long time din update le... during tis period.. many things take place.. but.. i chose to keep it as my personal memories.
k! today.. is a sad sad day. pg was beri upset today. morning go back klass.. see her eyes still swollen liddat.. still red... during lesson, she kept crying in silence..whenever she picked up a topic, she will always tok bout her ah gong.. or anything related to her ah gong.. haiz.. i kept telling her nt to tink bout it... but, i know, it is easier to said den done... me as her frenz, cant do much to help her, but onli lend her a shoulder. in klass, when she was smiling to us, i knOW! she was actually crying in her heart, whenever i see her liddat, i juz feel lik crying. i juz can SENSE her sadness. on e way to toilet, she started to mention bout her ah gong... in e toilet (gt one xtra person in there)... i keep consoling her.. as she was goin into e cubicle, i saw ... saw her... drying her tears... as she closed the door, i cant help it anymore.. i cried! whe...
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wah suai~ wake up le.. still sick! haiz... din go skool ytd.. den last nite sumone told me he was being humiliated.. haiz! well... i lik cannot speak lor~! lik need alot of energy for me to tok.. after tt, i will feel breathless lor... haiz! recapping wad happen!~ tue after skool, marianne, me, hy and wq intended to go get poon's present. marianne, wq and me were chatting in the canteen while waiting for hy. suddenly we tok bout tt bastard~! wq told me he go ask him wad happen... and he tell him his side of story. k~! after tt, wq say... he wan us to apologise to each other... saying tt senior shld take the lead~! pls lor.. wq.. sorry to say tis, but i juz cant do~! u dunno the bastard~! he will juz climb over ur head one lor, is nt tt u dunno lor!! if i apologise to tt bastard, u tink everything will be alrite?! anyway, i saw tt bastard's blog lor... saying but now he no respect for me, pls lor~!!! since when he gt respected me.. say until so nice liddat~! well... nvm.. he is ...
TuEsDay + WeD:
BERI BERI happy..haha....
ThUrSdAy:
MaRchIng AfTeR skool lor.. k la.. still nt bad.. haha!!! rmb mrs kavitha say she can gif birth anytime wor! haha.. cant wait!
FriDay:
aRmiNa bDaY! she received many presents tt day wor... haha if i am nt wrong, she called her dad to fetch her after skool! haha!!! rmb tis morning during reading period, trix/py ask mrs shankar to gif their present to huimin! haha... guess wad inside? haha!!! is a BALLOON! haha!!! i still rmb wad mrs shankar say.. ' u tink i am a garage woman?' haha!! den.. during recess, hm saw zh over there lik doin sth to the snail lor... den she actually already noe zh is goin to get snail for HER lor! when go back klass... lc and the rest lik so obv! den hm saw... she scared scared liddat.. dun dare go to her seat! summore they placed her bag on her chair... muz bluff her to go back to her seat... she still scared! den she flip open her bag and saw a box.. den she lik jump UP and run to...
tOdAy~ haiz... the grp of guys in my klass and sum gers including me r planning to go for a swim (me dunno how) + cycling.. and i suggested of goin to red hse! Bk even suggested goin inside -.-" quite exciting.. cant wait for sunday... but during recess.. lc suddenly reminded us tt, there is sth special goin on tt day~!! so.. still nt sure whether goin wif the guys tt day nt... haiz~!!! after skool, i tot ms sia come sia... make me so scared hahah!!! den finally realised tt it was Ms tAn pHeW~ hahah!!! den today.. play marching songs.. sibei paiseh~!! i cant hear the bass drum, and i din noe tt she was stopping ( tinkin wad notes to play nxt becoz nt lookin at scores)... den... suddenly... me alone play tt stupid xtra note out!!! so loud!!!! almost all laughed.. i cant wait to dig a hole~!!! hahaha!!! juz finish a bath after tuition.. so relaxing... but.. now listening to 'first love'... things started to flood my mind~!!! wad happen last wk... wad happen today.. i ask mar...
HA! tOdaY...bOriNg daY, doIn hWk lOr!!! anD kEeP tHinKinG waD mY freNz saY during lessons tis few days... cant stop thinking! study until halfway... tt matter flooded my mind! almost all tell me the same thing... but cannot let u all noe wad thing! haha.. haiz.. tt is juz their feeling, but i dunno whether wan to believe anot leh! becoz the feeling given to me by dan shi ren is different leh... but they always say... outsiders see the clearer side! i dun feel anything lor... but pg told me tt actually i DID feel sth... juz i dunno. haiz!!! i dunno la... but i can feel tt, there is sum repulsion b/w us lor.. i seems to haf built a defence wall in b/w us... and i haf more restriction now compared to last yr... haiz... now everything happen last yr and tis yr.. flooded my mind!!~ haiz.. cant stop thinkin bout it!! u all la!!! :'(
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