarding Clifton. Though not as heart-wrenching as the one I just read, but.. is enough to make one sad.
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Something is punching my heart that strongly every each time I read someone's thought about the close ones who had just passed on; The first meeting, the happy scenarios, the intense moments, the smile on the special one face... and all these had turned into black-and-white pictures. The road to the wake, the casket, the photo... only these are coloured, the present.
I cant imagine what will I do if it happen to me. But one thing for sure, I will be so overwhelmed by the emotions and... I can never be able to express my thoughts and feelings so well...and so real like her.
As I was reading her entry, I felt as though I am seeing things through her eyes, feeling the emotions overwhelmed inside her.
.... I must say, she is really strong.
P.S. Maybe lately heard too many news of people (considered as 2nd degree friends) passing away, and death has never felt so real before. The feeling of close distance between the deceased and me scared me somehow that I cant stop myself from thinking what if this happen to me.
Few days before, I read Pinwen's entry regarding Clifton. Though not as heart-wrenching as the one I just read, but.. is enough to make one sad.
.
.
.
.
Something is punching my heart that strongly every each time I read someone's thought about the close ones who had just passed on; The first meeting, the happy scenarios, the intense moments, the smile on the special one face... and all these had turned into black-and-white pictures. The road to the wake, the casket, the photo... only these are coloured, the present.
I cant imagine what will I do if it happen to me. But one thing for sure, I will be so overwhelmed by the emotions and... I can never be able to express my thoughts and feelings so well...and so real like her.
As I was reading her entry, I felt as though I am seeing things through her eyes, feeling the emotions overwhelmed inside her.
.... I must say, she is really strong.
P.S. Maybe lately heard too many news of people (considered as 2nd degree friends) passing away, and death has never felt so real before. The feeling of close distance between the deceased and me scared me somehow that I cant stop myself from thinking what if this happen to me.
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