Phantasy World

i just received the pizza hut outing (which is on 25 july) picture today! here... ~~~ anyway, let's talk about ytd! we had birthday celebration during the 2nd breakout for hanisha (whose bday is on tuesday) and faezah (whose bday is on thur which is ytd)!! it was fun la. i went straight to the 6th floor to look for the rest and only when at the canteen, when syam I mentioned bout syam A, den i rmb...! lolX! because syam I said sth like syam A's hp got prob or wad-so-eva, i had to contact ethan just to get syam A to the phone. MUAHAHA! evil~~ that's the good thing about having two different group of friends being in the same class. lol!! anyway, we got the cake and faezah came first la. because hanisha was as slow as ever =X, they told faezah to blow the cake. but because they didnt specify WHO to blow it, kelvin blew it =.=" he still dare to say he just celebrate his 19th bday, so next year no need to celebrate. lol! OMG! he HAVE NOT even celebrate his 18th bday la......

UPDATED !!!! (last update : 28 july) HEY! i should be blogging about yesterday's outing, however i was too tired when i got home, so.. here it is! i shall set it as yesterday's. Meeting michelle and weifen at 1030 at buona vista mrt station! i reached at around.. hmm... 1033am. Weifen and I arrived together lor! lolX! so we went to haw par villa first. the weather is damn hot, but there's still people there la, mainly the foreigners and ah maS and ah pekS. loLX! Initially when i first reached the gate, there's fear trembling in me when i saw those big and long fake snake and some of the animals. Is as though as i went back to the times when i last visited haw par villa. So we went straight in the tenth court la. the punishment is really brutal and somehow it sort of convince me this time that hell DO exist. haha! So after we went out right, over there we can wear costume and take picture. one costume $4, but you can take as many photos as you wish, because.... you are u...

HEY! last night i just remembered that i wanted to post a pic up here. haha.. NAH~ LOL! any idea what's that? LOLX! it is a cat, po si mao (i dunno how to spell in english) stuck in the drain. yan fen had that as her DP a few weeks ago and i was curious and i asked her about it. and is damn funny!! she told me that, once she saw this cat and she find it cute, hence she wanted to take a pic of it. But this cat was too shy, so the nearest place that it can hide is actually the drain. so it tried to hide in there, however it is too fat, that's why it stuck there. All thanks to it, we can get hold of a cuter look of the picture. *hohohohohoho* ~CAT STUCK IN THE DRAIN WHILE TRYING TO HIDE ITSELF~ xD --- next is, i just read the I-weekly magazine and one of the section is discussing about the violent in school blah blah blah. i came upon one short article about it and i find it so.. cute in a way. LOL!!! this is how the article goes, i translated it into english, hah... my translatio...

你叫我怎么再相信你？ 今日もひとり　何も見えない ~~~ http://www.chinatownheritage.com.sg/ The place where michelle and I wanted to go. =X

Praise me! I actually managed to tell char that deepest feeling in me - trust. kind of touched when she said that 'remember got me right!'. lolX! anyway, she was so accurate when she suan my past. i was shocked by the result actually. since she is so accurate, hopefully by now she know i wasnt that happy afterall like what she thought i was. haha! went to 6C today to look for weifen. and Jo really made me so.... DIAOZ. the moment we got in, they invited us to go for the seoul garden next tue. so nice of them, later i found out is actually weifen's idea. loLX! And because i was talking to weifen, suddenly i hear noise behind me. Jo forgot my name again! and he was like asking around behind my back (reminded me of that time when he called out my email add because he dont know my name =.="). I cant rmb what already because the rest started saying that he is bad, and i just say 'AH LA! i dont friend you liao la..' lolX! but he wrote my name in the end too. lOLX! i ...

lately always met diana on the 168 bus and we ended up sitting next to each other. haha. so i met jinsi in school. i think she rushed to class for nothing also, because UT cancelled last min. LOL!! initially we got 15 people came one. but carney went home because his wireless spoiled and he borrowed the card but i also dont know what, but he chose to go home. so after that, i went library and 7-11 with Usha, from far i saw someone familiar, and suddenly she tried to hide behind the pillar. guess what, is harpreet. she also pon school. =.=" so in the end, our class left 13 people. Borrowing books from the library is better. lolX! We did our research all through the books. lolX! just now funny la. cassandra, lina and i went to canteen together, i went to buy drink, lina went to buy food. after i finished buying my drink, i found lina but i couldnt find cassandra. at the meantime i saw dean, atikah and faezah, but i was too busy to look for that missing cassandra. LOL! lina and i act...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S23zGrTVEOQ that's a clip done by the RP yr1 students. i find it not bad, so share it here. I love the school after the night fall. It is really true that the saying of the school is more pretty at night. nice nice!! Anyway, just now i dreamt about what my team said ytd. about a baby factory. actually what teresa meant was baby PRODUCT factory. so... we actually made a joke out of it, and i actually dreamt of it just now. then, i dreamt of something 'sa-jiao-ing' that he wan to have a nugget factory, while the rest of us insist a baby factory. i just laughed out ... i know because i am having lucid dream just now. loLX! however, i am damn in e foul mood. early in tt damn morning, i was woken up by my ah ma. damn noisy la.. open the door, open e wardrobe, put the cup everything all so loud. den nvm leh... because i dont like my room door to be opened. but damn idiotic, she always dont close the door. especially when she wasl ik in bathroom or w...

i was surfing the youtube yesterday to look for S.H.E MVs. that was the first time i heard the song 'zhu luo ji', actually i was attracted by the lyrics, simply because they mentions about past lives and stuffs. and from there i actually went to type in 'qian shi jin sheng' to see if youtube have any clips on it. found quite a no., but mostly all rubbishs, majority were in jap, and got one clip was adapted from wan quan yu le. Actually there were calculations and from the numbers, we can see how we were linked to a particular person in the past life and now. however, it was only a short clip.. NOT ENOUGH! i tried searching on the net to get the whole video, but i couldnt find it. that was like... 2yrs ago. =.=" however, i manage to calculate one of it. It just seems so fake la... i seriously have no idea what to say although that's also what i wish it will be, but it is absolutely impossible. so. haiz. i was kind of disappointed because i couldnt find that clip...

I miss the taste of fernleaf milk. lolX! that's the brand of milk which i drank when i was younger. i still remembered that i would do 'chanting' before i drink the milk from the milk bottle while lying down (i think i stopped using the bottle at the age of 6 =X). awww.. i missed the taste, the yellow tin with those moo moo on it. loLX! Tomorrow's the big BIG day for Jysb and the jysb alumnis. It is the national compeition day. OMG! though i did not take part nor go back visit them, i cant help but feeling nervous too. just told rui to update me with the result. I am WaitinG!!! Of course, i will want them to get gold, but what counts are the process of the compeition (preparation + teamwork) and the matter of fact whether they did their best or not. One will NEVER felt being let down when one know that he/she did their best regardless of the result. You wont regret after everything with the grumbling. Lastly, all the best to them, however i do have faith in them as beca...

Your Eyes Should Be Brown Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

whoa! i am so lucky this morning. i got myself a seat on the single deck 168! lolx! well...i was the 2nd one to board the bus, SO LUCKY! lolx! anyway, i met jinsi on the bus and i helped her carried her stuff. lolx! initially i thought i couldnt make it (i mean when i am trying to alight), but in the end i did! lolx! so.. after alighted, at 169, i saw nicholas. Went back to class having no idea where to sit, only when i saw usha waving to me to get back to their table. so yup, grouped with usha, michelle, shulih and alex that crappy guy. lolX! so, as i expected, laughter day for me. they are so lame la. i just realised today alex is so.....erm, gayish. lOL! he kept disturbing shulih, and i saw those 3marks coming down from shulih's forehead. lolx! oh yea, we had fun in the lab today. we got to use the sphymomameter (the one which used to measure our BP, i think it was spelt like this) and stethoscope. so fun!! lolX! since my dream is consider tarnished, however at least i get to we...

i realised my fear. that's the bad point of believing in something which you will never get the answer, well, perhaps after you're dead. i FEARed that someone will come and prove me wrong. And THAT makes my hope, my dream, my wish (for once i finally found something to look into, or rather look forward to)...ALL vanish in just a split second. Yes. That's what i am fearing. Maybe not mainly because of the EXTERNAL factor, in fact, I, myself have doubt too. SO... *telling myself* damn you idiot, stop digging for any tiny weeny bits of 'info' which will prove me wrong! *telling myself* Read from some websites which always like to state that School is innocent, the outside world is complicated. Cut out that bullshitting. School aint that simple after all. Each has the complicated side in different ways, so stop jumping into that dumb conclusion. I shant elaborate any further. Been seeing things, but i understand they have their reasons, just that i cant help feeling bad...

last nite, i pondered when i was lying on e bed, waiting in the queue to enter the dreamland. LOL! and then... one thought came into my mind. everyone, each individual of us is actually e main character in our life, in drama, tt will be male/female main role. everyone ard us belong to those sub one.. 'pei jue' in chi. lol! so suddenly i gt abit dramatic, and tot of those sentence of how ppl can confess love.LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i tink those drama can make use of tis line. LOL!! sure damn -aww- one. loLX! if a guy : 'will u b the female main role starring in my life?' and vice versa. LOL!!!!!!!!!! dramatic rite? lolX! k... i juz realised i am not the only one being dramatic. saw gab's nick. tt's more dramatic. LOL!!!! stupid fellow... gonna msn him when he gt online, n i guess he shall b e first cousin of mine whom i will b msn-ing to ba. LOL!. oops.. e memories of our past flashed back in my mind right now. stupid + funny childhood. loLX! .................. oh....

just let me haf that dream once again. just let me haf it. somehow i am confirming that the dream aint that easy anymore, there's more to meet the eye. becoz i am trying convince myself of something which is kinda impossible (however is not cfm non-exist), it juz make me afraid at e same time. perhaps is that trauma was that much which makes me tink tt if tt really HAD happened a long long time ago, i shldnt haf forget bout it at all. at least, let me find that person back in tis lifetime. i am waiting.. really.. waiting and wondering bout e presence of that person whom i had no idea who's tt. i wish to extend that yuan fen if the dream was true and if i found that person. however, i dun even noe if tt person exist or not. someone told me go look for medium. LOL! well, somehow i guess i am goin to do tt when i haf e money in e future. of coz a trustworthy one, n hopefully i will get my answer. but den, i am so scared. there also scientific saying. HAIZ! sekali juz becoz my sub-...

ytd dl 'yi qian ling yi ye' in klass. yup.. is a chi oldie song frm at least a decade ago ba. first time heard it when i was.. erm. i cant rmb how old i was at tt time. was a song frm one short drama starring fann wong wif tt 3-sided mirror. sth lik past life n present life ba. actually i had totally forgotten bout tis song le... but when i heard tis song dunno during when rite, i gt tt special feeling, only until ytd i dl, n at nite i kept hearing it. actually i also dunno how to explain tt feeling. when i listen to tt song, i feel so nostaglic yet i felt 'sour' ard my chest part and feel heart pain. i also find it weird. so i stopped doing my stuff n juz plain listening to e song. i closed my eyes, n din tink of anything lor. den e image of e dream which i had a few times (yup.. e same incident tt happen in e dream) appear in my mind. e one, gt tt choo choo train lik in e old days china liddat.. den i dreamt my loved one killed in e train collision n i felt tt tearing...

well... ytd watch one clip in klass. gross i would say. during e presentation, nic pissed me off for e very first time. knn. michelle also pointed out my mistakes and joey had to help with e answering. is damn obvious tt he was having his revenge.. but damn fucking idiot him. i din even offend him lor.. e point up there are those common sense things, when trying to normalize e resistance, y do we use e AREA? isnt tt obvious ah? if u dun use area... u use wad? stupid fellow.. den e point up there were so easy to understand for his case, he still come question us. darn tt idiot, i told michelle i understand e meaning, but i juz dunno how to put in words. in e end, joey had to 'kiang' for me. nnb. he is on e verge of being blacklist by me. in e past when some other ppl say bout his attitude, i always listen nia, den say 'he aint tt bad actually'. but now. HA! anyway... if he see tis, i will b MORE DEN GLAD! HA! ytd presentation was kinda heated up b/w our team n his. oh we...