Phantasy World

hmm..listenin to 'hua yu jian - JS' one of e ost frm xian jian qi xia zhuan. hmm.. ok, nearly cant wake up today. nearly sms tell sharon tt i dun wanna go work today le. damn slpy. but tink bout it, sharon will be angry , so forgt it. i was e 3rd to turn up, sharon was there before me, n kareen was walking juz infront of me. when on e way to work, i juz feel lik slping, in fact gt fell aslp la. haha! den nv tok at all tt time.. haha~ reach already, still beri slpy, found myself staring blankly at dunno-wad. went inside, wan to slp sia. haha! go do e powder thingy, at first no one sit beside me one, suddenly tiko go sit there. immediately i move damn close to yani. haha! suddenly, auntie shirley ask hermann, ridzwan (dunno izzit liddat spell), me, yani n tiko go do other job. we went up to e 5th floor, den they wanna tk empty shelves ma. went in, e smell lik medicine sia, actually is labs la.. lolz.. i wanna work ldidat lehh.. lolz!!! may it be sth to do wif bio or chem, but def...

sad sad sad! SADDDDDDDDDD! my mum took e 'timetable' for orientation go work... dotx. dunno y she took tt. after she gt back, i took e paper n check. SIANZ 1/2! hermann one is 'school of engineering'.. is on 13 april !!!!!!!!!! 13!!!!!!!! sianz lor... mine 12. i haf to go alone again! but tink of tis.. 3 RP-ians goin to work together leh.. lolz.. den 12 i go orientation, 13 hermann go, 14 rui go.. 15, 3 of us go together to e workshop. HAHAHAHHA! cute sia.. lolz paiseh... gt 'mad' over e disappointment. haha!

nth special happen today ba. in e morning, went 7-11 buy milk drink, beri e hungry, actually wanna buy mircooven food one.. but in e end nv buy. den juz nice when i was paying money, sharon came in. haha... since she bought, i also bought lor. den we walked to e pick-up pt together n she told me kareen n kelvin nt coming. hmm.. guess i noe how she is feeling ba. we tok bout alot of things in e van, ranging frm their days when being prefects n ghost thingy.. lolz! kinda reluctant to start work.. haha. but in e end, went in, tiko went 3rd floor.. YEA! den i put e mould one lor, haha.. sianz of e weighing also le. den i waited for hermann to come becoz i wanan ask if he receive e package anot. haha.. finally he's here.. lolz.. den tok bout rp thingy. he keep saying.. aiya. sianz la.. rp. den he say he appealing, dunno whether he wanna go to e orientation. den out of sudden, he proned me a qns, hey wanna go skool together nt. tt time i was blur, din noe WHEN he referring, den i say ok....

today ar. haha! was e earliest again. den each of them asked me y i nv went on thur. haha! on e van, chatted wif nga chi, she knew how excited i am bout e new campus already. HAHAHA! helped sharon asked job for sheerui already. haha! firstly is becoz she is my senior la, secondly, becoz.. of e LJS fries. HAHA! at first she told me, k la.. u help me gt e job, i gif u one fries. den i went (;_;) to her.. n said..one STRAND onli? den she laughed..lolZ! haiz.. xi guan le.. always bully me.. =X HEHE! din noe wad happen at first in e morning, suddenly when lup peng came in, they tease me, say he n me wad wad. -.-" den he gong gong.. den he keep wad wad.. nvm.. luckily he haven wake up. lolz. when doin e eyeshadow thingy inside, tiko was inside again. -.-" den becoz they keep dropping e mould, den auntie ivy (beside peng) pretended n said ' aiya.. hit my leg.. pain pain!! help..' den i saw! lup peng juz stared at her blankly... keep staring.. expressionless. haha.. damn funn...

hmm.. today ar? nth special onli recently i managed to wake up on my own in e morning. haha! but after i woke up, also nth to do .. sianz! rui joinin us for work le.. yea! haha!~ finally i noe those 4e hu r in RP de.. but heard sum of them appealing. haha! nvm la.. surely wont same course anyway. muaha~ sad sad! feeling beri excited.. and i mean EXCITED bout the campus life. was online chatting wif rui juz now, she told me another 4e ppl in RP. after tt i went surfing RP webby.. and we tok bout RP thingy lor. den i saw the virtual image of our new campus. oh manz.. is so nice.. SO NICE!!!!!! i lik tp design, i lik nyp one.. but now i lik RP.. perhaps RP one is better? i shallnt say much here now, wait till i saw the real thingy. haha! juz found out, we r the third batch in RP..DUHZ! guess wad, since sec skool, i always haf sth to do wif the number 3. -.-" sec1 to sec4, reg 3 in klass, 3rd batch in jyss as well as jysb. now, 3rd batch in rp. i went to look at the rp new library, th...

boring day! BORING!!!!!!!!!!!! missed work ytd, today is gd friday, tml n sun is wkend. WOW! a LONG break for me indeed -.-" seriously.. i am bored to death at home. at home, boring, go work.. also boring.. perhaps not that bad ba. well well.. tink of it again, perhaps i deserve tis break.. HAHA! haven been sleeping well AT ALL since monday! wednesday gt back, watch tv until bout 9++pm i fell aslp, woke up at 11+am.. den dunno slp at wad time. nxt day, woke up at 7+am, becoz of sth, last min din go work, msg sharon already. den went to play wif comp, look for ppl. in e end, i no need to go Rp le.. -.-" wasted my day of salary! it was juz too boring, and i felt damn slpy, went to slp at bout 3++pm.. and guessed wad? i woke up at 3++AM.. lolz! but no idea y, i still feel beri tired. woke up... played wif comp, watch anime n cried -.-" (E himes is too sad liao.. too tragedy liao.. bo bian. =X).. until 6+am. i went to slp. today.. woke up at 11am..whoa! finally feel that my ...

i am so damn tired.. or shld i say SLEEPY! lolz.. saw e van came already, den saw sharon frm far. kareen, hidayani n sarah din come today. when at e workplace, kelvin n hermann also nv come. onli lup peng coming after lunch. n is e same old thingy la.. i openly say tt i dun wan to work wif tiko indirectly, in his presence. sharon, farlina n i wanna do e weighing, but i snatch one machine first.. hoho.. so onli left one. sharon dun wanna use tt machine so she ask me to ask e tiko come help me. den i say loud.. 'farlina.. come help me..' lolz!~ den after sumtime, he came n ask farlina go help nga chi... i told her.. loud n clear.. 'farlina. later when i need help, u come help me'. lolz~ din noe wad got into me today, i simply juz do it.. i feel tt i am bad. well, i AM bad! lolz.. perhap is becoz ytd, sharon n i agreed to 'bully' him already. lolz! n it was so boring inside k?! i was e one (again) to start teasing sharon.. tis time say her n lup peng together.. th...

woke up at 530 today but stay in bed until 7. was realli beri excited bout e posting result.. oh manz.. went to bath n get ready to go meet sarah they all.. after bath, saw gt 1 unread msg..was wondering hu so early msg me, n when i saw it.. is frm rui. n immediately, i knew she is goin to tell me bout e result. she gt into e same skool as me, n she gt e course she wan. so envious. haiz! haha.. i went online almost immediately upon seeing e news. n saw e course i gt in. at first, my heart sank actually.. i wan at least a biotech.. but.. well well.. went back to e webby n check up again. telling myself, nvm.. i will grow to liking tt course sumday. lolz! a kind of consolation? i dunno.. lolz.. I was too early today, so i bought a packet of milk n sat there.. drink n tink bout e course. tink bout alot alot alot of things.. did i regret? y gif me tt? shld i appeal? wad shld i do? i am so sianz...n everythiing.. den was still sms-ing rui n chatting away bout it lor. haiz! kareen came secon...

hoho..actually went to slp at 1+am, but keep waking up.. so gt sick of it, so bout 4+am, i on my comp n cont dling anime .. lolz! dl until e morning seh.. den watch a few mins of e anime, notice i haf to gt off my comp to get ready go work.. sianz! i was there 10mins earlier.. waited for e rest at e pickup pt.. was daydreaming away again.. lolzzzz!~ after we gt there.. we were actually tokin bout e tiko sia.. they told us , e tiko is lookin at us frm above.. duh! sicko~ den when we were all outside e room, sharon gt shout TIKO..lolz. after tt, we were tokin bout him away.. saying how tiko he is lor.. lik those actions he did... lolz.. den i notice he keep looking at us .. den i gif him ap of coz.. lOLZ!! n i notice, after i diaoz him.. he gt look away.. lolz! den we keep lik... keeping dist frm him lor. loLZ! den even gt e two sisters working there one, also gt say he beri er xin. lolZ! den e junyuans la.. including dunno izzit kelvin's frenz or hu's frenz la... were working on...

haha.. hmm..ok..woke up ard 8pm. haha.. becoz i stayed up late waiting for anime to finish loading n i watch until 530.My himE.. is so damn nice yet is getting sadder.. sobz~ gonna haf chalet at e end of tis yr, but still nt confirm becoz sum of us tink is too ex..so.. hopefully everything will go smoothly. lol.. listening to one of e ost of HIME : It's only the fairy tale. so touching.. so nice.. n remind me of e past. hoho~ today.. feel lik tokin bout band. i realli miss those days when emma they all still ard wif us.. we were being so crazy together. haha! e bond b/w us... is so strong.. can feel tt we r juz lik a family.. but look at e state of band now, i realli simply dunno wad to say. realli.. realli hope they can bring e band back to wad it is in e past. sum of them may tink tt, y dun i juz help.. but how ? even if i haf ideas to help.. will they listen? reason is becoz i am out of e band already..they dun wan seniors to interfer.. i noe sum of them will tink tt way.. so le...

becoz of ytd...i feel guilt..lolZ i din slp at all during e nite n spent e time doin my blog, dling anime n watching them..loLZ~ bout 6+ 7 liddat, saw bk online.. den told him he so early.. lolZ.. den tell jon to tell e section jia you for e prog..n came his reply.. 'y me?' loLZ .. reason is so simple, he's e onli tbonist online at tt time. loLZ! den meet sarah they all at e pick up pt.. sharon came first.. follow by yani n sarah.. feeling so bad manz.. den can say i apologise to alot of ppl liddat. loL~ den when i told them i din slp becoz i scared.. sarah's eyes went so big. loLZ! den sharon prone us to tk half day..lolz.. so all left at 12. we were doin e same old thing in there n all of us simply ignore e uncle..tiko .. TK.. loLZ ~ gt one 'auntie' ask us wad time we leaving ma.. den TK also xtra n ask 'tokin bout wad??' den sharon juz say 'nth'.. lolZ! hu ask him to be so disgusting.. loLZ..make until we all treat him liddat. loLZ~ when i ask...

so sianz lor..! tis morning i heard ppl calling my hp when i was still in dreamland, but i juz couldnt awake n ans e call.. e nxt thing i heard is... my ah ma told me '830 already la..' wahlao.. i look at my hp.. 3missed call n 1 msg... damn lor.. i late already lor... den sms farlina told her everything n sry lor.. den i already sianz liao lor.. mood already ruined liao.. den might as well dun go work liao..den i cont slping until 7.49pm.. loLZ!!!!! frankly speaking lor.. i feel lik quitting tt job liao.. so boring.. so many aunties n uncles. haiz.. den came online at 10 lidat.. saw both their blog n tag... dunno izzit he hao anot.. lolz.. den saw one person tag also.. damn xtra sia tt person.. feel lik smacking e person face.. haha~ now rite.. i dun expect gold liao la... i juz wan them to work hard.. work TOGETHER for now.. n at least maintain silver lor.. haizzz.. i noe they wan it at least lor.. but.. need everyone to co-operate.. if nt hard la.. haizzz.. too bad liao lor....

happy.. simply happY~ haha... juz gt back frm band.. haha! whoa seh... i forsake my work today juz to go back. erm.. kk.. lets start. last nite managed to get marianne n khiam cheong to go back band wor.. lolz..supposed to meet huiyun n marianne at 7.30 in e morning, after tt meet kc one.. but i woke up at 7.37.. so i ask them to go ahead first... in e end, din meet kc also. saw ww's sulken face, frowning away wif his instrument in his hand, standing juz outside band room. went to tok to him, n e sad thing is... i saw sum band members treating him invisible.. simply ignore him. we witness it.. haiz.. heart sank..of coz. den ask him to go sectional, he refused n say he sianz all tis la... in e end, went to find my section already...ask bengyan anything happen or wad nt, she say nth lor.. as usual... our section, no one is goin to ignore him at all except for.. er.. hahaha! n e nxt 'blow' came.. -.-" e person juz sat there, n giving complaint bout ww, summore is damn rud...

found out wad happen lately in band ytd... hear both side stories already, n kena maligned out of e sudden of being biased -.-" well well... knowing wad happen, heart realli sank... n gt 'challenged'.. loLZ.. so.. tinkin of goin back to band tml.. can say manage to persuade farlina to tink bout it.. but in e end , everything failed juz becoz of e reason - money-minded.. oh pls... sick of everything already. n last nite was e second time i caught in b/w e two of them..( if u read tis, u shld noe hu u r).. lolz.. is so pathetic k? loLZ.. but nvm la.. lolz.. at least i noe wad is realli goin on.. haizz... gt online, double confirm wif farlina if she tkin off tml anot, came e ans.. ok .. fine... went into friendster, saw ain's msg, askin me to go back on wed also.. den soon after tt, huiyun sms me, ask me go back tml also.. den i dun wan to be e onli senior back, so i gt marianne.. but she most prob cant. in e end, i called her myself... couldnt stop myself frm crying... d...

finally! FINALLY! today was e first meeting wif my k2 pal since 4yrs ago we graduate frm pri skool! oh manz... tis is e 11th yr of our friendship! was suppose to be able to meet her on time one, but haha.. i was stuck to e comp. lolz. went to pinwen blk, wait for him to come down to pass him those crane. hah.. suppose to meet at 615.. ended up bout 630+..lolZ...den we part, he went for wushu after tt... n i rush to interchange. n tis is an unlucky day for me.. my card gt stuck in e machine when i wanna top up. argh~ soon saw her.. lolz.. so happy seh e both of us. we went to kfc, n on e way, we saw tt spore idol one of e contestant, tt steven lim.. he lik juz stand in e middle of e tunnel. i read abit of wad he wrote there.. he lik introducing himself.. den he even wrote down his website. OH PLS! my frenz n i keep laughin away..lolllllll...after dinner at kfc -.-, we went ard walking... she insisted on tkin neoprint.. den ok lor. lolz.. den accompany her go back giordano..haha.. she wa...

Finally i was on time today! i was e first to reach follow by hidayani. farlina was e last.. we sat n discuss bout all e job. den we went to LJS for lunch n chat alot there. loLZ~ after tt, we went to stroll along tm n cs area to search for job. in e end, we decided to head to eastpt.. farhana joined us later followed by safiah.. e 3 of them r so cheeky... whenever safiah juz gt on e escalator at e floor below us, they will go on e escalator.. n let safiah chase.. of coz i followed them ;) loLZ! tt's fun.. yet childish.. ya! haha! in e end, we decided to go to e airport, they tok dirty there.. -.-" i juz look at those ang moh can already.. HAHA~ went to subway.. initially becoz safiah suggest go n disturb wc if he is there.. but turn out he isnt... i was lookin if weiyang, whom is my p6 klassmate, was there.. but he also nt there.. so nvm. ty saw me.. loLZ.. we waved at each other.. haha..we part soon.when we were at tanah merah, safiah bluffed farlina n hidayani to go to e be...

meeting farlina today at 1030, but i ended up late. went to LJS to have our breakfast..did sum catching up there.while on e way there, i saw ah bin coming frm opps us.. i purposely ignore his existance..haha!!!!!!! after tt, she told me, he saw me.. n keep looking.. anyway..hu cares! haha! after which, we went to walk ard n bought tix for white noise.. haha.. her treat. den we went back to mei zhen xiang...onli auntie ah wah, chris n ah bin there nia. first thing chris ask me is... 'how's ur result?' sianz liao~ den i bluff her tt i goin ite.. fail all ma. den she told me wendy already told her my result. haha!!! ok den. after we left, i saw wendy n qianting, knowing wendy went back to mei zhen xiang n work. haha! as e show start at 225, so we went to library. haha! den we rush to e theatre, well.. went in late of coz.. haha! there were so little ppl sia.. den saw azreen n her stead. after e movie, we intended to go n look for sarah n e rest, but when we approach simei, the...

haiz.. dunno y i am feeling so uneasy. haf u felt uneasy when sumone treat u so gd? i did. i dun understand y.. feel lik avoiding... e person treat me better, show me how much e person cared, e more i wanna avoid... apply to other ppl too.. y? i dun understand. shld i turn down e invitation to go for meal together? is juz a meal i noe.. but i feeling uneasy.... juz dun understand. is juz a frenz i knew nt long nia... n i was surprised how much e person can worry n care for a frenz. if onli we were sibling.. den is realli a fortune for me. haha~ haiz.. how? e better e person treat me, e more i wanna escape.... haizz.... confused

continue e trip to e rest of e polys today. starting wif np as our first stop...was late again ..haha.. meet hoow at clementi. den went to np, we actually alight at e wrong stop?? dunno leh.. there wrote 'singapore intuition of business management. haha! den we waited for e bus again .. n it happen tt we juz had to alight at e nxt stop. hah! went in..nt so many ppl there. finish all those enquiry, found out frm one lecturer, she told us, np beri rich...if they send students oversea for uni, they will pay half of e money needed for it. summore, if e courses require laptop, but e students haf no money to buy one, they can borrow frm np, n onli start paying after they start working in e society w/o interest.. summore installment. haha! gd gd.. i dun mind. after tt, we met sunder n they went to find shin nie n tengyee. e two of them were so crazy i shld say... haha.. always tokin.. haha~ i am nt at e same channel as them. haha! sunder went back to skool, den hoow n i went to our last p...

went tp today. meet hoow at 10 but ending up meeting later. saw wenqi , fungwee n e rest when we were at tp. all were there enquiring bout e courses. saw duan rong n jonathan, farlina n hidayani. haha~ after tt, went comics shop to borrow n return bks. after tt , we met marianne, pinwen, lingfeng n their frenz at east link there, juz outside ts. first thing pw told me is, eh.. tot u say we wont be meeting? hahaha! so we chatted for awhile, i took pw comic bk n gave it to marianne n ask her to hide it when pw isnt looking. haha! after tt, we went to meet duan rong n jonathan at library.. pw searched for his bk n finally noe tt is wif marianne. haha! we headed to nyp first. followed by sp... at sp, hoow gt his cousin to come n lend us a helping hand. overall, is still ok to me. those business courses doesnt realli interest me much, in fact e sci courses interested me MORE! n i mean MORE! oh manz... my r4 too high, n i couldnt get into any... or rather i shld say.. is totally impossible...