haiz... am i having mood swing or wad? tml band resume liao.. i dun feel lik goin back at all! juz feel lik quiting liao, since i dun tink there is any cca pt either!!! go back.. see tt sickening face. asshole! last nite while chatting wif pw, suddenly a qns approached me. " every twinkle look lik a flashlight which is seen when sumone took pic rite? wad if, i look at e stars, tink of e old days, n let e 'twinkle' tk 'pic' of every scene tt i rmb, den keep it wif them... in short, i throw all e memories to them.. will tis worked? will tis make me stop tinkin bout it?' haiz.. so now.. if by nxt fri (21/5), if sumone still drag, lik fu yan wo...den, sat nite, if gt go beach, i shall do it! throw all e memories into e sky, to e stars, let them keep it wif them... haiz.. tt's when, i gif up. but, can i realli do it? i did qns myself.. n e ans i gt is... ' i dunno..'
你知道什么最可怕吗？ 当你已经失去了信任。 你知道什么让人最无助、最彷徨、最没有安全感吗？ 当你随时随地会失去一个容身之处。 It is during my stay outside for the past few days that I finally felt that, I am really better off living by myself. Without anyone dragging me behind. Initially, 我心心念念的希望可以快点回去我的狗窝。可是，我现在真的一点都不想再回去了。 我每天过的心惊胆战。 I read from somewhere that said, remember the one who help you, forget but never forgt the one who cause your suffering. Yes. I will always remember who are the ones who cause my misery and suffering. 将来一定原本戴利还给你！
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