She always have her ways to push me to my tolerance limit without herself knowing it. I know I shouldnt blame her, that's why most of the time I just treat it as just purely a comment which I wouldnt bother much about it. I know that my words do hurt most people and I know they tolerate with me, well... same thing, I know she might be tolerating my words every now and then, that's why I forgive and forget about her words. But... one thing I cant tolerate is that, when obviously I told her before I dont like something to be done to my stuffs, she would just keep repeating her mistake.
Top on the list, I HATE people hitting my laptop ON PURPOSE, (if it is accidentally, I am fine with it...). There were such examples in class when I resorted to violence because people love to hit my laptop lid or even screen for no reason. FUCK - that's the only word that I would always nearly blurt it out and give them that glare to show that I will kill them if they dont apologise and stop doing it! Like hello, laptop is ex okay? Considering that I bought it using my parents' money (not mine!) at at least a thousand dollar, nearing to $2k. If spoiled, I dont even have enough money to repair it myself and neither would I want to ask money from my parents. You dont care much about your laptop, and THAT'S YOUR BUSINESS! You dont hit mine, and I dont do anything to you, but if you did, you are doomed! Dont ask me for medical fees after that if you jolly well hit my laptop on purpose knowing that I HATE THAT!
Because I treat you as my closer friend, I dont wish to scold any vulgarity at you, I dont wish to change face at you infront of the class. But.... having not able to resort to verbal abuse, I will end up resorting to physical abuse. Yes, I hit her using my hand hard on her head. Even if it is just my screen being hit by a plastic glove, but I HATE IT! I dont want my laptop to be harmed in any way, and especially I told you before I HATE my laptop being pressed and so on. ARGH~
Then, she hit me back, telling me that she hate being hit on head. And... so? I hate having my laptop being hit on purpose just like how much you hate people hitting your head! You have your revenge by hitting back on my head real hard, but did I even hit your laptop? No, I didnt! And yes, I am being calculative right now!
Because you are my closer friend, I cant bring myself to be fierce to you. I had to smile and told you I dont like it in a laughing manner, or rather, just in a saying casually manner. If not, I will definitely warned you fiercely when at least 2 'fucks' in each sentence I said.
Playing in a laboratory is not funny at all. I might play in class, tripping people, but I dont do that in laboratory. That's such a dangerous to play around and I doubt she know that I nearly fell when she pulled the chair away from me when I was trying to sit.
Some people might be thinking why am I blogging all these down here instead of confronting her. Some will say that I am backstabbing (I do feel like I am doing that because I am blogging it down) her, or some will think that it would be best to tell her straight in the face. Well, I accepted you guys' opinions. But for my stand is that, I really dont wish to say all these infront of her as I know that I will definitely lose control my temper. If I were to blow my top at her when I am confronting her after that, I would have rather blow my top right after the matter had taken place.
This is simply pointless. I have all these anger in me that I need to vex it out somewhere and this is where I do it. Dont come adding on to my anger even though you hate me or what have you, wait till my mood is better and I welcomed you! That's my words for you.
argh~~ I am...
Unhappy...
Angry...
Agitated...
Frustrated...
Irritated...
Practically...........................
FUCKING PISSED OFF!
Top on the list, I HATE people hitting my laptop ON PURPOSE, (if it is accidentally, I am fine with it...). There were such examples in class when I resorted to violence because people love to hit my laptop lid or even screen for no reason. FUCK - that's the only word that I would always nearly blurt it out and give them that glare to show that I will kill them if they dont apologise and stop doing it! Like hello, laptop is ex okay? Considering that I bought it using my parents' money (not mine!) at at least a thousand dollar, nearing to $2k. If spoiled, I dont even have enough money to repair it myself and neither would I want to ask money from my parents. You dont care much about your laptop, and THAT'S YOUR BUSINESS! You dont hit mine, and I dont do anything to you, but if you did, you are doomed! Dont ask me for medical fees after that if you jolly well hit my laptop on purpose knowing that I HATE THAT!
Because I treat you as my closer friend, I dont wish to scold any vulgarity at you, I dont wish to change face at you infront of the class. But.... having not able to resort to verbal abuse, I will end up resorting to physical abuse. Yes, I hit her using my hand hard on her head. Even if it is just my screen being hit by a plastic glove, but I HATE IT! I dont want my laptop to be harmed in any way, and especially I told you before I HATE my laptop being pressed and so on. ARGH~
Then, she hit me back, telling me that she hate being hit on head. And... so? I hate having my laptop being hit on purpose just like how much you hate people hitting your head! You have your revenge by hitting back on my head real hard, but did I even hit your laptop? No, I didnt! And yes, I am being calculative right now!
Because you are my closer friend, I cant bring myself to be fierce to you. I had to smile and told you I dont like it in a laughing manner, or rather, just in a saying casually manner. If not, I will definitely warned you fiercely when at least 2 'fucks' in each sentence I said.
Playing in a laboratory is not funny at all. I might play in class, tripping people, but I dont do that in laboratory. That's such a dangerous to play around and I doubt she know that I nearly fell when she pulled the chair away from me when I was trying to sit.
Some people might be thinking why am I blogging all these down here instead of confronting her. Some will say that I am backstabbing (I do feel like I am doing that because I am blogging it down) her, or some will think that it would be best to tell her straight in the face. Well, I accepted you guys' opinions. But for my stand is that, I really dont wish to say all these infront of her as I know that I will definitely lose control my temper. If I were to blow my top at her when I am confronting her after that, I would have rather blow my top right after the matter had taken place.
This is simply pointless. I have all these anger in me that I need to vex it out somewhere and this is where I do it. Dont come adding on to my anger even though you hate me or what have you, wait till my mood is better and I welcomed you! That's my words for you.
argh~~ I am...
Unhappy...
Angry...
Agitated...
Frustrated...
Irritated...
Practically...........................
FUCKING PISSED OFF!
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