having mood swing i guess. i dun understand y i am behaving liddat. some ppl kena victimize. but i did try to control myself le, n u shld noe, there's always limit to sth... when i realli let it out, isnt tt obvious tt u shld juz stop ur nonsense. tml's kelvin's bday, dunno how they realli goin to celebrate. in fact i feel lik pon-ing skool tml... becoz is COMPUTING ! zzz~ haiz!~ sianz lor. n yea.. tml marked e end of 2nd wk of e 2nd sem. which means, e 2nd wk when OUR PS0102 ceased to exist.

frm wad i see now, sum ppl are realli happy wif their new klass, i admit.. i am.. well i am happy wif sum of them (becoz i dunno e rest yet)... but doesnt means i forgt bout e old peeps la. but sumtime, is juz e feeling tt make me.. haiz~ i duno la. i learnt.. i learnt to let it go gradually. nt letting e friendship go, but accepting e fact slowly... n i am doing it every sec, every min now.

seems to me, people r leaving one by one now le. i dunno.. is frm wad i see today la. ppl will NOT stay, but memories stay. i am searching... searching for tt unique feeling i once had. sumtime, i found it.. sumtime i dun. i juz need a direction now. n i had chosen... which is, move on wif e new klass, NT forgetting e old peeps.

well.. i am NT sure whether i can do it...but, i am still trying... as i noe, holding back e past n always hoping it will exist again NOW (in e end, things are still different no matter wad), will juz bring much pain to myself. yea.. tt's wad i am tinking. and i am nt saying, i gif up on e old peeps..For Your Info (FYI)! go slp le.. bb