rui ah rui.. haiz.. surely overslept again. so went skool wif hweeming onli. haha!~ we both caught e one of e subtitle on TODAY bout RP one.. at e same time. HAHA~ so yea.. i went to tk one copy at redhill n juz nice, met serene, wq, felicia n gx. we walked to skool lor... hweeming n i were walking behind them. haha.. she was also laughing bout wq's hair. HAHAHA! at plaza, den i overtk them ma.. den wq keep askin me walk slowly. diaoz.. n in e end, we go back klass together lor.

form our own grp.. n yea.. i dunno.. i realli dunno.. i mean.. haiz. everything is lik so usual... yet, e feeling is so diff. dean came to tok to us bout fri thingy. hmm... we even cont it in klass. well.. i guess it is settled? haiz.. i dunno la.. i now realli anything le.. too tired to tink bout anything liao. oh well.. dean n wq went swimming.. n when 6p.. wq told me tt hweeming went off liao.. 1pm their lesson end liao. DOTX! so gd..

oh well... today is realli beri weird to me. frankly speaking.. i cant pretend nth happen.. realli.. sth happened.. n it is still bothering me. i dunno how u will feel, or tink when u see tis. but.. yea.. tt's wad i feel. time is realli wad i wan now... i dunno how to deal wif it le. sth is so..amiss.. yup.. sth's missing.. sth seems so wrong here. ahh... haiz... i realised tt i had been sighing alot today.. n yea.. is so different.. may it be sth.. or may it be... ........ oh well. ha. i dunno... i dunno anymore. guess i am juz too tired liao.

perhaps... all i am sure now is.. i REALLI need sumone to be by my side at tis pt of time, ALOT. i realli haf no idea hu e sumone will be... haiz.. i dunno...n yea.. i realli mean ALOT ALOT... sumone hu actually can listen to me.. tell me exactly wad to do... lend me her/his shoulder.. oh well.. yea... those were things i need e most now exactly. haiz...... tinkin back..who were those ppl whom i usually confide to. fuwen? hmm.. so long nv tok le.. haiz.. kor.. haiz.. forgt bout it. huiyun, sj?.. HAIZ! even worst.. i juz couldnt find e topic tt we can even tok bout.. is damn hard for me to share wad happen to me in poly wif them. is lik.. we were in two diff channel le.. HAIZ!!! hu else.. haiz.. i dunno.. i realli dunno.. where's tt sumone!!! haiz...

haiz.. charmaine ah charmaine. i dunno if u will c tis. but.. sry la... i was lik.. shocked when u gt so agitated when come to e topic of SMOKING. n u noe.. i also beri 'hao sheng' one.. lolx~ k la.. i be ur punch bag for today... since u recently keep kena frm me. =X lolx.. sry la!!! u nt so xiao qi one rite? =X