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The top 12 were out but, blah.. I only like 5 songs out of those. LOL!!!!

Song no. 2, 4, 8, 10 and 12 were my choices. No. 4 and 12 were rather funny, however, no. 12 was actually a sweet song if you listen to the lyrics. LOL!!! No. 8 was rather sad. lolx! Overall, nice song with nice lyrics and with nice vocals (well, I dont really for vocal anyway). LOL!!!

Havent been blogging for a few days. It was a hectic week for me last week with all the 3 UTs and task of rushing FYP report. Bleahz.. YUCK! The feeling really sux. So not gonna remember last week. Eww~ Attended RPWS concert last sat with weifen and her bro. Pris didnt join us despite that she PAID for the ticket. =.="

Well well... These few days I've been worrying........over studies. Man, no kidding. This is the second time that I felt so ever worried and panicked over studies after that fateful day of announcement of O lvl results.

Looking at all my UTs grades and predicted module grade, I know for sure my GPA is going to drop to the 2._ range. Holy SHIT! I've been telling people around me not to mention anything about studies grades to me, but I ended up raising such topic, just like yesterday in MSN.

I dont know why the fuck hell I wanna raised the topic of UT grade with Char. If you wanna compared with me how bad is your UT grades, take my advice, DONT. Why? Because I got the grades ranging from C+ to E, mostly D. Wanna compete who wins with having the worst grade, I bet that you will lost. My UT grades for this semester are the worst through out my 3 years in RP. These really pulled my module grades down!!! I cant believe that after maintaining at least a 'B' for all modules (except 3 modules) since year 1, I am going to have grades ranging from C to D+ for my modules grades. FUCK HELL la.

I felt like crying so much after I raised this topic to Char. Immediately, I changed the topic. I guessed I lost my cool at that time, yaya.. including now. I wanna maintained at least a 3, but that's hard now. I really dont understand. Why I felt like I can answered most of the UT questions but ended up having such a fucking grades. The worst one was Nano UT 1. The moderation was horrible!!!!

Now, I am so worried about all my UT 3 grades. Nano UT3, crap! The questions were so easy that I thought why the hell I studied for. But after hearing that the lowest marks was 9/30, my heart dropped. I bet the moderation this time round will be like the first UT. Stem cell UT 3 was another one. Dr Kam showed us the UT question this week, the ORIGINAL UT questions (yea, the final UT questions that we took were changed). And holy shit, both were like asking for the DIFFERENT things! The changed questions were so vague and people can misinterpret so easily! Once misinterpret the questions, the marks were all gone! Can you even imagined how shocked my classmates and I were?

Next, Semi con UT 3. I answered most of the questions this time round and most of the answers could actually be found in the problem worksheet and 6p. I even filled in the answers so confidently! ZZZ... but I guessed the moderations will make it worst again as a lot of my friends wrote the same answers as me.

Lastly, the AI UT 3 yesterday. I could answered all the questions except for the minor part on DSC graph analyses. And I knew that I got one question right from Doreen after that. But.... ZZZ..... Everytime I felt that I could score good for this, the outcome will disappoint me.

So afraid! I dont wanna to complain such things to my friends but sometimes I do get carried away and mentioned these to people. In the end, I got so gloomy. As what I told weifen, I dont want to talk about anything to do with grades anymore. Everytime people who score a 'B', but kept complaining that other people scored better, I really have the urge to slap those people. I dont understand why they like to compare with people so much!

And if you are asking me back whether I compared with people, my answer is NO! I cant even protect myself now, why the fuck I have the mood to compare my grades with other!

AHHHHHHHHH~ *pull hair* So Frustrating!

Enough said! I am gonna study my Nano now. And before I go, I shall post this poster here.

Graduation hur?.... Ha!