i guess i am juz lik a pregnant lady now. during the pregnancy period, she will keep wondering wad e baby will come out to be lik, will he/she be abnormal? will he/she haf any illness, wad to do when he/she's growing up... she will be worrying bout everything!
yupp.. in my case, e 'baby' will be e outing on sat... i am worrying, i am stressing. i din make planning for so many ppl before, i onli do it for my section. outings lik, surprise bday celebration, surprise farewell party for our seniors n tt's it. haiz. i am nt complaining, i juz it to let it out. haha.. really hope e 'baby' will be fine. haiz... yaya.. perhaps using pregnant lady to do analogy is weird, but .. tt's e closest expression i can use.
oh well... tis is e 300th post to my blog le. haaa... nth to be happy or angry bout. ha. actually, i find tt.... i ....ya... find tt... i am back to myself. nono... i mean, back to my old self. i noe many of u dunno tt, i am nt liddat in e past. i have no idea wad is e difference in e ME in e past, n e ME now. but i juz feel sth different wif e ME now.
but one thing now i noe is, seems lik i am turning back to e OLD ME. yea... i dun wan to .. realli.. i hate to. i prefer e poly ME. i dunno y... oh my oh my... i am turning back.. haiz.... i feel so strongly bout tt. sumtime now i did things i used to do last time. for eg. i couldnt control my temper in e past AT ALL! they knew bout tt.. especially ah di.. also ask me to control my temper. haha~ but i dun... i juz blow my top at everything. in poly... i din .. whenever i gt how angry.. i juz cant bring myself to blow my top le.. well.. at least for most of e time le. but NOW, omg~ i blew my top at them for dunno how many times? showing them ap again? omg.... i juz cant stop myself. haiz~ but surprisingly , i manage to keep myself cool for once, although i am fuming wif smoke zzz.. yea.. u noe.. e mercury reach e tip of e thermometer. haha!~ tt's realli a miracle. haha~ realli...
k la.. i dun wan to tok bout wad arouse tt.. lolx~ but..to me, tt's lik a sympton to me tt i am turning back? omg....
yupp.. in my case, e 'baby' will be e outing on sat... i am worrying, i am stressing. i din make planning for so many ppl before, i onli do it for my section. outings lik, surprise bday celebration, surprise farewell party for our seniors n tt's it. haiz. i am nt complaining, i juz it to let it out. haha.. really hope e 'baby' will be fine. haiz... yaya.. perhaps using pregnant lady to do analogy is weird, but .. tt's e closest expression i can use.
oh well... tis is e 300th post to my blog le. haaa... nth to be happy or angry bout. ha. actually, i find tt.... i ....ya... find tt... i am back to myself. nono... i mean, back to my old self. i noe many of u dunno tt, i am nt liddat in e past. i have no idea wad is e difference in e ME in e past, n e ME now. but i juz feel sth different wif e ME now.
but one thing now i noe is, seems lik i am turning back to e OLD ME. yea... i dun wan to .. realli.. i hate to. i prefer e poly ME. i dunno y... oh my oh my... i am turning back.. haiz.... i feel so strongly bout tt. sumtime now i did things i used to do last time. for eg. i couldnt control my temper in e past AT ALL! they knew bout tt.. especially ah di.. also ask me to control my temper. haha~ but i dun... i juz blow my top at everything. in poly... i din .. whenever i gt how angry.. i juz cant bring myself to blow my top le.. well.. at least for most of e time le. but NOW, omg~ i blew my top at them for dunno how many times? showing them ap again? omg.... i juz cant stop myself. haiz~ but surprisingly , i manage to keep myself cool for once, although i am fuming wif smoke zzz.. yea.. u noe.. e mercury reach e tip of e thermometer. haha!~ tt's realli a miracle. haha~ realli...
k la.. i dun wan to tok bout wad arouse tt.. lolx~ but..to me, tt's lik a sympton to me tt i am turning back? omg....
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