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I guess the waiting of NTU acceptance letter is tormenting me so much that I dreamt of it twice; Good and bad ones. =.=" Although I do know that the chances of being accepted is as only like a picometre size, and my main consciousness is acknowledging it, but it seemed that my sub-consciousness is protesting. =(

Aiya. No matter what, I just have to get realistic. The best way to be realistic is to earn more and more money. And that will turn me into materialistic. ...This reminds me of what someone once said to me. Ahh.. I just hope that I will not become a money slave if that day comes.

On a side note, friends around me are going overseas with their own group of cliques. So envious. Although I know that I will have the chance to travel overseas with friends in the far future, maybe when I am 30+?, but that's totally different! The difference lies with the age. It feels rather sad that you cant go travelling with your friends when you are still young, like 20+ to 25? =( I want to go travelling at least once when I reach that age range (I am not 30 YET!). Not only that, I also want to go overseas ALONE too. And get my way lost in a foreign country. LOL.

Sigh. When will those days come.... =(

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