somehow, i find myself to truly understand what it means that the past cant be changed no matter how hard u try. actually, i had this thinking for quite long, yet i forgot to blog it. referring to the two same dream i had before. i believed that i had tried to make changes in the second dream for i was half-aslp and i know that i had the same dream before. i tried to change the ending, and this time i kept telling him not to go and do sorts of things. however, it's proven to be useless. it had always been the same ending and leaving me broken. haiz...
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bloody hell. initially i had told kelvin i am not goin to the gathering today because i had been spending alot lately. however, last night char asked me to go tampines with her today, though at first i told her i dont want, but in the end, i agree because she's alone. i din realise what's wrong with me, but i was damn tired last nite, went to bed really early la. then this morning i woke up, planning to get ready to go meet char, i just find that i couldnt even sit up. =.=" i tried to turn and sit up, also couldnt. i just felt aches all over my body =.=" then this time round, my throat got worst. great, i am down with fever now. =.=" i really wanted to cry just now, is so xin ku la. i told char about it, sry about tt. then, i tried to slp also couldnt. after sometime, then i fell aslp. i just woke up by the phone ringing la. weird, i tot the gathering is cancelled, but atikah still ask me who reach already? .... haiZ~ i dont know. *ache ache* i guess i am going ...
yesterday went yum cha with weifen and michelle again. however, this time round my throat felt weird, most prob getting a sore throat soon. maybe is because of that, i didnt have any good appetite for the whole day. after that, we went to cineleisure and played one round of pool. michelle started to request to go kbox. she seems so enthu la, because she is going to put braces soon. haha~ so in the end, we went. i sang. =.=" at first i was paiseh, but after awhile, i got used to it le. so we got two persons coming in to serve us at different time la. first is the ger, then is the guy. they say the guy gd-looking, but too bad, i find him short. wahaha!~ but that guy kinda cute when he's shy. haha! got once, the guy came in to serve us, then that michelle dont know say what la, so we said is so embarrassing to go out with her. then i saw that guy giggling. hahA! that michelle also keep disturbing him la. so when settling the bill, the ger came in. when she opened the door, michel...
hmm.. during the past few days, i wrote a chinese story and i showed it to some of my friends. thanx people for the comments, especially pingsen, because he pointed out the mistake i had made and show me how to improve on it. actually, there's alot of ideas in my mind now, but i am just lazy to start typing the first word to start the story. haIZ~ but also maybe, there's too many things going through my mind right now, bits and pieces. haiz... i had no idea where to start it. this holiday is hell for me. i am thinking about starting PP. i wanted to interview mrs shankar, but i am too shy to msg her. =.=" yea, SHY, u didnt read wrongly. This is so sucky because we cant even interview the facilitators, if i could, there's so many people i want to interview ; joy tan, liu li miin, mao de and mayb ting huiping? lolX~ PP SUX! yesterday while i was digging out of my stuff from the shelf, i came upon that Y-keychain. yup, if any of my secondary friends read this, they would k...
hmm.. i think this post came two days late (since now is consider 24 aug). lolX! 22 aug - last day of school~ aww, my long-waited holiday is here finally~ lolx! however, the baddie decided to skip school for pool, despite the fact that tue was the last day with the prob which interested me the most and of coz, UT after school. =X lolx~ Sky opened the door and he was saying so loud that we were pon-ing, and just nice, our course chair, joy tan came out frm 6D. LOL! weifen quickly hid behind the wall and they quickly closed the door, and most of us blurt into laughter in the class. LOLX! i guessed she heard our laughter and us saying we want to pon class, she came to peek into the class and she opened the door and asked us. she : 'where you guys going? pon-ten ah?' we : 'huh ? no la.. we going to makan, later coming back.' she : ' really ah? not pon-ten ah? later got UT u know?' we : 'yea.. we know...' she : ' must come back you know? last UT, must tak...
let me share this joke with you guys. i just find it quite funny lah. no other meaning. ~~~ Highschool Guy 1: You know my son? I'm so proud of him 'cause he was so successful. He became so rich that he gave one of his best friends a 2-million dollar Mansion for free! Highschool Guy 2: Really? My son's made me proud too. He's become so rich from acting and gave his closest friend 2 free Hummer H2's. Highschool Guy 3: Even my son got rich. He won the 8 million-dollar Lotto and he bought his friend a private yacht and jet. The fourth Highschool Guy comes back from the bathroom and overhears them talking about their sons. So he began to tell them about his son. Highschool Guy 4: Yeah, well, my son hasn't been as successful like your sons have. He's gay and works at a gay stripping joint for a living. Highschool Guy 1: What a shame. Highschool Guy 4: No, not really. He lives in a 2-million dollar mansion, owns his own jet and yacht, and owns 2 Hummer H2's whi...