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last nite slp at bout 4am... reading newspaper.. haha. den woke up by liping call at bout 1130, saying she on e way to mac. den meeting her at 12. went there n haf my breakfast. saw pinwen, gerald n yangzhou there. seem to me lik, onli pinwen studying. we stay there until bout 2pm n went for tuition. den met marianne at e void deck n went up together. haha... today tuition kinda quiet. onli gt me, marianne, liping, yan yan, yongmin, alan, eugene n justin. den together damn quiet becoz wenqi nt there. kinda miss his nonsense....but when he around.. juz hope tt he will keep quiet. haha! when i say.. haiz today beri quiet.. wenqi nt here.. i notice justin giggled.. yongmin also. den i keep saying, den liping told me nt to continue if nt yongmin sure burst into laughter. -.-" haha. den e tuition is still quite alrite.. i guess. haiz. today lesser careless mistake le. when goin home, e gers n yongmin took e first lift while e rest took another. den we teased him. i mention of asking...

studied sum subs le...but still stuck at physics. haiz.... ytd watch e qi zheng nan yi, is a show bout two trainee doctors met sum strange dieases when they r undergoing training. ahhh,... is has been my dream to be doc..but based on my sci result n overall result, haiz.. dream on manz. at e age of 6 onli, i haf tt dream. den i change to scientist, nxt to astronomer... but in e end, i still find my interest lies wif being a doc. haiz... i noe tt if wanna be a doc, is best to go into jc n study. but haha.. i wont get a chance. so, i intend of studyin biomedical sci in tp, but haiz.. their R4 so low.. i cant lor.even my sci keep failing ... haiz. last nite i confided in sheerui, she told me tt her sis ask me to study hard..n all those encouraging words. haiz. i juz feel lik, is realli hard. becoz her sis get a 10 for R4...how can i get tt!!! e feeling tt i couldnt fulfil my dream realli upset me alot. haizzzz... well i guess sum ppl will be bloating away. Ha~ haiz.. realli sad.. s...

hmm.. today .. kinda sianz la. been online onli once a day liao.. though e duration still long la. haha~ depends. haha~ i pasted paper on e power button of my comp monitor saying ' STUDY O LEVEL' haha.. den paste another on my cpu de.. saying DO NOT USE!!! haha~ my grandma tot my comp spoiled again. haha~ den on my table... i wrote.. STUDY STUDY STUDY n CONCENTRATION n O LVL.. haha~ sot le la. haiz... last nite..kenneth wan to borrow discman frm me.. k lor.. den we decided tt today i will pass to him. told him tt i most prob will wake up after 1.30..haha.. but woke up at bout... 12+ liddat. haha..den wait for his sms. but i forgt.. i on silent mode n he sms once.. called me twice. haha.. din realised tt. den meet him at 3. went down n pass him e discman.. haha.. raining again.. haf to rush home.. den he say aiya.. nvm.. e clothes wet.. wash again.. -.-" den went home.. tk out ss textbk n study le. haiz... finally finish one chpt le. haiz.. i tink hor.. gonna study abit ...

A note to 4E3 4E3: it haf been such a great 2 yrs being wif u guys. those happy n unhappy memories will always stay in my mind. n u guys realli leave me deep deep deep impression. will nv nv forgt u guys de~! if i were to choose whether to carve ur name on a stone or write ur name on e sand, i would choose stone. it could nv be erased~! so ya.... we did haf fun together, well.. more fun last yr. haha..so hope we could stay in touch wif each other no matter wad k? so.. all e best pals for ur o lvl n ur future.. CiaOZ... let us all look forward to our CHALET!~~ =)

haiz.. today is e last day of our.. sec4 life. ya.. sad.. haiz. today, reubens, bingkun, thian leng, raymond, yihua n weijie nv come. stupid yihua, he say he coming, tt's y i ask him help me burn cd, but he nv come.. juz now tell me he overslept. forgt it. haiz.. last day of skool.. but our klass isnt complete. den we had our mt lesson. haha... kath , yuezhu n waitkiat took pic of mdm lee when she teaching.. hah.. n she even posed for them.. (actually she din notice at first). den we haf alot of fun. haha.. wenqi keep singing.. hmm.. out of e sudden liddat. den waikiat join in in e ending (xiao mi feng). haha~ den we went to e staircase n took pic wif mdm lee. i was at e corner, n i sit on e railing.. haha.. whoa.. beri scary lor! den nv close window. wenqi, waikiat n e rest of e guys also gt sit. den they close window. wenqi called me close... in case i drop down. haha~ den i tried, but beri hard sia.. den i tink huimin helped me. den... laicheng also wan to sit up.. but in e e...

hmm.. ok.. today de. is e first day after graduation. tot tt e guys in my klass wont come to skool n i was surprised tt they were here. den e2 n e6 onli 11 ppl came. haha.. when mrs daniel saw e2 so little ppl. she say ' HUH?!' den beri shocked.. den i saw pinwen they all laughing.. haha.. in fact all of us laughing. haha~ den mr silva saw e number of ppl in e6 le.. he nv scold... he juz smiled. haha~ whoa... den we went to ava for amath lesson. haha.. last time le... well, can say so la. we took pic together wif mr ang. haha~ den english. mrs shankar came in. since it is our last time greeting her, we greeted her loudly. haha.. den she keep shh-ing us, saying e rest haf exam. haha~ den.. she lik.. sad sad liddat.. den keep saying those thing.. haiz.. make until ppl sad. actually we wanna tk a pic wif her de.. but in e end din. during phy, suddenly mr chua called me n ans one qns. den i tot i make a mistake. peigek told me my face turn beri red. hahaha.. in e end i was rite....

update for 13 OCt: today is our graduation ceremony. hmm.. tking many pics.. ya... we spend bout 1period of chemistry liddat to tk pic wif mrs kavitha.. whoa..we took pic at e staircase. den i saw wenqi n weijie... doin.. er.. (dun tink y y)... in fact i dunno wad they doin la.. haha.. but beri funny. i took a pic of them using hp, but is too small.. n nt clear.. haiz.. wad a waste. haha~ in fact, i din haf e mood for lesson tt day.. awaiting e ceremony. oh ya... peigek draw on a shirt.. writing all our names.. n they gt a bouquet of flower for mrs shankar. haiz... we gave to her in e hall... she looked stunned.. well.. rather say TOUCHED. haha... oh god... wenqi even ask her try it on.. haha.. actually is a baby tshirt. haha. den she looked at us... look as if she is goin to cry. den i told her nt to cry. she told us frankly tt, she actually cried once when she wrote our testimonial. den fungwee n me took a pic of her using our hp. haiz... den better she read out her speech, we all...

is late at nite, but i haven slp.. couldnt get to slp. haiz.. been pondering on wad he say... izzit bluff me or wad? if nt, wad does he mean? haiz... now listening to '1000 words (piano version)' is a beri nice song.. n... tis actually bring me lots of thoughts. Nxt wed (13oct) our graduation ceremony le... after tt, 15 oct will be our last day in jyss.. well... or shld i say, e last day we will be able to be together in klass, fooling ard? 1 nov marked e start of o lvl... n 22 nov marked our klass separation. meaning, tt day mark each n everyone of us new life. after tt day, all of us will be tking different path... go JC de go JC.. go poly de go Poly... to be together, ha.. tis task seem impossible ever since den. tinkin back e past... every single thing tt happen b/w us... r juz lik movies... clip of movies.. it seem lik ytd was our first day of 3e3. all those lame things... all those times when we eat tibits at e back of klass... those times when we tell each other la...

ok.. today! hmm...saw our lvl + klass position n our R4 + R5 liao.. whoa.. i gt 31 in klass.. 128 (if i rmb clearly) as lvl. haha... den R4 is 20... R5 is 33. EH... big diff rite??? of 13 leh!!!!! wah.. is different frm wad i calculated. wad i calculated ..R4 is 26, R5 is 34 sia. so beri surprised. peigek n sum other also gt difference in e aggregate. den mrs shankar told us, she did e manual calculation also.. n notice e difference. n e biggest difference among my klass is 6 (which is MY both calculation of R4 [26 - 20]) she wanna check wif mdm teng. den hongjing told me, mayb cca pt is included. (HOPE SO!!!!!!!) today in klass ar... wah... chaotic! haha! many things happen. can say all frm e guys. haha! i rmb tt, yihua's key was taken again (during chem period)... tis time is frm qiumin. den.. i tink they lied to him tt i took it. den he asked frm me. weijie n raymond were signalling to me behind him. i collaborated wif them. HAHAHAHA! den... he ask it back... den he lik keep ...

update for ytd (5 oct): hmm... let me recall. it was kinda bored.. haha.. den during chi lesson, bingkun ask reubens to ask me a lame riddle n he said he cant ask me face to face. den bingkun ask me. realli beri lame! den.. i rmb one i heard ... 2 saugages + 2 bottle of wine (liang tiao xiang chang + liang ping pi jiu) guess four chi character. den it arouse e other guys' interest. den u noe wad reubens said? '11 99!!! bingkun say one' we all burst into laughter. den.. i heard sumone shouting 'chang chang jiu jiu' (meaning: everlasting). sounded lik weijie. den.. i ask reubens hu said tt.. n tt confirm my guess. haha! den...they become LAME again! ha! meet wei2 after skool go study. he waited for me in e canteen, den he show us tt faece (plastic one). den, when he show to fungwee, she said 'pls lor... since u came into tis band, u have been showing us tis faece liao..buai sian meh?'.. haha! den he show to other of my frenz.. including peigek n joyce.....

joyce nv come today..but haf a long chat wif her last nite. haha! feeling better le. finally!!!! met shijuan n shari on e way to skool, so we walked together. we made alot of noise during emath n kena scolded by mdm teng becoz e other klasses r having exam. haha.. but i agree wif wad wenqi say.. haha! den...recess time, also lik nobody lidat... go back to klass after recess. we had our eng mock test during e last two period. i gt one xtra sheet of dunno is qns or passage.. den i wanna gif back to mrs shankar. juz nice azhar also giving.. den he called me n i juz stretch out my arm to pass it to him. i knew wad he is goin to do nxt! he put e paper on my hand n go back to his seat. sum of my klassmates looked n laugh. mrs shankar even say tt he is nt a real gentleman.. hahahhaahahhahaa!!! wad a hard n stupid compre sia.. so hard!!!! haiz...i guess i will fail one la.. haha!

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http://www.samuelgoh.net/love/ai_ni_shi_ge_cuo.htm today.. having mood swing. keep throwing temper...dunno y also. how long will tis last? how i wish o lvl will be over asap! haiz. can ppl travel to e future n to e past? how i wish... sumone frm e future will travel back to our time, n brain wash me. i feel tt all tis memories is worthless to me now. everything..worthless. i tink i found out sth today.. well... can say is lik.. last nite. last nite realli damn down..can say is becoz of it...even ah di also lik dun tok to me... haiz.. he noe my pattern.(he juz dun wanna be my chu qi tong). listening to 'chun zai'... gt alot of feelings n cant help tinkin back...if onli time could stop at tis pt of time. haiz.. tml skool again... sianz.. dun feel lik goin anymore. but wad can i do? tcher also gt say tis is a crucial time.. graduation ceremony also coming le. ha! i dun even noe whether i can graduate anot! mei tian qu xue xiao...kan jian bu xiang kan jian de ren. sick n tired!...

whoa.. finally update. hmm...i failed 3 of my subjs... but... dunno y.. no feeling. except for phy, when i first get back e paper.. i juz feel lik tearing it up. but luckily.. i nv kena any 9... though kena all 8. so.. nvm la.. o lvl is e most impt. actually.. i notice sth. i am nv happy since tis yr. so many things happen in my family n everything ard changed.. even now also. ppl out there keep tinking tt they actually noe me WELL enuff to even dislike me... but... tis juz show tt they dun noe me at all. in fact i feel tt my band mates , ah di n fuwen understand me more den anyone else. ever since e stupid idiotic incident happen in my family last yr... i feel lik i am juz putting up happy-go-lucky face. they say i always look black.. well.. tt was realli me at tt time... i am not trying to show ppl face or wad.. is juz tt... unhappiness juz will appear in my face. n i noe... they were unhappy too.haiz.. recently in skool.. muz happy happy... dunno y... in fact juz feel damn hur...