Phantasy World

haiz... am i having mood swing or wad? tml band resume liao.. i dun feel lik goin back at all! juz feel lik quiting liao, since i dun tink there is any cca pt either!!! go back.. see tt sickening face. asshole! last nite while chatting wif pw, suddenly a qns approached me. " every twinkle look lik a flashlight which is seen when sumone took pic rite? wad if, i look at e stars, tink of e old days, n let e 'twinkle' tk 'pic' of every scene tt i rmb, den keep it wif them... in short, i throw all e memories to them.. will tis worked? will tis make me stop tinkin bout it?' haiz.. so now.. if by nxt fri (21/5), if sumone still drag, lik fu yan wo...den, sat nite, if gt go beach, i shall do it! throw all e memories into e sky, to e stars, let them keep it wif them... haiz.. tt's when, i gif up. but, can i realli do it? i did qns myself.. n e ans i gt is... ' i dunno..'

5 may: haha.. today practical.. den.. when we goin to go up hall... reubens suddenly rmb his hp. haha! den he panicked.. dunno wad to do.. at first we tot of passin it to mrs shankar.. den in e end.. he passed to one e4 student.. haha.. juz nice mr loh there... haha...den we all -.-""" luckily he din see! haha! den.. when i doin e practical hor.. chem de la... i keep repeating e same experiment becoz e result beri odd lor.. den.. i tink i panicked le.. den suddenly i drop e test tube >.

4 may: today ar... stupid... gt back to our seat.. den e guys sitting arrangement lik beri messy.. haha! den... during chem lesson, mr phua din come.. den come in another tcher... i taller den him.. den he lik juz come out frm NS.. we all said he look lik wai kiat.. hahaa! den.. he lik.. gong gong one.. he dun realli noe wad he teaching.. keep saying wrong things or say e things wrongly.. haha! den.. joyce was sitting in front of me.. i asked her to sing.. den i listen. haha! den.. i was eating sweet lor.. den i suddenly saw azhar and e guys passing things ard... den i onli ask him wad's tt.. den he gave me two... haha! den.. since i eating sweets.. i pass it to joyce.. since she wan. den suddenly i heard tt tcher say ' row 3 column 5 '.. den i huh? becoz suddenly whole klass so quiet ma.. den suddenly yh shouted ' SHU YI! ' den i saw him pting at me.. den i went puzzled! after tt , onli den i found out tt he was asking qns.. but nt fair sia.. shld b joyce.. den...

3rd may: today.. eng exam.. dunno y... no mood to do paper lor.. summore so hard.. den everything i anyhow do liao. still feel angry.. dunno y... den.. beri sad... whole day no mood liddat lor.. haiz... den i beri tired...after doin e CME paper rite.. i still left 30mins to slp lor.. den i realli fell aslp liao.. suddenly i heard sumone coming frm behind.. i quickly woke up... tinkin it is mrs li... den in e end.. it is juz e cleaner.. haha!~

2 may: today.. beri disappointed + sad + angry! becoz of e stupid reason! juz cant get hold of my temper... when i trying to be serious and ask him qns.. he make a joke out of it... make me even more angry.. den.. luckily still gt fuwen..he keep being siao kia..(haha.. he ask me stop calling him tt..haha) .. den keep making me laugh~ den i offline liao... haha

Update for 30 Apr: today my bday.. in e morning i go skool... i tot my frenz all forgt my bday.. especially pg. i noe la.. she still grief over her. ahem.. shh.. den morning at parade sq, den suddenly ah wee come and wish me.. wah. she is e first one lor! den reading period.. suddenly pg lik kena shocked.. as if she notice she haf done sth wrong.. den she quickly wish me bday... haha... cute sia she! den go back klass.. i still sad.. becoz.. they haf wish le... but he haven lor.. summore.. last nite still ask me when me bday! stupid.. haha! den.. nt realli happy lor. den during lesson, i lik no mood liddat.. pg also notice.. den haf to force a smile. hahaha! den during i tink emath lesson... suddenly cindy wish me bday... den joyce say... 'aiya.. y wish so early' den cindy say.. ' sorry.. i wondering when to wish u... joyce... wish ppl bday still gt early and later one mehz?' haha! ok la.. my day abit lighten up by them le.. haha! den after taf, i was at e back of pa...