Phantasy World

鄧健泓 - 捨不得 Click on the picture to get to the source. (with bigger pics.) For the 2nd comic strip, click on the picture for the ending. And I love this song of his. =( Hope that he will add this in his new album that is releasing in May. (though I doubt so...Sobz)

Lost And Found Letter to you "On this same Monday yrs back, were you struggling back then? Were you afraid and desperately wishing someone could help you but all you got back was the great sense of helpless and deep disappointment? Or perhaps you didnt feel anything at that time and then you were gone forever before you knew what's happening? The time distance between the both of us was something that I could never ever grab it in my hands no matter how far I tried to stretch out. Grabbed, opened grip and there was nothing, but air. It was a tough week and I think it's coming to an end, just like how it did yrs back. And I'm sure you know what's the thing that had ended. I was running away for the past week, trying to keep myself occupied with things to get my mind off you. There were hurting incidents which I managed to keep within myself for ages and I manage to control myself, but not this. For the very first time, I thought I was going to lose control of myself...

Kenji Nojima - Kiseki Had a long chat with my mum last night after I clarified my question with her. 2 hrs of chat revealed more untold stories to me which shocked me. Seemed like there are so many things that she kept it from me. And life was so happening for her before I was born though I doubt that she would want to re-live those days. Found out more about my grandpa which my uncle missed out. ( Fang, Xin, this matter has more than what you guys heard. Will tell you all the nxt time we meet. Dont bother po po or anyone else hor if not I dont tell you liao! *P.S. Dont even try to do it behind my back. I will know one hor. ) I rmb someone told me before that the design of the Marina Bays Sand was actually based on Feng Shui. And at that time, my reaction was so against that Feng Shui master, even to the extent of cursing that person and his family. In the end, .............................tsk, it really feels so lousy to know that I'm cursing someone of whom I'm related to. Or...

S.E.N.S - Wish (Original) I thought that she was bullshitting. I didnt dare to clarify it either. I told myself it was impossible. Envious, whenever I see friends interact with their brothers. "How I wish I have one," this voice haunts me for decades, Getting back to reality, I told myself that it's impossible as it has never happen before in the past. Then, I laughed it off. Now, when I totally let this matter go, thinking that this is just some 無中生有 stuff, the truth revealed, when I'm totally unprepared. 也許， 如果他從來沒在這世上出現過，我也不會這麼得難過和遺憾。 對於這個沒有的東西和永遠不會屬于我的東西， 我是覺得自己在‘無中生有’。 沒有就算了。因為，根本就‘沒有’。 可是，原來這些是‘有的’、屬於我的，只是來不及了，没机会了。 希望了這麼多年的事，終於‘夢想成真’，不過那只是‘曾經’。 "After two decades of hoping and convincing myself that it's impossible, i was told today that, i did have my wish came true 26yrs ago." 真諷刺。。。 Finally I realised that you dont always feels happy when your wish comes true. “喂，猪头，我还来不及欺负你、也来不及叫你一声呢！ 也对不起啦，这么多年了，到今天才知道你的存在。 不过我想你也不知道我的存在，所以我收回我的道歉啦。 不知道你现在在哪里...