9/3 S.E.N.S - Wish (Original)

S.E.N.S - Wish (Original)

I thought that she was bullshitting.

I didnt dare to clarify it either.

I told myself it was impossible.

Envious, whenever I see friends interact with their brothers.

"How I wish I have one," this voice haunts me for decades,

Getting back to reality, I told myself that it's impossible as it has never happen before in the past.

Then, I laughed it off.

Now, when I totally let this matter go, thinking that this is just some 無中生有 stuff,

the truth revealed, when I'm totally unprepared.

也許， 如果他從來沒在這世上出現過，我也不會這麼得難過和遺憾。

對於這個沒有的東西和永遠不會屬于我的東西，

我是覺得自己在‘無中生有’。

沒有就算了。因為，根本就‘沒有’。

可是，原來這些是‘有的’、屬於我的，只是來不及了，没机会了。

希望了這麼多年的事，終於‘夢想成真’，不過那只是‘曾經’。

"After two decades of hoping and convincing myself that it's impossible, i was told today that, i did have my wish came true 26yrs ago."

真諷刺。。。

Finally I realised that you dont always feels happy when your wish comes true.

“喂，猪头，我还来不及欺负你、也来不及叫你一声呢！

也对不起啦，这么多年了，到今天才知道你的存在。

不过我想你也不知道我的存在，所以我收回我的道歉啦。

不知道你现在在哪里，会不会知道这一切，

也许你知道了，也正在生我的气（也许想要打我也不一定）。

也许现在的你很幸福, 这也好啦.

不过不管怎样啦，我先跟你约好，下辈子你不可以这么快离开哦！

因为是你欠我的，所以下辈子你要对我千依百顺，也要让我欺负的够本！！！

知道吗！！！”