Phantasy World

Yasuko Kyoda - Aqua After so many years, we finally had the class gathering. Everything feels so right and everyone are catching up with each other. 扫过每个人都没见他的踪影，所以我问：“他呢？没来？” 这一刻全场鸦雀无声。大家就用一种奇怪的眼光看着我，回答的人的声音也好像提高了八度，狐疑的似问似答：“他在几年前已经死了，难道。。。你不知道？” 那一刻，我僵住了。开玩笑的吧？我听错了吧？ “...Huh...? 真的？。。。假的？” 开玩笑的。一定是。骗人的。 “真的。” 好残酷的回答。 一股气涌上来。“为什么没人告诉我？！为什么不通知我？！！” 我觉得好难过，好像呼吸不过来。好气。到底是怎么一回事？ 大家你看我，我看你。“我们以为你不来他的丧礼，是因为还在生他的气。” 有病！ 根本就没人告诉我！！！ 忽然觉得好‘空’，好突然，脑子里一片空白。没办法接受。僵住了。 我感觉到时间好像在这一刻停住了。 在我还没来得及发现自己在干嘛时，我已经哭了。痛哭的那种。觉得好痛哦。 我知道我是在做梦。可是，还是好痛。 醒来后第一件对自己说的就是：“幸好，是梦。” I dont know why. But I have been dreaming of people around me died. Sigh. I wonder if it really happens in real life...... how would it be. I didnt expect myself to feel this way. It is like a 演习. From here, I know how I will feel and react. But Pls... pls... pls dont let it happen. Pls dont.

Pray - Justin Bieber (Girl Version) I am tired and seriously, I really 痛恨这世界的虚伪！Why?! I can never hide my emotions, neither can I be friendly to someone who I really detest. They can speak bad about someone behind their back and smile at him/her the next moment. What's wrong with this world?! It is tiring to look for people you can trust in this world. One of my colleagues commented to me once, "I dont know who I can trust." Indeed. It was so much easier to trust people around us when we were much younger. Because everyone wasnt 'contaminated' by this reality world made filthy by fakers. When I was a kid, I cant wait to become an adult. Because I can finally get away from school, the endless homework, get to watch tv till late night without nagging from my mum. Now that I have grown up, I wish that I could turn back the time to seek for the simplicity in people. I know I cant. I know that I am already 'contaminated'. I can have a thousand reasons...