Phantasy World

so many things happened during e past few days.. i got realli sick n tired of it. they lik to tease me so much n bluffing me... i realli haf enuff of it... cant they juz understand? i dun lik to joke wif this kinda of matter n they still enjoyed it...sooner or later i will lose control. nxt wed 25 aug... i am moving hse le.. to 805.. heard tt my room is big... finally gt a table for me to study... frm wed onward.. i shall concentrate in my studies... i am goin to start refresh , tink bout nth except Studies... YES! tt is my goal now.. PRELIM + O lvl... focus on other subjects except for MT liao... haha! sianz sia... if i din get P for my oral.. mayb i can get A1 liao .. -.-"

actually today mayb goin to watch firework wif ah di n others de.. but in e end.. becoz ah di din get good grade for chi o.. so... in e end din go le..but i went to joyce hse to do ss. BUT den.. in e end.. we din do.. HAHAHA! well... wad they told me, realli do make sense.. haiz.. but..i realli dunno wad i can do now. becoz is lik... so awkward le... how i wish tt i could go back to e past. go back to last yr.. haiz ! when everything haven started..sum ppl r juz lik a piece of paper... hu shown ppl all their thoughts n emotions.. but sum ppl, juz lik to keep to themselves.. haiz. i appear lik e paper.. but actually... i belong to e second grp. if u ppl assumed u all actually noe me well... well.. let me tell u.. u ppl dun. haiz... *y so many ppl sick tis yr? especially recently.... fever de fever... flu de flu.. cough de cough.. kena virus de also tio hospitalise.. -.-" wah... muz tk care of myself liao... others also lehz...haiz... kk la.. tml gt O lvl eng oral... WAH.. i FIRST...

today is e fun fair day! haha.. YES! 5 days BREAK! haha.. but still gt hwk.. haiz.. nvm... there r a list of my activity sia.. haha! 3 of my klassmates din come today lor. haha... den.. fun fair.. kinda boring.. den i dirtied myself twice.. haha! den joyce say i no cure liao.. haha! after skool, i went to marianne 's hse wif wenlong ... i changed to home clothes at her hse. den we went to lingfeng hse to meet up wif her, joyce n kok rong . den met laymeng n her frenz at bedok pool there.. den also cindy .. haha . we waited for hrs for table.. whoa.. my leg ache sia..!!! den, pinwen, gerald, jonathan n chong yu came n joined. we onli gt 2 tables. wenlong n me played against joyce n cindy. haha.. dunno y lor.. i keep missed e balls.. n aiyo.. i played beri lousy today.. haha! den i saw pinwen looked sad sad liddat.. sat there.. looking at them.. haha.. den marianne taught him how to play.. haha.. beri e funny la.. haha .. i mean e whole procedure.. nt e way he played.. haha . w...

i dun care hueva see tis... but tis is DEFINITELY how i am feeling n tinkin rite NOW!!! if u wanna go ard n telling ppl.. tt's ur prob. i dun care~ but if there is any unhappiness, i welcomed OPEN DISCUSSION~! no need to discuss behind my back! i dunno y u ppl lik to tease me, deceive me, play a trick on me so much. den after tt, go spread to whole klass. wad e hell~! i dun mind playing along wif u ppl one lor... but can dun go overboard NT? one's haf limit to one's patience leh... dun tell me u all dun understand tis?! i haf been tolerating long enuff liao... since i wrote all e happenings in my blog... tis mean tt, i am willing to share wif e public... BUT.. one thing i cant tolerate is... ppl hu read n actually go n discuss bout it BEHIND MY BACK.. i hate tis... i noe u all may even haf sum enquires bout wad i write inside.. juz come n ask me.. no need to make wild guess! i may nt noe wad u ppl r toking behind my back.. but! one thing i can say is... no one is perf...