just let me haf that dream once again. just let me haf it. somehow i am confirming that the dream aint that easy anymore, there's more to meet the eye. becoz i am trying convince myself of something which is kinda impossible (however is not cfm non-exist), it juz make me afraid at e same time.
perhaps is that trauma was that much which makes me tink tt if tt really HAD happened a long long time ago, i shldnt haf forget bout it at all. at least, let me find that person back in tis lifetime. i am waiting.. really.. waiting and wondering bout e presence of that person whom i had no idea who's tt. i wish to extend that yuan fen if the dream was true and if i found that person. however, i dun even noe if tt person exist or not. someone told me go look for medium. LOL! well, somehow i guess i am goin to do tt when i haf e money in e future. of coz a trustworthy one, n hopefully i will get my answer.
but den, i am so scared. there also scientific saying. HAIZ! sekali juz becoz my sub-conscious? but y lehz... how could i haf e same dream after so many yrs and it felt so real. haiz. is bothering me, my curiosity of that dream is damn bothering me. haiz~
anyway, i tink i am goin to wf's bday party ba... frankly speaking, felt really honoured to b invited. LOL!!!! and then, we r goin to look for day to go haw par villa together. LOL!!! comments are NOT allowed except if anyone wan to tag along. LOL!!!
well.... i guess, if by that time we meet, i will b able to recognise u and by then, u r not allowed to distrust me anymore!!! ;)
perhaps is that trauma was that much which makes me tink tt if tt really HAD happened a long long time ago, i shldnt haf forget bout it at all. at least, let me find that person back in tis lifetime. i am waiting.. really.. waiting and wondering bout e presence of that person whom i had no idea who's tt. i wish to extend that yuan fen if the dream was true and if i found that person. however, i dun even noe if tt person exist or not. someone told me go look for medium. LOL! well, somehow i guess i am goin to do tt when i haf e money in e future. of coz a trustworthy one, n hopefully i will get my answer.
but den, i am so scared. there also scientific saying. HAIZ! sekali juz becoz my sub-conscious? but y lehz... how could i haf e same dream after so many yrs and it felt so real. haiz. is bothering me, my curiosity of that dream is damn bothering me. haiz~
anyway, i tink i am goin to wf's bday party ba... frankly speaking, felt really honoured to b invited. LOL!!!! and then, we r goin to look for day to go haw par villa together. LOL!!! comments are NOT allowed except if anyone wan to tag along. LOL!!!
well.... i guess, if by that time we meet, i will b able to recognise u and by then, u r not allowed to distrust me anymore!!! ;)
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