Phantasy World

so sad.. juz finish watching e recap of mediawork. today is their last day already. frm tml onward, they will merge wif mediacorp... n onli gt 20% nia. sux manz~ frankly speaking... i find mediawork is far much more better den mediacorp. most of e mediawork entertainment show r their own ideas...n e drama r even much nicer den mediacorp. those sum show frm mediacorp r nice too... but most of e storyline is e same. SO BORING! no wonder mediawork gt e best channel award! ha! now they had no choice but to merge. i saw ch u new schedule on sat n sun one. damn sia.. e length of showing is shorter, n it has less prog. when wkdays start, ch u sure show lesser shows den now. argh~ seem to me tt mediacorp is bullying mediawork sia!...finally remove their opponent (mediawork) ar?! den lik... let them show lesser show already, den make e audience turn more to mediacorp show ar? mediawork at least touch more of e audience's heart n at least make us feel closer to them. n can see (/sense) t...

haiz...actually ytd tried e internet.dunno y lor..after i restart/shut down e comp, my modem cant use. den i told my mum bout it. den she actually say today we go to e singnet there n check. den suddenly tis morning she wake me up asking me to call e technical support there lor... if still cannot, haf to go down to e singnet there my own. siANZ!~ den after she woke me up, cant slp liao lor. den 1230pm onward i keep doin e internet one lor. den i called e technical one. he taught me how... but also no use leh. den i keep reinstall e modem. finally... i can use it. but i still encounter e same prob in e end lor. den i keep trying lor.. until bout 4++.. finally can online le.. den i heck lor.. i make use of it. i was looking for ppl hu gt e same modem wif me lor.. wanna borrow installation cd. den also ask huiyun go wif me to e singnet there.. but she cant. den i sianz le...dun wanna go alone lor.. den i tot of telling my mum, ask her go wif me other day liao. den online saw peifen so...

argh.. my comp broke down. haiz.... now using new comp. ha! but still gt prob. e modem gt prob lor.. tml haf to wake up early go down to singnet there. haiz.. had been goin out since sat (christmas day). sat go wif ah di, company him buy present. sun forgt go where liao... i noe gt go out. den monday go out wif joyce go find job. ha... we gt e job. but i rejected. haha~ is so damn far n e pay is so low sia. den in e end onli joyce work. but she quit already. haha! den tuesday go out wif sinyee. whoa.. she change alot.. become so chio. hahaha! den wed go out wif mother go buy comp. den thur (today) e comp came. ha! but haiz... alot of prob la. sad! now i hope hor.. tml gt a new modem or wad la.. den everything will be ok liao. den hope i wont kena any virus la.. lik spyware~ ARGH!

[cont...] when i was woken, e guys still playing mahjong sia... tt time is 7am. yh was back at 6++am.den i tried to slp back.. but couldnt lor.. i was shivering lik hell! my towel is nt enuff! den joyce also woke up.. den i went kitchen took sum hot water.loLZ~ den e guys went to slp in e living room. den wq woke up also. say i lend him my toothpaste.den i tink i woke pg up le ba..den after finish brushing, i went upstair lor. den saw...faiz,azhar n joyce at e mattress outside.. so we sit here n tok tok lor. e rest also woke up le.. den one by one join us. den sum of e guys stay inside e rm la.. i saw lc tried to slp again.. becoz still gt sum time before checking out. e rest also lied there. den wq keep being 'guniang' liddat... loLZ.. =X hehe.. den we play play there lor.azhar tried to slp... den he lik slp until suffocating.. den bk ask him dun die..loLZ.. den beri funny la.den bk, yh wq, azhar, joyce also lied there.. me sit there.. sum of them awhile later also sit l...

yea~ last nite din slp well... becoz ah di woke me up by sms-ing me. haha~ =X den kinda late den fall aslp. so i onli slp a few hrs becoz e nxt day meetin joyce to go phuiyuen hse to fry those food. tonite was e bbq nite. haha~ den i meet joyce le.. den went straight there.haha..phuiyuen's youngest sis, pei shi.. damn cute! haha~ den she also gt imitated joyce.haha! den we went to e kitchen n fry lor. i dun dare to go near oil..becoz last time kena a few times until i scared le. so they two fry.. i help them put into another tray all tis.. den help cool abit. if nt will turn beri soggy. after everything, her maid mopped e floor n joyce n me were in e living room.. suddenly heard a loud boom! den look to e kitchen..den saw phuiyuen lying on e grd. we rush there to check if she is ok. den she said her left arm tink sprained. haiz... den we go down to hail cab...den she accidentally broke her nail also.. den bleed. haizzz! den when reach e chalet.. all were out, we r locked outsid...

BLAHz~ juz gt back frm chalet.. finish my bath. haha! now drinking slurrpi.. lolZ. ok.. woke up early today to meet joyce at simei control station to go play pool together. haha! so happy sia! den as i was early, den e pasir ris mrt one is bout 2mins.. so i decided to tk to pasir ris first lor. den i sms joyce told her.. when i was at pasir ris. haha~ suddenly, i saw her boarding e mrt.. carried many things all tis. haha.. she was surprised to see me.. haha.. ya.. becoz she din see e msg. loLZ. den we played bout 3 or 4 rounds of pool.. she won me all. loLZ... damn... i am a noob! loLZ~ den went tanah merah control station to meet e rest of e guyz. suddenly pg told joyce tt they were at e bus stop already. so we called them to come back becoz still haf to wait for other ma. den huimin called me.. told me tt e rest r coming later.. we go first. ha~ den we board e shuttle bus n went to chalet! loLZ.. den reach le.. we walked e longer way to e bungalow reception. ha! den e on e way th...

woke up at 1145. went to meet joyce. tot i was late.. was rushing. den i was sms-ing when walking lor.. den suddenly i saw liwei, but i was bz tt time.. den suddenly sumone called me. Is wenqi lor. den say hi all tis.. haha.. he changed abit his hairstyle.. go cut ba i suppose. den went to tamp control station waited bout 10 mins for joyce.. den she ask me go up platform. den i show her e neoprints i took ytd. den bought ah wee present at raffles city, n joyce bought present for e chalet also. den meet huimin n ah wee lor. they eat at BK. den huimin look at all my neoprints.. den chat chat lor. den went to peninsula plaza, e agency tt rui intro to me. saw e notice outside.. den my frenz commented. kinda loud ba.. den suddenly e door open, n e woman sounded bu shuang u noe?! ah wee n joyce immediately turn their back when e door open, den huimin look there.. i hide behind e door. haha!!! juz nice ma! den went to international plaza again. went to kelly service lor. den they test how...

haha! last nite pinwen gt back.. den online chat until bout 4++am..hmm.. also gt ask him out (becoz lp say ask as many ppl as possible)..den he say 11 liddat can call him to confirm wif him. den e nxt day.. erm...willing to wake up at bout 12++pm. get ready my breakfast.. called liping lor. ask her bout today..wad time go out.. ask hu all tis. den confirm everything le. she gt her frenz coming too (yoke ling? dunno spell correct nt). den she ask me call pinwen.. hmm.. i told her mayb he still slping. haha.. called marianne.. called huiyun.. both cant make it. den called shijuan. after tt called pinwen. haha! i tink his mum or hu la... say he still slping.. den.. ok nvm.. when i was bout to hang up.. pinwen answered e phone. muahaha! blur blur one! haha! damn funny.. but he still can joke.. haha.. nt bad. den after tt.. he online.. den tok abit.. den i go prepare le. was meeting sj at 230. but i was late myself also la.. bout 240.. i called sj ask her quickly get ready. but she told...

liping called me tis early afternoon n ask whether still gt go out. becoz she din realli confirm anythin wif me.. so dun haf go out lor. so mayb tml den go. i haf to ask ard for ppl first. haha! strange... realli strange.. i haf e similar dream which i had dunno how many yrs ago. e feeling is so real... i was there.. one of e 'leading role'...i could feel all e emotions there...is so strange. now e scenario was kinda weird. i was wif frenz out in lik... farm all tis kinda of place. den...we were there for holiday. sum sort liddat. den we were having great fun. den suddenly dunno wad happen...abit blur here. i could onli rmb clearly is....when i was alone at one place doin sth.. i looked beside me....i saw one of my closest guy frenz.. but at tt pt of time.. i noe IT wasnt him..was lik a spirit. IT juz keep staring at me.. lik trying to tell me sth. i could tell by e way it looked at me. den sumone called me, n when i turn back..it disappeared. a thought juz came to my mind.. st...

slp at 6++am tis morning *yawnz*..lying on my bed since 4++am le.. haizz. den e nxt day.. i actually woke up at 8++am.. but i went back to slp. frm 12pm onward, i keep waking up every after 2mins. haha! finally 1pm liao. den suddenly gt 1 sms. i decided to wake up n go n tk a look. haha~ is frm one of my closest p6 pal...desmond. whoa... idiot he.. haha~ ask me ' r u sushi? (nickname la)' dotx! since last time until now.. still call me sushi. haha~ den we chat using sms for awhile until bout 2pm. omg...guess wad... one person frm my opp blk keep singing malay song.. though i dunno wad is it bout.. but i can tell u.. e person's voice doesnt sound gd..haha~ nt i bad.. is e truth sia. n is so loud.. omg~! couldnt stand it therefore, i told huiyun i goin down to meet her. haha~ meeting huiyun, peifen n shijuan for badminton today. i met huiyun at her blk n walk to e cc mac there, n saw peifen was there long before us. haha! we waited for shijuan...den when we saw her, we wa...

ah di called n woke me up today.. den meet him downstair to pass e office cd to him... den chat for.. at least 1hr le ba. standing.. haha! n he damn cruel ( yES! u r cruel!) go kill ant. lolZ...den went home.. watch mvp..haiz. tried to slp after tt... but couldnt.. so cont to chat. n one of my 'frenz' in fact pissed me off. well...now i do believe wad they say..perhaps she is liddat by nature. den chat wif jingjie n charmaine.. they tried to cheer me up.. well.. sumtime i do feel.. pri skool frenz r better.. haiz. but.. band frenz r nt tt bad either.. haha.. i am still glad i haf huiyun as my frenz.. haha.. summore stay a few blks away. den after tt.. i went to slp until bout 7++ liddat.. woke up. my comp monitor. dunno y.. cant on. so i off comp lor. den ask huiyun about tml de badminton...den tok abit.. den called sj n marianne. ok... tml onli, huiyun, me, sj n peifen si gui goin to play together. haha.. den was playing pool wif fuwen.. when huiyun suddenly msg me to tell...

today is another day to rot. purposely slp until damn late...woke up can eat dinner already. haha! saw kaihoow's msg to borrow cd.. den.. allow lor. he said tml morning come my hse tk.. eh.. i wan to slp!! lolZ! den while i was reading novel... he msg me again.. ask me call him at 2am.. hmm.. dunno for wad la. den i dunno is he workign at tt hrs ma.. so ask him whether to call his hp or hse.. den he say me back.. call e airport there n make announcement tt i am looking for him. hahaha! ok.. i gt it... den called joyce to ask her bout tml thing, she is sick...haiz... sick shld rest at home.. haiz.. better tk gd care sia! den juz now chat wif ah wee.. she told me she saw me on monday. !!!! i din see her. she told me, she was rite behind me at e escalator! omg! but she din call me.. becoz she said she also feeling sick.. haiz... another one... muz tk care! haiz..so sianz.. hmm.. today is wed le... a few more mins to thur...sat is coming le.. whoa.. kinda fast ar.. haizzz....yup......

haiz..tis is nt e first time already...n i had enuff of e nonsense... izzit true lik wad they say, actually she is tis kinda of person? nv changed? i dunno.. haiz... okok...ytd went library borrowed 4 chi novel.. since no job, damn sianz.. can read lor... den saw joyce n gave her a big fright.. lOLZ. =P. hahaha~ den ytd online.. tt incident happen.. make me unhappy already. haizz... den tis afternoon, wei2 msg say tml he can make it all tis.. haizzz... ya... haizzz.... tis sat is coming.. seem quite fast... but... gt a sense of unfamiliarize....hmm.. dunno how to put it la... ha! tml.. mayb go out check out things for sumone's bday...den thur goin out wif joyce go agency again...den fri go play hrs of badminton.. non-stop. haha~ shiok.. haha~

yea~~ i gt ' I dream ' mp3 le~ loLZ~ gt them frm sheerui. loLZ. i gt SLYVESTER version, TAUFIK version.. n e version THEY BOTH SANG TOGETHER! hahaha~ yup.. nth to say la.. loLZ.. juz beri happy i gt it.. ok.. here is e lyrics : I Dream in my mind i can climb all the mountains that surround me the spirit there that eagles dare to fly in my heart theres a spark that can light the world around me an open door where i am sure dreams are doesnt matter if i win or the colour of my skin cuz the race is all about believin' in yourself and i dream i can run like the win d and be strong when my heart just wants to give in and i dream i can be the hero thats in me when i dream i dreammm theres a time in your life when the odds are so against you theres no defeat if all you keep is pride first or last slow or fast there's a dignity that makes you keep driving on when worlds have come apart d...

actually is meeting joyce at 3pm at e tamp control station. den as i was goin out.. peigek told me joyce meet me 330pm at e tanjong pagar control station. die i nv been there.. den dunno how to go. den i rush lor.. after i alight at e interchange , i was sms-ing kaihoow, den i saw thianleng infront of me wif his frenz.. den i heck, i juz cut their path. haha~ rushing u noe..den when to e station, top up fare card.. den saw tl n his frenz there topping up also. den i go check e route to tanjong pagar...haha. i cant find it at first.. den took up a few mins den found it. den i went to tk mrt lor up there.. still sms-ing.. den saw tl they all again.. den tl came to tok to me... when board e mrt.. i happen to sit opp him.. den i dun wan ma.. loLz.. dunno y la.. den i say 'haiz.. forgt it' den i juz stand up n walk away,.,.. loLZ.. den i heard him repeating wad i said. haiz.. so bored sia..beri long sia...den at city hall i sms thian leng say bye to him.. loLZ. den.. i was late....

cindy bday. meet joyce early.. becoz wanna go apply job de, but when saw e building, feel intimidatiing sia. den forgt it. went to subway.. loLZ.. too bad.. tt is before 11am.. if nt can see one of my frenz working. lOLZ..den go buy cindy present. hmm..when to cs... den when walk past e cinema entrance, saw chuen soon. hahahahhaa! he there working. GUARD e cinema.loLZ! he stroll up n down there. den i told joyce.. she ask me go say hi, but i refused becoz dunno he recognise me anot. den, i dun dare to look at him.. den keep laughing. den joyce told me, he recognise me.. he is laughing. i looked at him. ya.. he is stroking his head n laughing.. haha~ den bought cindy present le.. went to meet her.. den kath, cindy,joyce, peigek n me went to cafe carlet eat. haiz.. i broke le... after tt meal.. i am left wif onli a few cents.. they offer to lend me.. but i dun quite hao yi si go tk lor.. haiz.. but in e end still borrow frm them. while eating, we shared e food n everything... i can s...