梦想的滋味是甜的 (The sweet taste of a dream...)

I finally understand it. Last night, i was surfing the internet to "plan" my future and... I do have my plan. There are two careers that i want to pursue. The more I look into the type of degree in University and the path i wanted to take, the more i can taste the sweetness of success. Just by the basic requirements to get into such courses, i qualify. The only thing which i might not be able to get what i want, is in fact, my result.

I had been getting what I wanted during secondary school ( i always get into the class i wanted to get into.. i get the cca that i wanted)... as for now, i do still get what i wanted in another way; at least i am interested in my course right now.

I understand that, once you have a dream, work hard and strive for it. I have been keeping up to this... however, as the graduation day is approaching, I couldnt stop worrying about 'what if i didnt make it?'


You understand that kind of fear?...


Someone whom always gets her way... and at the crucial period of time, she dont get it.

Haiz... Why do I always have interest in those stuffs which seems so hard to reach for... haiZ!!!


Alright.. back to reality... I should tell myself, stop worrying for the outcome, pay attention to the process. Yes.. indeed! ..


eh.. Why do I even think until so far when my PP is not even started...


FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!