Lately, I am obsessed wif the ost, especially 3 of it, which one of it is e bgm for tis blog. Dunno y, whenever I listen to that, it juz gif a beri special feeling....as if I am lying on e grass, looking at e clouds above me, ‘flying’ across e vast sky. of coz not forgetting e sunshine...there’s a gentle breeze...haha.. perhaps tt’s wad I need now.

But e one in my blog now doesn’t really gif me tt feeling. In fact, it gave out a sense of helplessness...Departure...and perhaps hope. Some ppl listen to music juz becoz of leisure. Some might think ‘aiya.. juz a piece of song or music, y u go tink so much’. Haha.. I would say tis kinda of ppl r ignorant den, but...well.. who cares bout them. Haha! I stand by my thinking of music...Haha.. but I tink the songs were such a waste if they r being ‘appreciated’ by those kinda of ppl. Haha...

At least now I found some songs which can ease me so much .. really glad bout tt.. hahaha...

Lately, I juz feel so weird.. no mood to play maple.. no mood to use msn.. no mood to surf... no mood to even go out. I am juz alone in tis world... yes.. I am. I did things tt I always dun do.. as such washing my own cups... clearing rubbish frm my table. I dun do those in e past becoz I am lazy. But now I did... suddenly.

Liwee said tt I had been weird lately too... sry leh... I feel lik, I am pushing most of my frens aside now…as if I dun wan them anymore. Haha....T_T....*pause* sry guys... especially wee as I noe tt time u did try to tok to me but failed…lolx. Haha.... guess is time to set aside everything and b alone for a moment ba.

How I wish I could lay on e grass, rays of sunshine shot thru e clouds n shine on e land n me, gentle breeze brushing my cheeks, and I, looking at e different shapes of clouds ‘flying’ across e sky. JUZ ME ALONE there, w/o any worry.... W/o any emotions except for a sense of relaxation.

Yes.. tt’s indeed wad I need and wad I wan!